Million Dollaz Worth Of Game

FINESSE2TYMES PT.1 - MILLION DOLLAZ WORTH OF GAME EPISODE 359

100 min
Jan 5, 20265 months ago
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Summary

Finesse2Tymes discusses his journey from incarceration to music industry success, addressing trauma, institutional mentality, relationship dynamics, and business challenges. He reflects on loyalty, family struggles, label dynamics, and the difficulty of transitioning from prison survival mindset to civilian life while building a music career.

Insights
  • Incarceration creates lasting psychological patterns that persist post-release, affecting business relationships and personal interactions despite years of freedom
  • Music industry gatekeeping and lack of mentorship for emerging artists from non-traditional backgrounds creates significant disadvantages in understanding contracts and business fundamentals
  • Trauma-informed leadership requires acknowledging how past survival mechanisms may harm current relationships and business partnerships, even when well-intentioned
  • Building sustainable success requires intentional deprogramming from institutional survival tactics and deliberate investment in financial literacy and business education
  • Authenticity and entertainment value can drive audience engagement, but must be balanced with strategic business positioning and professional relationships
Trends
Post-incarceration entrepreneurship challenges in creative industries lacking structured mentorship programsInstitutional trauma's long-term impact on decision-making and relationship management in business contextsEmerging artist exploitation through label indifference and lack of transparent business guidanceImportance of financial literacy and credit access for first-generation wealth builders from underserved communitiesCreator economy monetization through alternative platforms (OnlyFans, independent releases) when traditional label support failsMulti-platform content distribution strategy using AI tools for maximum reach and audience buildingMentorship and proximity to successful entrepreneurs as critical wealth-building acceleratorsPersonal brand diversification across multiple personas to maximize market appeal and audience engagement
Topics
Incarceration and Reentry ChallengesMusic Industry Contract NegotiationsInstitutional Trauma and PTSDFinancial Literacy and Credit BuildingLabel Relationships and Artist RightsFamily Dynamics and LoyaltyPersonal Brand ManagementContent Monetization StrategiesMentorship and Business EducationEntrepreneurship from Disadvantaged BackgroundsMental Health and Self-TherapyRelationship Management in BusinessCreator Economy PlatformsMulti-Platform Content DistributionWealth Building Fundamentals
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Atlantic Records
Label that signed Finesse2Tymes but provided minimal support, studio time, or video production funding despite artist...
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Credit card company featured in opening advertisement highlighting widespread merchant acceptance
Amazon Music
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Apple Podcasts
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Video platform where Million Dollaz Worth of Game episodes are distributed
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Bumble
Dating app platform emphasizing real connections and identity verification features
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Vodka-based sweet tea beverage supporting dog rescue charities with $1 million donation goal
Batiste Dry Shampoo
Hair care product marketed as number one dry shampoo in US and worldwide
Chevrolet Equinox
Vehicle featured in automotive advertisement highlighting cargo space and technology features
Pepsi Prebiotic Cola
Beverage product featuring prebiotic fiber, low sugar, and reduced calories
People
Finesse2Tymes (Lil Ricky)
Primary guest discussing his incarceration, music career, trauma, family relationships, and business challenges in mu...
Wallo
Co-host of Million Dollaz Worth of Game providing mentorship perspective and questioning Finesse2Tymes on institution...
Junior
Business partner/associate mentioned as early believer in Finesse2Tymes who later distanced himself, causing relation...
Michael Jordan
Referenced as example of successful partnership and teamwork despite competitive tension with Scottie Pippen
Scottie Pippen
Referenced alongside Michael Jordan as example of successful basketball partnership requiring mutual support
The Baby
Music collaborator who charged $30,000 for video directing that Finesse2Tymes paid out of pocket instead of label
Kevin Gates
Artist referenced for quote about protecting children and maintaining survival mentality post-incarceration
Quotes
"I think trauma, both of us. I think both of us got trauma. I think he was going through something that he ain't never been through. And I was going through something that I ain't never been through."
Finesse2Tymes
"When Michael Jordan and Scottie Pippen was on the team together, sometimes they don't want to pass each other the ball. But they had to win the motherfucking game."
Finesse2Tymes
"I'm a rise from what I go through. You know what I'm saying? Like, so I need you to rise with me. Because we in this shit together."
Finesse2Tymes
"When this motherfucker in this jailhouse, it get quiet. Niggas, it's a problem. I'm going to the room, grab my knife. I don't know what the fuck going on."
Finesse2Tymes
"You gotta understand, I'm gonna fight you like I'm finna die. I'm gonna fight out of respect. You gotta understand, when you fighting out of respect, you fighting on a different type of level."
Finesse2Tymes
Full Transcript
Hey million dollars worth of game listeners, you can find every episode on Apple Podcasts, Spotify or YouTube. Prime members can listen ad-free on Amazon Music. Right! Oh, could this vintage store be any cuter? Right! And the best part? They accept Discover! Accept Discover? In a little place like this? I don't think so, Jennifer. Oh, yeah, huh. Discover's accepted where I like to shop. Come on, baby, get with the times! Right, so we shouldn't get the parachute pants? These are making a comeback! I think. Discover is accepted at 99% of places that take credit cards nationwide. Based on the February 2025 Nielsen report. You're now tuned into million dollars worth of finesse, man. Listen, man, we here at this family, you called me up. A couple months ago, he said, man, Walo, we got to talk, man. This was months ago. I said, man, I was in Baltimore somewhere. We talked about some real life shit. I'm talking about family love, but before we get into all that, he got some shit to say, man. Go ahead and pop that shit off, man. Talk to him, man. I'm talking to you, man. Talk to him, man. I said, uh, Hey, ain't no nigga got the squeeze on me. Extort who ain't no nigga get no feature for free. I went to jail and held it down. Never been on PC out in Mason J. Pa, a little bump 33. Hey, who the niggas throwing shots at? Who the niggas making posts about CNN, worldwide news? Bitch, I showed up. Shots fired. Man, down, reaching for my training. Try me when I'm in city. I'm going to do the same thing. Same thing. Same nigga women, same choppers. Fuck the fed. Got my pills. They women do a beer. Never talk. Show your paperwork and fold your style. Beating with a nigga. Get some paper. I'm going to get right to it. I'm going to get right to it. Love what he do. Yes, sir. I'm going to get right to it because it's two sides of everything, right? Me, you talk and I see the passion in you and I know where you come from. You come from, you come from the streets, you come from struggle, you come from a household where everybody was trying to figure it out. Right. And you've seen some things growing up that a young man ain't supposed to see growing up. Right. And it, you know, it got something to do with your mind too. It can mess you up in a way, but, but, but she said something about music business and let's talk about the music business. Everybody get in the music business, right? And when they get in the music business at the beginning, it's somebody that believe in you. So when these young people seeing it, they looking at it like, yeah, see man, I don't like, you see how I'm saying it's always fucked up. Somebody do somebody wrong at the beginning. When you and Junior get together, Junior, y'all have some type of understanding. Junior socket to your pocket like a rocket. He bring you something. He believed that you at the beginning. And a lot of times people see things change. He believed in something y'all made money together. So why wasn't it a conversation about that? Like, yo, the same common same energy that you had at the beginning would change that you couldn't call him and say, man, let me sit down, man. Because you already said you want him to get some money. I think I think trauma, both of us. I think both of us got trauma. I think, I think he was going through something that he ain't never been through. And I was going through something that I ain't never been through. But at the end of the day, that ain't my fault. I'm a I'm a I'm a rise from what I go through. You know what I'm saying? Like, so I need you to rise with me. Because we in this shit together. When Michael Jordan and Scott and Pippin was on the team together, she they it's probably sometimes they don't want to pass each other the ball. But they had to the wind the motherfucking game. You know, and that's what type of nigga I am. But you know, you got some niggas who are fucking sit on the bench before they even pass the ball. You know, so and I ain't saying this him. I'm just saying that's what I deal with on a day to day basis. But for time to him, I just feel like it's you know, he has some going brands, some way to put it on the store and shit. He has some going with his league. You know, I'm saying, he ripped his Achilles a couple of years ago. And then it came back on my giz and he went through surgery and shit, I checked up on him a couple times and shit. But it wasn't about being it was just about I was just checking on it. It wasn't about being is because when I call about being is I never get nothing out of it. I never I never and it's just why I'm it with when they come to labels and when they come to music and when they come to I don't get nothing out of it. And then you have people of status that say, Damn, why the fuck finish music ain't high down. I bump into people in the streets and they say, When you're gonna drop another mixtape bitch, I just dropped stuck in my way. He's laying as weak bitch. He ain't heard about it. And I got a whole label by two. And it's just zero engagement. So I took matters into my own hand. Who did label behind outside of my time in Atlanta? They signed Atlanta sign. Who do you deal with at Atlantic? I deal with a few people. I deal with Carla. I deal with I deal with a few people that they answer the phone for me or whatever, but they not who I supposed to be talking to. They they they answer the phone all out of respect, I think I don't think they answer the phone to handle the business that I need. So I just call you know, hey, I'm trying to shoot a video on where at this point, I ain't even getting fucking studio time. I'm paying for that in my pocket. So they not doing that? Fuck no studio time video out of shit out of pocket. All this shit coming. I remember I remember I don't give a fuck. I remember back back about two years ago, me and the baby did a song. I'm fresh out of jail, bro. I don't know that the label supposed to pay for this shit. The baby tell me he won $30,000 for the directing the motherfucker in the video. On my way to him, I don't know nothing about the game. I'm totally oblivious to this shit. I don't know. So on my way to him, like, so how much you gonna charge him? He like $30,000. So I'm like, okay, I go to the bank, I get the $30,000. I go to my MLA way over. We go shoot the video. I give him the $30,000 in his hand. Years later, I find out the label supposed to pay for this shit. After the video, they did means and means of views. They made me mean means. So I'm like, okay, I ain't know the game. I take my leak on the chain. You got me. But I want my motherfucking me money back. Give my shit. Like, give my fucking money back. Just like, like, like, shit like this. Smiles. That's mild to me. That's real small to me. But it's just because I don't, I didn't understand. And I understand that if it ain't no real loyalty, no real love, you know, hold me the truth. No way. You don't owe me no loyalty. No way. So it's okay. You're gonna lie to me. But God damn, give my shit. Or give me something, some respect or some what the fuck. Like, oh, I'm just a bitch. I'm like, so you gotta understand what they are coming for. And like you, like when we talked early on the phone, and you were saying that I brought the pillow tension that the jailhouse mentality into the music game, I ain't trying to, bro. I ain't trying to. I'm genuinely not trying to. It's just what's in me, my nigga. That's how I know. And that's the only respect and loyalty that I understand. But when did you did it ever come into you that is two different worlds that you like? No, I ain't noticing tonight, nigga. That what I'm trying to do. It's fucking me up because it's this motherfuckers that I did that that that was potentially good people that I cut off for shit that I ain't supposed to cut them off. Like, who made just a lot of people just people just like I've been out for years. So I didn't deal with different producers different, you know, just did and I didn't cut motherfuckers off. I didn't move rubbed motherfucking wrong. Move motherfuckers wrong because of what my trainer thought. I paranoid I am. You gotta understand, nigga. When this motherfucker in this jailhouse, it get quiet. Niggas, it's a problem. I'm going to the room, grab my knife. I don't know what the fuck going on. And guess what? So she's think, here come your people. I love the white boys and got into it with the Crips and they fit in the root. Boy, I know it. You ain't got to tell me it's quiet, nigga. So that's the rule. So guess what? That's how I feel. And people don't understand it about me. They don't understand that I peep shit before it even happened. For I see it because I come from a world where I had to survive. My life is on the line, bro. Let me ask you this though, because I've been there my whole life too. So I understand. So what I got quiet, what you did? You got quiet. I went, I locked myself and I hid under my bed and I put the box in the kitchen. No, you didn't. You didn't do no shit like that. I was scared to death. I didn't do anything. You took your A and P.C. You lying like a mother. I went to P.C. and I said, man, I'm done. I can't do it. Let's see what you do with a little P.C. Let's just talk. But this is what I'm going to say though. I need to ask you a real question, because there's a bunch of people out there in the world that's going to watch this and they don't understand being institutionalized. You just said when they get, I go, we get, do sometimes you be out here but you still be in jail. Yeah. How often, between out of 100% 50, 50, 60, 40, how much? Every day. And why? Because I feel like that's why I survived it. And I feel like if I apply them sign rules to out here, I'm going to survive. But is you starting to realize that it don't work like that? It don't. And like, I see that when I called you a couple of times, I said, listen, man, what's going on? And you was like, a lot of times you wasn't speaking out of hate, you were speaking out of hurt. Yeah. It was like everybody that you spoke about, you know, we had a conversation about bag and everybody and I'm like, hold up, man, and I'm trying to give you different ways to see things. And I'm talking to somebody, it was like, damn, this dude, feelings is hurt. Yeah. And why? Break it down. Break it down for people. You know, it ain't just a bag thing. It's a lot of people. You know what I'm saying? It's just that, and I lashed out of their ass too. It's just that they ain't famous. See, that's what people don't understand. Like, it's just that these people famous. What the fuck? I'm gonna go to the internet about John Doe for and John Doe will pick up the phone and I can tell him you a bitch-ass nigga pull up on me. I want to fight. But them niggas ain't picking up the phone. You can't reach them niggas. So guess what? I'm gonna come to this internet where I know you're gonna hear me. You ain't got no choice but to hear it now. And as far as like to rewind back to the situation, you got to understand, I ain't talking to these niggas. Like, I'm not, I ain't talking to these niggas. I have actually talked to them. I have tried to talk to them. I have, niggas don't want to talk to me. Well, let me, let me just, let me just- Because I'm different. I'm not, you got to understand. See, how long you been on? Nine years. How long? You been out here all your life. These niggas ain't, ain't, ain't, ain't, ain't, it ain't the same. These niggas ain't, these niggas is different now. Like, it's totally different, especially when the females took over. I noticed it. They got more feminine because it was okay. And why? I'm gonna tell you, I'm gonna be honest, because the bitch is accepted. If these bitches tell these niggas, you're a whole-ass niggas, maybe some of these niggas are changed, but these niggas chasing bitches. And the bitches make it okay for you to be a bitch-ass niggas, a whole-ass, as long as you got this. It's okay. A bitch don't care. You can be Shred, Frady Cougar. A bitch don't care. She been pulling off with you. As long as you pulling off right. So now, so now guess what? Goddamn Jebus Creepers getting pulled out with him a whole now and two. And it's okay. But like, you know when you were, we come from the streets, right? You know, we trying to get out this shit. You go. And you go. You ain't, you're going through some things in the music industry, but from the way you look at you ain't, you ain't going through what? The majority of motherfuckers is going through. I just, I'm a grand hustler. I'm just a grand hustler. I came from plurals. My mama ain't going now. She ain't going now. She just didn't hit a rough spot. She got nine feelings. Her credit fucked up. She can't do nothing. My mama was a grand hustler. She sold, D, her, she was GD, everything. I watched my mama do this. My dad was GD. You were going through the site. My mama was 16, his nigga was 23. I grew up, I seen this shit. Like, so I know where my mama come from. It's just, man, my mama is like brothers and sisters because we grew up together. My mama had me when she was 16. So by the time I was 15, 16, she was 30. So both of us kind of was like, you gotta understand, like this, what I be trying to tell my younger brother and my, my people don't understand that me and mama have a totally different relationship than y'all. Cause by the time y'all was old enough to realize she was mature. So she wasn't kicking y'all out the house. Y'all wasn't, y'all wasn't getting a, no, nigga, my man eat first. Y'all wasn't getting that nigga. So they don't understand how I was, what's in my mind and the reason why I go, but I know as a man, I'm going to get over it. I just need my mama help. I just need her help to get over it. But we always do this every time. But I feel it's coming. And I feel that it's going, it's going to eventually, you know, be some one day. But, you know, we working on it. Do you ever, do you ever just, just hit the point where you just say, this my mama, she had me, I'm going to stand the fuck down. And you stopped looking at her like she's sister. Why you can't stand down for your mom? Anytime I try to, anytime I try to, it'd be something, something that happened that, that, that, that remind me of my past. I'm too much deep. And I ain't going to put it on camera. Like, it didn't remind me of my past. And I'd be like, damn, like, you should, my mama told me along, my mama told me when I first got out, we first, we first made amends. Because while I was in prison, I didn't talk to my mama. See, a lot of people don't know that. See, I just know, they just know for next, they don't know. They don't know when I was in jail, like, they don't know. Devo, like, I'm telling them, I'm like, we was already bumping in. He's in jail. Like, I have a girlfriend and my mama be over the house, milk in the shit out my girlfriend. I call, try to get 50 dollars on, come to see her. Well, I get your mama, bitch, your motherfucking hoe. I ain't said your shit. Mom, why you, why, I ain't know. I, why I get paid fried. I'm gonna, now I miss store. Now I got to go to the store, man. Get some two for one. Two for once. Come on, you got to paint that. I got to get him this shit back. He ain't gonna get it back. He might go give him a knife. Yeah, you got to burn him. You got to get a knife. You go get a big bag for me. Yeah, when I cry, bro, I got to next week. And when we come, I still ain't got them. And they just hear what it is. Yeah. If I'm on one of them type of time, but if I got it, I'm gonna pay. He'll hear what it is. I'm gonna, I'm eating you. Yeah. So, but how did you get forward? How did you get forward with mama and shit like that? Because that's something that's really deep to you. I think time, time. I think time, I think time, I tell you all, I think time is time with me. I think I just, I just want to be prepared this time. I'm still learning patience. I'm still learning how to catch myself. I'm still trying to learn a whole lot of shit that success and money blinded me from learning. Now I understand why they have the halfway house. At first I didn't understand it. At first I was like, why the fuck would you go to a halfway house? You just take your ass home. Because I was young, right? Yeah. You know what I'm saying? Halfway house, it gives you time to get you. It, it, it, it, it, it, it, it, it, it puts you back into society. It, you, something is gonna be there six months, something is gonna be there nine months, something, but it transitions you back into something. You gotta go get your ID and you learn how to do it. You go get your own Social Security, go get your own burst of tip. See, I didn't never, I never did this on my own, never in my life. So when I get out, you know, up in Berlin, New Hampshire, they gave me my Social Security cards. When I got out, I had a woman that teach me how to end up giving up, but I'm like, I'm standing in the Atlanta, shit, and I'm like, man, bitch, I ain't gonna lie to you, bitch. Feel like the cafeteria line. I ain't, because of my mind, I don't have no patience for this type of shit. Only thing I have patience for is getting out of jail, waiting on comma season, waiting on trays, waiting time to, I don't have patience for it because I feel like an ID don't matter. But people don't understand it in my head. They don't, they don't understand. You never had an ID. You're like, exactly. I never had an ID my whole fucking life. So in my mind, an ID don't fucking matter. If you tell me, you're not gonna give me these cigarettes, I'm gonna take them, fuck you. Like, I never had an ID. It's a young nigga. That's what I did. My, I'm swishing, my, hey, bro, you can you buy it, bro? No, I need your ID. It's over. Like, and it's a young nigga. So as I, I, I did Social Security, I never knew what the fuck I needed for. What the fuck I needed for life. I get it now. I get it now because you need a fucking hard copy credit card for everything. I can't, I can't tap in some spots. So I'm like, oh, okay. So this is this shit. So now I overstand that this shit is important. I overstand that this shit like, that's all I was telling my brother the other day, I told him, I said, um, I think I just missed a lot of things in life. I asked him, I said, you think I need to go to college? No. He said, he said, he said, why you say that? I said, because I did a ninth grade year and I went to jail. I said, in college, you learn, it's like you learn patience. You learn, like, I want to learn. I want to learn the average things that the 16, 17, 18 year old, all the ages I was incarcerated. So I don't know. Like, so it's like, all I know is watch for the soap and the soap, watch for the lock and the soap. Yeah, I can't pitch you on that type of institution though. I go to college, nigga. Yeah, but you'll be cussing the motherfucking bitch out about some things. If she take her time with me, we're going to be all right. And longer they let me smoke some weed. See, that's why we can't do that in college. You can't do that. You can't do that. I never go to college. I just, I don't see it. But let me ask you a question, because I find it deep and I find that a lot of artists, a lot of artists in some way begin taking advantage of it. Can I say this? You come out, you're doing all this stuff, you making money. Who the fuck was your manager that you ain't know life skills? Nobody wasn't putting you up on? I'm glad you asked me that question. You know what made me ask you this because a lot of stuff that you say, like, if I'm a manager or if I'm around somebody and I know right, I got to tell them right. Or I got to make sure if I'm your manager, bro, I got to make sure. I'm just saying I ain't putting nothing on nobody. I got to make sure you got all that shit your driver's license, your passport. I ain't gonna even know. I don't hear nothing you saying. All I'm thinking about is the X, but is she crazy? You don't understand what's going on in my head. You're thinking about the what? The cross, bro. Like, like, like, it's, I don't even understand what I'm saying. I think I got drunk. But, but, bro, the manager worked with my hotel. I didn't understand that a manager in the lab was just supposed to go together. Oh, shit. I don't know. That's what I'm trying. Like, you didn't understand the whole time you talking, I put the guy I zeroed out as soon as you said the shit. Oh, I ain't, I ain't even like I zeroed because this, this is a bookmark in my life that traumatized because once I found out I fired him and I had to pay him for five. 90,000, 140,000. I had to get in to the $10,000 a month for 14 months for something. Then she hurt me. I ain't gonna lie. Then she hurt me, but I didn't know that it was a conflict of interest, but I'm sure everybody else did. But did nobody tell me. And I ain't talking about my mom. I'm talking about the whole motherfucking rap game. All these niggas, all the club promoters, all you niggas, all you niggas know they go together. Everybody, somebody could have put me on game. I had to learn. I had to, I had to sit back, go through a situation and for this nigga to tell me that one right anyway. And I'm like, what you mean? And then they got broke down. Up until this day, let me explain some, let me ask you a question. Up until today, beginning of January, since you came home, who put you on game? I never been put on game. About this shit. I never been put on game. I always learned as I go, you don't have to put me on game. I'm gonna see it. Even if I don't, excuse me. Even if I don't know. I'm telling you, bro, it's weird because I'm blessed, but I'm telling you it's weird, bro, because I'm blessed from a high power to where I see this shit and I can smell that it ain't right. And I don't know it from a can of paint. And once I go action about it, like, hey, what you think about this? And they say, man, I thought you knew. And I'm like, what the fuck you mean? You thought I knew. Mind that I had a goal. Mine is supposed to go like X, Y and Z. So you telling me I'm getting fucked? Are you telling me, no, you ain't getting fucking. Just ain't right. And I ain't standing. It just ain't so I'm like, so I cannot make it right. I don't know. Niggas never want to give them my bitch. I'm like, I know that I got the information. I just got to stay humble and keep doing what I'm doing. I'm a key rapper. I'm a key working. I'm a key raising my keys. Keep on doing what I'm doing. Being cordial because I don't know what I look like going to come back with some unknown about. So you said here and you ran around these last couple years, me millions of dollars and didn't know. I didn't know nothing about it. I didn't know. I don't I didn't know money management. I didn't know. I just I don't know. 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Pick six not available everywhere, including New York and Ontario void were prohibited one per new customer bonus awarded as non withdrawable pick six credits that expire in 14 days ends December 2nd at 1159pm Eastern time terms at pick six dot draft Kings dot com slash promos because one day like I'm striving every day I get up on good fucking key of me like to learn because I've been fucked. Not because I've been you know I'm saying treated wrong. Like I got to learn this shit. So now every day I wake up. I'm in the phone. Hold time. My girl side was thinking I'm texting the bitch whole time. I'm reading this whole situation. She's looking at you. Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, she don't know. She think she's trying to she's trying to she don't know. She think I'm in a bathroom on the sugar just yeah texting the whole time. I'm trying to see what and I fuck these folks that man see me this hey hidden certain lawyers and he sent me this like now I'm understand okay but I can't take it to her. I can't take it to brother them. They ain't gonna understand it. I can't do no but talk to the lawyers about this shit and certain people they not so now I'm mad around the house. They don't understand. They don't know why and I feel like I can't break it down to them because it's gonna make me even madder because they don't understand. Okay, so so so so flip side right what do you what do you say to the people that say okay you came home from jail right right they gave you opportunity you made millions of dollars definitely so they so a part of that is they did help change your life most millions of dollars and now you seeing you want now no it's uh it's not you know because it's people that are looking at it like that as well you know what I mean and that's what I appreciate it. I appreciate it and like if you watch the video when I went live excuse me because I was at my marbles when I did it I ain't gonna lie but when I went back and looked at it I told them I love you know and I know what it is and I know where they came from. They came from because I was at my mama when I made their life I ain't gonna lie or fuck them. But even now I ain't on my eye man but they did it they did it but as of now it's called crickets and that's the and that's my thing it's not about what we did what we're doing. Show the whole lot of love to some people they didn't deserve it. I know y'all here everybody is out and guess what nobody heard it because and it went big but and then they'll say well we need a song to drop a project. We had three four songs projects never coming out we never getting to the next option because the next option got millions attached to it and shit like that and I don't know what the fuck going on. Who talking I just know I'm in the dark and talking to nobody I'm here I'm working you know I'm saying and me speaking my mind got me right here and I ain't gonna lie. I ain't even gonna feel a lie to you man this is me this is who I am like I'm not I'm not who I was. I did this shit because I felt like having a big brother image man just go back and look just go back and look bro just go back and look bro just go back always back for when I came home. Look what I did to my mama took all the ice but I took all the Nick ice tie out ice to hold team now everybody Nick come out with chains and watches and everybody I was the nigga they want to see they don't know them they don't know them see yeah y'all don't know that part but it's out there but people ain't doing a reason go look I know we pull off in a Lamborghini me and mom dude she's on youtube right now this is my mama now the one thing I want to say that ain't nothing more said the peace came up missing well let me ask you a question said the peace came up missing yeah all right all right 20,000 peace came up missing all right and mother fucking in they back up somewhere talk your ass off and you and people don't understand all right go ahead and listen but with the pieces right I'm gonna just say this though you ain't had to pay for them anyway because all you did hold up hold up all you did was put the money on there and then with the cameras with all if you took it back I did that one's the case I hear that one's the fucking case you said anybody dude no they want the case they want the case and now I'm sorry my heart but this pattern past it that it ain't that ain't what mattered to me but that's before you knew the game what mattered to me is what goes on now all I exist for my people is to say okay we shine we ball down somewhere we all went wrong let's pass this shit up I'm the only one doing it nobody want to pass it up with you because everybody we're about self and everybody worried about how I'm reacting and how I'm maneuvering they not they not looking me at it like right fucking he got us this far they ain't looking at it like that that's how I look at it if I was with a nigga and at first that nigga was turned up and that nigga was leading us around the right direction and we were balling and having fun the best hotels and smoking big blunts and fucking bad bitches and jeering letting us do this and then boom overnight something happened to my boy he go to jail get wet I'm cut from the top of cloth if he came home the nothing I'm gonna be like I ain't gonna lie but she you come to my spot like I ain't tripping come on nigga I already know you got the heart and the smarts to do these shit come on we'll get back come on you can fuck that shit I know you I've not been following you for years you got the hearts and the smarts to do this shit come on damn look at it I like to hear about a big eyes and the you so I won't for my own I got to ain't no telling what this nigga do I got oh yeah I do that but uh let me do these two I'll make sure I'm good too I'm damn I think I see it though they don't even think I see this shit they don't even think I'm blessed by a high pound watching them and I ain't saying shit they hurt even worse this guy damn you gonna cross me out of my face and now I understand it it's just society when you say society a motherfucker cross you out in your motherfucking face they don't give a fuck they stab you in your face now that's what I realized today in 2026 they don't give a fuck a motherfucker a smile right here in your face like yeah and in two weeks now you're some boy shit about damn I'm used to it now I get it like I don't even surprise me no more I'm prepared to leave and I'm off I'm saying the cameraman said my finesse was must is a motherfucker I'm prepared I know you're I'm prepared right here man it's just I expect the words now like it's bad bro I like so I get it and I know I'm ready now you ready keep me there see bring this shit on but but be ready for what I got to come back with man because he's gonna call me must I got something for that nigga he ain't gonna call you but yeah I know I know I know I know he got you to shook my coffee he's your cameraman up he back is you're good nah he is not he is not he is not he is not he look right at him again nice twice no he ain't he's been crazy yeah but but you know you got anybody in the game like damn is I'm next is he gonna say something about me yeah why you cool you got anybody like why you go at nothing you drink why you go at her man oh that was that was great fun and shit I ain't gonna lie that was great that was great fun and shit like now he laughs they wanted to pose at a pose I seen and I just I just had to get him back for laughing because I'm like damn nigga it's funny nigga you're laughing none of my shit and it goes what the fuck you laughing at me for the whole life you gotta fuck with me if you funny if you laughing me like you can't just laugh at you yeah because you fuck with a nigga I know you can laugh at a nigga like if I see your pose under another nigga pose Jones and I say give it on him but the everything I laugh at you and it'd be weird I ain't saying him but that why I had the good grown man baby looking at me I had to let him know like I got him too if you want to go there oh you feel like you won't go there at bubble we're all about helping you find someone who vibes with the 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and it's been happy you gotta understand the reason why I'm keeping the same mentality I've been out for years just as long as I've ever been out of prison since I was 14 years old me this is the longest I've ever been out I didn't stay out of jail over a year since I was 11 years old you see what I'm saying yeah so now it's like this with my head it's like it helped me for so long like these these these these survivor takers helped me for so long like I heard Gates say my baby crying for the bar I'm gonna move the bar to the other side of the table yeah because you ain't gonna get what you yeah you gotta work for that that's how I feel I understand what he's saying but the way people ran they won't understand the average person one I'm gonna get your baby to borrow and that's why the niggas turn up to be tricks and and and it's deep because uh like I get what you're saying because there be times where it's still guilty like no you ain't tell me go somewhere you do your work and you go right to the room right I'm going back and lock up so who is so you you want to say am I like this is gonna protect me this this is what I know no he he he home but he'd be in prison sometimes like you gotta be like we could be riding in a motherfucking truck right and it'd be me my camera people if he'll be sitting right next to us and he'll think of something and he'll have a whole conversation like he in the car by itself like he'd be answering shit too with like like he'd be talking answering and all that shit oh but I'll be putting it together he'd be like you know how I'd be when you're in a cell you gotta understand everybody in the truck looking at it like this educated educated for that oh no you gotta educate me for this I'm gonna put you on guy right save a nigga in the cell come on check me out we gonna lock down total lockdown he fighting the case he trying to get back here by himself ain't no telling when we come out this month and at this moment we've been locked in this month and see the every person don't understand you know you understand when I say it we've been locked down 17 days we had a shower every three so we've been in this cell right here ain't nothing going on what you would do sleep you know what we tell niggas like you get up nigga when you wake up this time still gonna be here you try to do this time wake your ass up you can't sleep that shit away nigga get your ass up nigga that shit on with when you get up it's gonna be breakfast time nigga get your bitch ass up get on the door what's up my boy yeah look I just got a letter look at these pictures I just got boy from the fishing rod boy yeah boy yeah for real tell you you try to do it we've been all this sleep she get your bitch ass up my silly I'm gonna give you a little sleep now because I know we're stressing that shit we've been there for some day but in a minute bitch I'm for the tunnel I feel like you to damn bro yeah bitch I ain't gonna wake up we bitch we don't lock down you gotta get your bitch ass up off of the turning bitch to the club listen there's you used to be you in the day yeah when you in the day hold on don't go trying to skip over that though because I said you used to be in the club to say yeah yeah when you in the day no no listen no I used to be doing I'm trying to go to the club now listen what was that one joint you're gonna take it to the table what was that one rep that when you bang on the table in the day room and you spit that shit go off give us that come on he'll remember that I had to think about it yeah come on man come on you gotta understand I had a whole lot of day no but you gotta join put up put it on the table I got some shit bro that's old bro listen still listen you gotta understand when I was in the Feds I ain't gonna laugh because I was already lit before I went to the Feds so when I went to the Feds I wasn't rapping for niggas I wasn't yeah I just had a step yeah I wasn't rapping for no niggas niggas couldn't pay me to rap they give me to come to the yard and try to pay me to come to I ain't really give you 100 books I ain't no I'm not rapping for you niggas man I'm not with no rapping shit but I'm writing you know I'm doing my time I'm working out and shit I'm not studying no rap shit I'm not rapping for you niggas but when I I had some time with me when I was a nigger I ain't got some type of but I didn't sell alone I didn't like because I spent a lot of time by myself you see what I'm saying I did eight months uh FCI Miffy before I end up on lockdown before I end up on lockdown I was selling K2 and um and this shit oh they got something in the Feds called uh uh uh uh uh pittin investigation well where they mean they just put you in the hole forever and you just dirt to they like until and it's not the regular officers then they deal with you not the regular disciplination boy the real Feds come in it's called the SIS it's the Feds they work there inside the federal building they have to come talk to you and they come when they want to ain't no oh we'll be back in 30 days nah hey mr. Hampton what you got to tell us man you ready to tell us big German has some but I don't know nothing about no I'll let you mr. Hampton ain't no retry nothing you might not see him for another six months and who you gonna tell this the Feds next step is the supreme court they don't want to hear this shit and try to send this shit out in the middle if you want to they're gonna shred it for real like so you know when he went through I understand it because I go through it and I hate that people around me don't understand it because sometimes I go in modes and I be like damn I hate these persons don't understand me and I don't give a fuck that they don't understand me and I hated it by myself I hate it it's like my number one flaw like like like this what I'm going through and if you love me you're gonna go with it you're gonna go with me and if you don't love me your flaws don't show that you don't fuck women you ain't with me and what I'm going through because I'm going through this shit but I'm gonna go through your problem with you too though I'm gonna go through my shit but whatever you got going I'm gonna go through your what you fucking I'm gonna put all all this shit on me, fuck it, this what's going on. And then make me better. Fuck it. And that's what I done got out of these four years of being released. Like, okay, come on, this is weight, it's weight like a motherfucker. But, you know, sometimes. Especially when you ain't got nobody showing you, man. Yeah. When you ain't got nobody showing you. Sometimes with some artists, the worst mistake they make is that, you know, you coming from the streets. So automatically you coming from the streets, no niggas really ain't give you nothing. They never did nothing for you. They might have put a pack in your hand or something, but it was always the benefit of them. Hold on, hold on, let me finish, right? And then they meet some niggas, and niggas is, they see the potential on them. They give them some money. You feel what I'm saying? I know what you're going through. And you thinking you develop in a brotherhood a lot of times that shit just be business. You gotta understand this. You feel what I'm saying? Let me say this, I get what you're saying, like, and let me say this, I can't, I'm not gonna say that the junior number didn't try. No, I'm not even saying you're in this situation. I'm saying, I'm gonna get where you going with it. Cause I know it's basically the same thing, just let me finish. They gave up. When they preach, lower-term respect, that's what hurt me. Like I said, I'll wint you when you hurt me. I'll wint you when you don't understand. I'll wint you when you ran. I'll wint you when you, but you leave me when I go through it. That's what I don't understand. That's what I ain't gonna come for. And now I don't wanna be your friend no more. You hurting me. It's the old way, you can't come back from it. I'm too old to forgive you. I forgive you to stay away from it, but that's it. And speak till you're in passing, but you hurt me. I'm too old. If I was 23, 24, I might forgive you. I'm 33 now, I forgive my kids. Them little kids and shit, they the ones don't know no better. You grown bitches no better. You just did it. All us older. We not young. Now if somebody 14, 15, 16 moved me wrong. 22, 23. You I ain't, you know what I'm saying? Like I ain't a little bro. Chill a little bro, I'm just trying to show you. But a motherfucker grown motherfucker, you know better, you just tried it. And when I peeped it, you winning it, either you're gonna go, you're gonna be two things you're gonna do. Either you're gonna panic and go into, no, I ain't, or you gonna get mad. My nigga be fucked up, man. No, that's what motherfuckers do when you got them. So that's why I'm in with life, bro. Wrong is wrong, right is right. And you see it, bro. You can't make right wrong, you can't make wrong right, bro. And I'm tired of nigga trying to do it. Niggas won't be in the street. Do this, do this, do that. Getting the rap game. You see what I'm saying? And then not live by this. You know, we come up from out, like you said, we from the street. Hip hop. We gonna let them do what they doing. See everybody trying to merge into these white folk shit. And it's cool, go get your money. But don't goddamn bring that shit over here, bro. We come, we cut from different shit over here, bro. We done been through shit, bro. And we still stand on a certain type of punishment law. Respect for them, we still want the millions and we still gonna get it in. But we just ain't finna say fuck where we come from. That's how I feel. So you feel this though, in this rap game, cause you say, you know, everything is fake. Yeah. So you read. But you do got some solid individuals in the game. I'm pretty sure you ran into something. Yeah, yeah. You can't just, you know, cause when you people hear that, they think like, oh yeah, they don't know no better. You gotta put context on this sometimes because the motherfucker is here. And they just be think, well you got some real genuine authentic people in the game. Let me say this. I met a lot of niggas, but I ain't meet a lot of niggas. Like, I didn't meet them niggas because I don't know them today. I don't know them no more. When I seen them, we spoke, took some pictures and I never see them niggas again. So I can't say they get me in a night. So. Why you never seen them again? Lack of access. That's a good question. Lack of access? Lack of access and I think, I think I don't think I'd be welcome. Why? It's a good question, bro. It's a good question, but I don't think I'd be welcome. I don't think I'm welcome because I see people, they're having a company, what I have a company, what I have a company, not to talk down on them or throw shade on them. They in places that I supposed to be in. And I can't get in there. Do you think it's a good thing? And then when I call the people, the labels and ex them, get me in there, they can't get me in there. Tasty trade has a suite of probability tools. 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Tasty trade Inc. is a registered broker dealer and a member of FINRA, NFA and SIPC. So I be trying to understand why the fuck I can't get in now. Like when I sit on the, when I look at shit and I say, okay, I got these diamonds in the company. Yeah, I know I can get in there at least. Hey, get me in there. Crickies. Well, hey, it's getting close to the data to do what I had said I wanted to do was getting that network and politics and maneuver with a couple of people. Look, I pay for the travel. Can you just at least get me in? Crickets. After that happened 20, 30 times, you don't want to talk no more. You understand. You don't want to talk no more. And I'm gonna understand it. So it was rooms and it's, it's rooms and it's rap game that anybody not allowed in. And it's, you basically say- I would say me. You think you don't want anyone to get in there? I don't know. I see a lot of motherfuckers there. You don't be there. Yeah. Oh, shit. I'm the only one. I'm the only one out of the game ain't there. For real. Oh, shit. I see a lot of motherfuckers there. For real. To anybody, like, do you, do you look at your videos and laugh at them motherfuckers? Like, I'm a crazy motherfucker. She always ask me, why the hell you laugh at this video? Oh, so you watch this shit and be like, I'm a crazy, that's a crazy motherfucker. So you wake up in the morning and you be like, you know, I was- You want me to tell you, I think I got the gift for them. Because when I listen to music, even my music, I think of it, I listen to it in third person view. Like, I think, like, I don't listen to my music as if it's me. I listen to it as if it's somebody else. And if it don't sound good, I don't like it. I don't want to play it no more. I don't like it, I don't like it. So with me looking at my videos and shit, like, I'm looking at it in third person. I'm not looking at it as- Like this thing? I'm looking at it as- So sometimes you be like, man, this nigga crazy. You gotta understand, I'm already like insecure and I'm always, so now I'm thinking like, what is the normal person looking at me thinking? Why they looking at this shit? Tell us your thoughts when you look at the video. Like this nigga fucked up. This nigga high. Like this nigga throw down. Like this nigga fucked up. But I'm learning, I'm learning. Listen, here we go. This nigga high. Like this nigga fucked up. This nigga. But let me show you something. That's because they don't know me. They never got to know this person. Listen, when I tell you I literally been patient for four years, trying not to be this person. I've been waiting four years. But you do be high, you do be fucked up. Listen, listen, listen. I was high and fucked up then. But I wasn't random. I was being patient. It's not me being on perks. Cause I drank me some motherfucking nigga drink perks and I take perks and drink liquor every motherfucking day and don't rant. No, nigga, this is, I'm already high. I was high for you, man. Yeah, and I was already high. Niggas three years ago. Y'all just didn't see it. Yeah. And the high part ain't what it is. I just don't give a fuck about you seeing it no more. This is me. This is who I am. Why? Because I had a big dream that I'm gonna come home to this big record label and I'm gonna do this and do that. And folks got my back and people feel, and I'm feeling if I fall, people gonna pick me up and woo woo and that shit was nothing. I had to call him and ask some nigga here, tell you I called him and told him, hey nigga, hey nigga, I'm damn nothing to rob something. You know somebody down here, got it nigga. I was dead serious. You got to. And guess what? He put me in a better situation and I shook him dry. He helped me out, you know what I'm saying? That's why he write to her. And I might not be able to help him like I want to but I am. And he here, I signed with her. My folks, my people, they hear in this and they ain't beneficial. That's when it melt. She won't let you run out there, but nothing to do. Nah, she said she talked you out of this shit. Hey my little dude, what's up? Yeah, shit, shit. Don't go back to jail. Yeah, nah, shit, shit. No, she can be real, I ain't doing no bitch nigga. She said them hoes trying to get me. She think cause I got my hair cut them hoes trying to get me. They should put me out there. Oh, she behave when you get your hair cut. Don't get your hair cut nigga. Yeah, man. Every time it's time to get a haircut, she start arguing. Soon as I get it. What happened? It did them whole moon chain. Soon as you get a live up. She tell me. I ain't even put the clothes on yet. She eyeballing the nigga. It ain't need the same no more. You know what I'm saying? You know what I'm saying? You know what I'm saying? She be slig hate when the nigga get fresh. Yeah. Hey, this nigga, where you going that nigga? I told her I said baby, the dress make me look dirty. I don't feel to cut this shit off. Now, keep the dress. She want me to look dirty. Yeah. You know what I'm saying? Yeah. Oh, man. You know what I'm saying? You clean that shit up. She be looking at you different now. Yeah, yeah, yeah. It's from the wake up. Yeah. All right, all right, all right. She checks. She put the check in on you real quick. She put the check in on you. All right, nigga. You get it, yeah. It's all right, man. It's all right. Well fuck around, we'll get no dinner tonight, no ass. Nah, shit. See, I got one woman, Jason Boyd, not dude. Yeah, boy. That's how you know what that means. You know what that means. That's how you stand here. You know what that means. What it mean? That mean you gotta keep going? No, nigga, if she wanted more than you do, that mean you can make her mad, nigga. She still got to get it, nigga. She still got to get it. She can be mad, nigga. She got to get it, though. She still got to get it. Yeah, I'll win, nigga. This a real win. She mad and I still get it. Oh, I ain't never got to sleep on the couch. Shit, I'm mad and still sleeping the same day. We all ain't doing shit. We gonna work out. Hey, it's cool. We gonna work out. Whatever. Whatever. Shit. That's what it means. Why she ain't never leave. How do you deal with, how do you deal with motherfuckers worrying about your relationship publicly? You got things to say about your relationship? I embrace it. I embrace it because like I said, in first it was, like I said, first it was kind of, you know, motherfucking judges, we kind of get count of, I got us fucked up, you know what I'm saying? Because she got five keys and I got five keys and they looking at us like, y'all got all these kids, y'all don't even know how her kids by the same man. They don't even understand me. You see what I'm saying? They think she just, so they think oh, she a whole, she do all the fans for him and whole time. I just needed me, somebody that understood what I wanted to do when shit got ugly. We weren't doing only fans when the shit was rolling, rolling. Yeah, but when shit got ugly, girl, when she said, let's do it. You see what I'm saying? But motherfuckers are looking, oh, you stupid, you lame, you, she just a lawyer, nigga, she believe in the motherfucking vision. I ain't have to do it in here first, and so I wasn't doing it. Now that I got to do what I'm doing it. Man, you got the labels and all, oh, he's all the only fans, and who will help me, motherfucker? Pfft. And I keep my dick off in and it, until then I'm gonna swan this motherfucker. I done made them like 400,000 off only fans. I'm gonna slain this bitch, time to make 400 more until somebody help me. Talk your ass off me. You know how the sign of motherfuckers supposed to help me? What the fuck, you making money off me, help me. Talk your ass off. Motherfucker, living off me, help me. Yeah. Man, talk your ass off. Talk your ass off. Talk your ass off. I love this dick of mine. Talk your ass off. Stick it crazy. Get your ass up, bitch. You can see it. He only fans this, he only fans that. Keep slicking. No, but see, like what is division? You know, cause a lot of women, a lot of people say motherfuckers like man, they ain't see the vision. You know, a lot of people say that. They ain't see the vision, man. What is division? Division is success. I'm talking about like a bundle of it though. Like I don't understand it. I don't know. I don't know how to manage it. I don't know how, I don't know how, I don't know. But I know what division is. I know what the dream is. I know what the goal is. And I'm learning as I go. And I'm missing a team. All the guys here with me, they just believe. They don't know. They don't know though. They just believe. She don't know, she just believe. Everybody around me, we walking in blind faith. And nobody knows that. I have no team around me. Like I have nobody around me to say, hey, do this, do this, do this. You know what I'm saying? Like I didn't have this. Well, let me just tell you some, the reality of it is, right, is when we come from right, everybody, when you first started rapping, you just had a dream that was blind faith. You feel what I'm saying? When a nigga, any nigga that's in the league right now, when he was a kid, he was playing AAU and all that. He had blind man, I'm trying to go to the league. I'm trying. So the one thing you can, you know, always accept is your blessings because you ain't Lil Ricky no more. You finesse two times in the whole motherfucking world. You feel me? You feel me? Finesse two fifty. So now the whole world know you. You feel what I'm saying? So your start ain't like another nigga start. Your starting like Lil Ricky start. Everybody don't understand it though. You feel me? You wanted a few to do. Everybody, when I put these, when I post things, and when people can't stand it on the internet, they don't understand it. You do. So now I'm having to go the extra mile and beat Lil Ricky. So y'all can know who Lil Ricky is and then maybe later I might get back to finesse two times because y'all ain't no respect for me right now. And I ain't saying that this will get me a head in your book but it will in mine. And as we can see, I'm here and things looking a little bit better for me being Lil Ricky. So this, who a motherfucking need to know? Because that other shit, and guess what? Ain't nobody still ain't called. I don't know why I give a fuck. I don't give a fuck. Ain't no answers. Ain't nothing going on. Let me ask you a question. And it's been like they were two years. That's what I'm trying to tell you. But the difference is now, four years ago, he needed a head start. Four years later, you got a head start. They know who you is. So now it's about getting whatever business I could get in order and flooding this shit. Yeah. You know what I mean? You give him your personality too because it's entertaining. You know what I mean? I don't know how to hold it back once he's there. Like once he's there, I don't know how to do it. And I think you could be entertaining on every level. Being lucky, you should be. Meet the new Lucky One sweet tea from Miss Peaches. The vodka drink that's positively doing good, made with real tea and real vodka, non-carbonated to 100 calories. And here's the scoop. Their new sweet tea is the only vodka-based sweet tea on the market. Simple ingredients in a smooth, full flavor that makes it taste just like the real sweet tea. Best part, every can helps rescue dogs find their forever homes as they work to a goal of donating $1 million to dog rescues in 2026. So if you love true sweet tea, this one's a no-brainer. Pick up a Lucky One sweet tea today and give back one can at a time. Just me personally. I don't think it necessarily gotta be. I mean, I always like people don't. You talk about niggas or you going in, I just think you're an entertaining person, period. Hear me out. I mean, I don't, I heard for you. Like I said, people never been able to get to know me. So I'd never been around other things for people to be able to say, hey, you know how to do this or you know how to do that because they don't know how to sing, they don't know how to do it. Sing. I'm not finished. Let me hear you sing, nigga. No, I like to sing. No, I'm not finished. Let me hear you sing. No, fuck that. Because me and you, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, I want you to sing. I want you to sing. Because I think you're capping, nigga. I need some time to get a little lonely. I think you're capping. I need to hear you sing. I got it. Let him sing. Yeah, you got it. I got it, bro. You raise big cards. Listen, bro, I got it, bro. I got it. Listen. What are you saying? What are you saying? I think you're capping. I'm gonna keep it on me, brother. Ask the guy. No, I'm not asking nobody. You're capping, nigga. I'm all right. The big cap. You gonna be more than me. Hold on. I ain't asking no niggas. Can you sing? Can this nigga sing? See, she want them niggas. She ain't go anywhere with him. Can this nigga swim? Yes, he can swim. Don't jump in that fucking, don't jump in that water, baby. She gonna stay 10 toes down. She gonna hold it down. She gonna stay 10 toes down. 11. Yeah, baby. So I'm versatile in a whole lot of lines. So when your R&B coming up, R&B album. But now, what's the name of the album? What's your R&B name? I don't know. Like, I ain't no lie. Just being here today, it didn't help me shift in a whole another life. When I get back to the crib, like, I'm gonna, like I'm on a whole, like it's crazy because you gotta understand. I don't know, but you gotta understand. I strive. I want people who strive for better. So once I know, you gotta be fucked up. Oh, you gotta be fucked up. I know now. All right, baby, you should have never shown me that. And guess what? You're gonna forever. I pose the shoes. Now I said you're gonna forever get my emotional strength for this. I pose the shoes. Because everybody don't do that. Everybody don't. And he don't even understand how small it is. It may be so small to him for what you did to me. For me, he don't understand. And once he knows, he'll be like, it's all like, but it means so much to me. I want them type of niggas. You can give me a little and get a lot. Like you don't have to, you don't have to like show them. Just show me you fuck with me. Show me you hear from it. And it's one of my mind flowers. Because some people can come into your life and infantry, they can show, they know how to show you a little bit and show you a lot. And have to learn at the hard way. And though there were, every time I learned something new, the wound cut deeper or it opened back up. And people don't understand that about me. So now I'm back mad. And I don't know why I'm back mad, but cause I just learned something new about life. And I'm embarrassed to tell you. And I ain't gonna tell nobody, I'm gonna take it to my grave because I feel like I'm embarrassed that I ain't know that bitches move like that. I ain't know that family will do that. I ain't know your brother will do that. I ain't know your cousin to do that. You gotta understand I've been locked up. So all I'm thinking in jail is, family, family, family. Even though they ain't been here, they can make them out family. Family, like even though I sit in them holes in them shoes and say, damn ain't nobody in the front man, fuck them for my own, it still was my name, my family. Who the fuck am I gonna go out there to? And then I can't put my cape on, can't back out my family. And they did me worse than strangers. I got strangers that I didn't cut off. I ain't never went to the internet and told my business, but, and they broke too. They go another one. You gotta understand, this shit just different for a nigga like. It's all right. Cause we all gonna be all right. I just need to understand. And I feel like sometimes discipline is a must. It is what it is. Babies and kids and shit, I don't know about it, but these grown motherfuckers, they got discipline in their ass. And it's just here's what it is. You got any discipline is in cutting them off. They might call it, they might look at it like, oh, you cut me off, hey bro, it is what it is, bro. But I ain't gonna be no whole ass nigga with it though. You gotta do something. It ain't no line cutting you off in the line, that shit, you gotta do some shit. Like you gotta really, and don't get it twisted. Like, you know, I let them all get away with a whole lot before I do away with them. It's just when I do away with them, they run to the internet. And for some weird reason, they end up on every blog site. They be, I don't know why bro. I don't know why bro. I don't know why. And then they had a look for 10 minutes. Because it's something negative. Because it's something negative. If it was something positive, it wouldn't be gone. It'd just be on their page. So, you know, that's how the media work. But as far as, to this platform bro, this called a man-agrefer game. That's guidance, attention, motivation, and education. That's what we supposed to provide to young niggas with me and OGs. You feel what I'm saying? So any game, low gay you or you got from us, that's what we supposed to do as OGs. You feel what I'm saying? For real. When you're OG, you wanna see a young nigga prosper. We ain't in them competition with you. We don't wanna compete with you. We wanna eat with you. It's a difference. We wanna eat with the young niggas. But you gotta understand, certain niggas cut from certain clothes. Like, even off his energy, I can tell, like him just being a jailhouse nigga, like he won't eat. Is it? He won't eat, live, and be free bro. And then grow old bro. I know what he won't, bro. Cause that's the sign. That's what any nigga that been to jail won't. You gotta understand, in that motherfucker, it ain't number concrete and steel. And then get to a point where a nigga just be like, I ain't on that bitch. And nigga say this shit's over in the town, go on to jail. And then he get to that point where I was prepared. When I first went to prison, I was facing 30 years bro. I was prepared for it bro. They tryna give me 10 in the fees, 20 in the state. I know I ain't gonna do no about 10, 8, 9, 10 on there in the state, probation. But I'm gonna have to cut the whole thing in the fees. So I don't think they gonna do me about 16, 17 years. This is what I'm thinking in my head because I know what I'm saying, of the circumstances. So I literally prepared myself the first 13, 14 months I was incarcerated to go home and everybody be dead. And people don't understand the trauma they come from it. People don't understand it. They don't understand it. I had already prepared. Like I'm like, okay, 16, 17 years. Face it, your mama be dead. Some part of it happened to your brother, your sister. And if you do go home, some at it, you don't wanna be the type of nigga that's sleeping on nobody fucking couch. So what the fuck is you gonna do nigga? It's time to sell some dough. Right here, make some money. And I started doing what I had to do. And I made a hundred, I know I had made a hundred, 80, a hundred, 90,000 dollars out the fee. Came home with 80,000 dollars on my book. Because I was in survival mode. I immediately went into it. At first I was just fighting, fighting the case. And then when I learned, like you gotta understand, I'm young, bro, I go into the fizz at 25. So I don't know about the law library and all this shit. So when I go to the law library, I'm reading up on these gun cases at 922G. Oh, you got this many feelings in. Oh shit, 120 months. This fucking day here. The course is calling and your Chevy Equinox can take on whatever the day throws at you. Stylish and ready for anything, Equinox handles your commute, weekend trips, and even those last minute tea times, easily load up your clubs and gear with plenty of cargo space, plus hidden storage under the rear floor to keep things neat. And with a big standout touchscreen, the Equinox puts all your tech right where you need it. Bold and confident, Equinox looks just as good on the road as it does down the back roads. From the first drive to the final putt, Equinox is built to do more so you can focus on the game. Shit, man, I gotta do 85% of it. Fuck it, I can't take no more of that. Go back to the dorm, cry. Shit, I go back to this shit tomorrow. For real. For real, you ain't understand him, bro. Like, dang, like, what the fuck? Your life flashing for your ass, bro. You thinkin' about how old you will? 85%? Eight and a half, bro. Fuck, I be 36. State, eight times. Shit, I don't even know what they... It's the trauma I'm goin' through, bro. With nobody with me. No family, no lawyer, no friend, no problem. I'm gettin' on the phone call, no fat bitch. Don't do that, don't do that. Don't hate on him. She helpin' she out, nigga. She helpin' she out, don't do that. Oh, bro, for real, bro. But don't do that to her. Nah, come on, baby, mama never left me, bro. But she helpin' you out. Thanks for home with the big nab, bro. What was her home girl name that hurt you, dad? Who was the big girl name? Don't do it, don't call out like that. Nah, bro, nah. Give her a prop. She can't give her a prop. Nah, bro, nah. Give her some hate, you shit. She helpin' you out, she sent you that, come and save money, nigga. Nah, cuz. Did she see you that money? Nah, cuz. You shouted 63-year-old lady, you had decorated your book. You see, I got a little understanding of where the pain come from, the anger come from. The pain and the anger come from, I always bet my own grand hustler in jail. I'ma knock me a bitch, I'ma knock me a nigga, I'ma do something. Somebody gonna bring me some cigarettes, some weed, a cell phone, someone sell, I'ma give me some money. It was the lower tip. And the thing is, your family don't got to put money on the phone. You pay for it. I'm calling these folks ain't answerin', y'all ain't understandin' what the fuck I'm sayin'. They say you done. Yeah! They say that nigga done. Y'all ain't understandin' what goin' on, bro. Damn, they callin'- Y'all understand, these folks put me on the news every week. CNN, I made CNN news with this shit. So you gotta understand that every black person man, family and every mother fuckin' about it, you through, nigga, you was on CNN, bitch, 28 people got shot, you dead. See, y'all ain't understandin' this shit, you know, nigga, goin' through. So now I'm fighting this shit and ain't nobody there. Ain't nobody out there, nigga, face a lot of this shit and pull somethin' out. And then every time they get on the news, you gotta understand, I'm the only one able to get on the phone and say, no, man, that ain't what they mean. They mean this. They still ain't trying to say- But guess what, no, this was Facebook said, social media said this. This the one though. This the one. This the one when the uncle or somebody come over. The uncle or, listen, Mr. Bob, Jimmy that did it all the time, oh yeah, he done. Yeah, he did. Your baby, your baby, they go, you ain't see it. He mad in the mouth for me. He done. He was still an overall. Still with him. He mad in the mouth, so he mad at ya. He still drivin', you pull up on him and let him again, his truck clackin' and then clankin' up and down the mouth. He come with you, you go to jail. Yeah, he through, he ain't comin' out. Yeah, he done. All your whole family. That's how he be. For real. That's how you lose your girl, though. Yeah. Because as always, the uncle or somebody come- The folks around. They'll say, oh yeah, he done. No way it on him, baby. You want him to? He like, he through. I been down through there. I been down through there, baby, he through. He done. Yeah. Oh, yeah, he done, he. Yeah, you get on your phone, on the phone, your girl, nudge and like. They still. Yeah. I'm all right. You send a little out, yeah. You ever call him baby, lay a glance at the phone? I mean, yeah, I ain't turnin' that this shit. I ain't give a fuck no more, man. I ain't see it, man. You got that dick in your mouth, man. This move, man. Go get this money real quick, man. Just hold on, man. I tell you, nigga, to wait, man. He told me to pull up to a crib. I didn't tell him that. That's what he did. Pull up to a crib. Because pull up to a crib, see if a car out there. I ain't gonna see a new fucking car out there. That nigga lying over here. He talking about, man. He lying over here, baby. Man, dawg, you, you. He lying over here. Well, you down, man. He lying over here. He's got 18 and a half to 50. It get like that, though. Yeah, man, I ain't ever tell you. You ever tell, listen. This is classic, you don't even know. I done did all the moves. No, no, this move. He don't know. You call on somebody, right? They don't answer the phone, especially a chick. You'll call somebody to call on the three ways so that she finally answered, but she ain't answering your call. Yo, who? She ain't answering your call. You know what I'm saying? You get, you know, whistling they call on the three way. First draw. She hang, hello? You like, what the fuck you in? Yeah. But nah, I ain't gonna lie. I ain't never went that far. T, he was a maniac. Ha ha ha ha. Ha ha ha ha. He was a maniac. I ain't go that far. What did they pick up from me? I ain't gonna lie. I was fried, bro. Like, to be honest with you, there was strength to me. Like, I used it as strength. Like, fuck it, the bitch ain't answering. I ain't gonna answer for the bitch when I get out. And that's how I felt. Like, you ever want me to prison at dot com? Hell no, nigga. What the fuck is on there? You been on that bull shit? Nah, listen, let me explain. Get the motherfucking, see you went to the law lab and you worked in a law lab here, nigga. I used to be over there with the old heads. You worked in a law lab. He had a joint on it. A Wallace. I like taking him home. You ain't like nobody on the ball. You probably, your flow was probably shining, nigga. Yeah, it was. You were fucked up in the jailhouse. You are high dope, because I liked it, your type of nigga. Yeah. But you ain't give a nigga shit in jail, though. What you mean? Like a two for one or nothing. You ain't give no nigga. I ain't had no store. I used to have some commercial here. I used to have some out of the kitchen. But you had commercial here with all of you. I had a bunch of. Give a nigga shit. Exactly. I'm saying he could have helped niggas. No, I helped niggas in jail. Who? A lot of niggas. I'm talking about you. You give a nigga a two for one or a couple of niggas. No, I don't give a two for one. If you give, I just give it to you. I don't give a. You're real. You wanted them type of OG. I'm hustling. I got the kitchen on smell. I'm not gonna. So you had the kitchen with you? Yeah, I'm not gonna two for once in my head. You wanted real niggas. I fuck with it. I fuck with it. You're a five, two, man. I'm nigga. I ain't gonna lie. Everybody, let me get a suit. I don't do that. So when Stowe A. comes, you gotta give. You gave him something you wanted to. So he's saying that he ain't giving niggas. You gotta understand, I'm gonna give you something. Even if you have it, or you just give me that back. I'm gonna pin attention with soups, it's 10 cents. Type of shit. Soup, a pack of Newport was like a dollar something. But you a grand hustler. They want that. I wasn't worried about that shit. Here, man, you ain't going. Yeah, yeah, yeah. I mean, but, but. I get it. I get it. I get it. I respect it. The whole thing is this though. Now that you out, you're doing your thing. You got the music. You got a show coming too, don't you? Yeah. What that show was about? So we juggling. I think we're gonna do a, for the little 250. I think we're gonna do like 10. Ho, ho, what the fuck up? You got Lil Ricky. You got Finesse 2 Time, you got 250. Who the fuck is 250? 250, I got this when I did Journey to Die. I went to Journey to Die and he gave me a $250,000 grid. So every diamond in my mouth certified everything. Like he did it. He didn't fuck me. He taught me, he taught me, but. 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All the faking and flogging. All 2026, we putting it on the floor. All the faking and flogging, I ain't either put a nigga on gang or I'm putting it on the floor. Every time I find it out, nigga, I'm gonna put it on the floor. I'm gonna let them folks know, because you nigga gatekeeper, y'all don't want no competition. No, nigga, let everybody in. Open the floor, you get it. Let them in, you nigga scared. You nigga scared. Y'all don't like company, y'all don't like handsome niggas. Y'all don't like niggas. Y'all don't like women, like a nigga. Y'all don't like y'all can't withstand. Y'all don't know how to nigga, nigga, you in, nigga. You don't want to know, y'all don't know how to do that. When y'all see dangas, you tuck your tails in. Nah, nah, and run behind the money. Nah, 26, come wait behind that shit boy. That little ass shit boy. Listen, 26. You learn a must, boy. Yeah, boy, you ain't them, boy. You ain't them, we know what going on. You boys ain't living like that. I'm knowin' what going on. Yeah, I know the cold, man. Yeah. Let me ask you this, though. Y'all be with this crazy ass nigga. All I needed, all I needed the way, I'm telling you, they give it back as a wrap. I'm telling you, man, they what? Let me ask you this. You said that that security gon' have to earn any money today. Yeah. You know what them security boys be fuckin' dudes up. They know martial arts and all types of shit, man. Types of shit. I don't think you would've run into one of them with a couple of them all fuckin' since they work you out. See, on this video, I told you that I'mma approach them and tell them, nigga, they move right? Did you hear the next part? And then I'mma go tell my security. If these niggas don't let me get my man, if I feel like these niggas disrespecting me, we gon' tell these motherfuckers if I'm finna have to see if you know martial arts. You finna have to know martial arts. And the security might come at you. They finna, I don't give a shit if I had to show that shit, man. I ain't gon' lie, I done did this shit. Oh, you didn't, you know martial arts? No, I don't know martial arts, nigga, but I done been in jams, nigga, where it was eight on eight and six on six and shit. I ain't ducking that shit. I was raised in jail, you gotta understand. Let me ask you a question. I don't give a fuck. We can have a war on, but then you gotta understand, I'm a jail nigga, you gotta understand. Like, it ain't been time where all the june had to hold those open mouth functions. We all come out. Everybody fought in 15D, been on the door, woofing all day, juvenile, we finna come. See, you know, they wanna say, so I don't give a fuck. See, you understand what I'm saying? When 16 niggas bust out of, niggas been throwing shit and piss on each other for three months, four months, and niggas finally bust out of it. You got to fight now. I ain't talked your ass off. 250 is two types of jail niggas, though. Talk your ass off. It's them niggas and then it's them niggas. You see niggas slept in here with a weed, he ran to a cell leader from four to eights. He didn't, he lied. No, he not. You went to your cell and went out of the boat. Yeah, cause I had to realize what just happened. I don't know what I'm saying. Let me explain. Turn the muck, I ain't gonna judge. Let me explain something to you. Let me explain something to you. I never in my life saw a man hold a screen for a half a minute cause that shit hurt so hard. The nigga was screaming and he wasn't able to scream cause his voice disappeared. I get it. That motherfucker hit him in his head with that weight. Ty go. The 10 pound, that shit was like. Yeah. Mm-hmm. It get real. Like you heard that shit from across the yard. You get down, I know. He grabbed his biscuit, right? And he just did like this. Yeah. His mouth was open. He was screaming. He had a visible screen and when that bitch finally came out, it came out like. Ah! Yeah. I was like. Fuck you up. I sit here. Listen, this is what I did. This is what I did. We in the yard, Marcel blocked, a block was right there. I went right next to the gate and stood there waiting to see yard was open. It was like, please open this gate early. I had my back to the gate and I was like. Please open this gate. And the whole time I'm looking at the whole joint, I just started seeing blood gush at the wild from over there and I was like. The bitch. Please open this gate. Why the fuck did I get locked up? Nanny was right. I should have changed my life. Everybody fucking scream. I said, I ain't supposed to be here, man. Hey, listen. I understand all my real Roma days was in juvenile. Yeah. I ain't like, all my, like this, they called it a thunder dorm. You never seen anything in jail that would meet you like. Yeah, stickings and shit. But like my real Roma day, it was always somebody else getting into it. It was always somebody else. Like I seen some fucked up shit with somebody never been. Is when I got like 21, 22, I ain't see this shit no more. But in juvenile, your a got to bang. Yo, I had better bang. I had to bang my silly. At 14, he was 18. You got to bang. Like you had to bang. You had to go. So I already bump into niggas and shit. Nigga ain't scared of this shit. You know what I'm saying? But like you said, them niggas on March and I, they got guns. You take this shit. That could potentially fuck the money out. Listen, you gotta understand. I'm not looking for violence. I'm not seeking violence. I'm not trying to, but you got to understand. Niggas ain't finna hold me. You can't hold me. You can't not. I can't have a problem with you and can't reach you. As a man, I should be able to reach you. I ain't no talk to him. I'm a man, I won't talk to you. But this here problem, I won't talk to him. I ain't even the problem. I ain't with him, this with you. But let me ask you a question. So, so, so, so. I'm just. Because there's a flip side to this. And you know, I'm just, I'm real observation, right? Yeah. You said y'all gotta go in that room, right? Yeah. What if it ain't your day? Because let me just say this. I fuck with you, I fuck with bag. I don't get it, nobody puts me in business. But bag out there working out like a motherfucker, man. Right. And he might touch you. He might put you on a wall and that motherfucker. Right. So what did you do if you, if it don't come out right? How do you, how do you fix it after that? This is what you gotta understand. You still ain't, you ain't, you ain't, you ain't, it ain't, it ain't registering. Yeah, it's not registering. My survival skills is not registering. It's not registering. I'm gonna fight like I'm finna die. You gotta understand like, when I fight, oh man, I'm gonna fight you like I'm finna die. God, I'm gonna stick it. You gotta understand. I can't take this, stick it back. Stick it. It cuss. Stick a crazy cuss. For real. Yo, yo, that was the last thing I thought he was gonna say. He said, he said this shit ain't registered. He said, why are you thinking it's a game? Because I'm not fighting out of, I'm not fighting out of, out of, out of how I feel. It's like, oh shit. I'm fighting out of anger, sleep motion, and rather I win, lose, or draw, I gotta show you how I feel. I'm really fucking crying. It is not, it's not, I'm going, I'm going, no, I'm 1000%. I'm finna beat your ass. I'm fighting out of respect. You gotta understand, when you fighting out of respect, you fighting on a different type of level. Like, I'm not, when you in jail, you fight for respect, so you didn't get in no fights. You be in a game. You understand? Like, you were, you were in that game. I'm just being right. I'm thinking man, I'm done. This nigga's crazy, man. I'm just being right. Oh shit. I'm saying so, you gotta understand. Give, give, listen, listen, I'm being real, really listen, listen. You gotta understand, say if you playing space with a nigga like, you gotta understand, everybody in the dorm, they know, I ain't the best fighter in her, but I ain't no bitch ass nigga either. They know that they can't, they got, if they owe me, they gotta pay me. They know if I bought some phone calls from them, they gotta give them to me. They know if, if they leave, go to the hole and come back, we still got the same debt is on the floor. I ain't know all that old boys shit, something like, I used to, you know, I was respected like one of them type of guy, but look now, imagine one, like one of them type of guys at the Spade Table. No, nigga, this nigga, not you. This is what I would have been. You at the Spade Table, the nigga that you challenging till you fuck nigga, you gonna quit on the next hand. That's what you gonna do. No. What you gonna do? Can I be, can I be honest with you? You better say some bullshit, man. He never please speeds in his life in jail. I don't know how to please speeds. Exactly you boys shit. See, you gotta understand. It was too dangerous. It was too dangerous, I never learned. Listen, okay, but you gotta understand. I'm a young nigga, I'm in this, I'm passing time. I can't get on the phone and talk to my family. I ain't no wallabary nigga like you. I ain't working in the kitchen. I don't wanna do this shit. I wanna smoke weed, jack off and read hood books. I'm a young nigga, you know what I'm 33 now. All my jail years was from 15 to 25, 30. So I'm a young nigga, I'm straight in jail, getting high. My last beard, I learned though. I ain't gonna lie. This is what I knew I was different, this last beard. I broke down though. I broke down though. What's your mean you break down? Man, like I said, I went to the hole and I'm gonna tell you straight like, I went to the hole for the K2 shit. When I go to the hole, I'm under pending investigation. I'm in there for eight months. Once I get designated to go to Atlanta prison, COVID-19 hit. They shut the government down. No planes, no buses, no nothing. So now guess what? I'm stuck on lockdown. In a shoe? With nothing. No phone calls, no, the government didn't stop. You think they give a fuck about bringing us our mail and the people on the street ain't getting nothing? So you might get a letter and that motherfucker might have nine days ago in being here. Since nine days ago. So I'm sitting in the cell on these terms. As soon as COVID-19 hit, I had to sit in the shoe another seven months. Did you go crazy? I went nuts. When you say he be slick talking to himself, you gotta understand where it comes from. He not talking to himself. He just really, he talking to himself in a third person view. He's trying to make himself remember everything. It's like a survival tactic to where you wanna remember, like you wanna not fuck up again. Like what the fuck can I do to not end back up in this situation again? And you start teaching yourself and it started being a program in your head like, don't do this, don't do that, don't do that. You gotta teach yourself because you don't know. Ain't nobody teaching them. He had nothing to learn on his own and that's why he talking because it's like you talking and you listening to yourself. And my mama always asked me, how did you get over the shit you go through? I be self-therapy myself. Like I just talk to myself. And then the next time you know, I come out and I'm all right. One moment I was mad and next minute I'm all right because I feel like, all right, bro, you tripped, you wrong, you did this, you did that, but you was right about this and you wrong about that. All right, so just accept it and just accept this and then you wanna go on with the move. It's like, it's weird, fuck, but I always win. You know it was a little fucking crazy too. But it's okay because I can survive and like it. I know, but guess what? I be mad then I go on a run man in the conversation and I say, I shouldn't have did that. I shouldn't have did that. You was wrong. I was wrong. He was wrong. No, you was wrong. Go back out there in the past. You on some dumb shit. You know what, you right. What? Nicky you're crazy. I get it. But I'm firm. He crazy too. It's far though because guess what? I probably really wronged you. And I said I was sorry when I meant it and I ain't never did it again. So I'm still gonna stand on loyalty and respect and honesty, like I'm still not gonna, I ain't finna repeatedly do these things. But sometimes it just be like Lil Ricky gotta have a conversation with Finesse 250 and then they figure that shit out. Lil Ricky always be on the bullshit. Now fuck them niggas Finesse 250. Be like, nigga, we gotta get the money nigga. Chill out. No, no, it's three people. Oh yeah. Two times. Yeah. It's 250, then it's Finesse two times and it's Lil Ricky. Straight on. Them niggas be in their head like this. Fuck you. Plus you use the big. Who the toughest motherfuck out all of them? Lil Ricky, my far. Cause that's the one that we ain't lose a draw. Like it's we ain't losing, and that's the one you don't want. Like that's the, because it's like, it's like, it's like a wild animal. Let's talk about a beauty must have, Batiste Dry Shampoo. It's the award winning number one dry shampoo in the US and worldwide. And honestly, it earns the hype. Batiste instantly refreshes your hair by absorbing oil and grease, leaving it cleaner looking with added volume and texture. You get that fresh blowout look without the blowout price. In fact, Batiste works better than the leading competitor, even compared to brands that cost up to twice as much. A cult classic for a reason and perfect for all hair types. Grab Batiste Dry Shampoo online or in store at your nearest retailer today. See too, it's like, it can't be timed. Like, and I hate it. Like, and this how I went to jail every time. I went to jail like the, every time I got in that mode, I went to jail. Like, because it can't be timed. Like, and I went through a phase like that when I first got out, but I was able to catch myself. That's why you gotta let Lil Ricky go, man. I can't, I can't because it's saying, it's saying like I get more respect. No. I'm gonna get rid of it because of- I get rid of Lil Ricky, man. Yeah. Cause you always say Lil Ricky, he bullied the other two niggas in your head. Yeah, but- Cause at the end of the day, Lil Ricky always go to the streets. See, but this is the thing, I'm trying to keep the Lil Ricky mentality though. I might not wanna be physical, but in my mind, I got to be physical though. Because for this, I ain't, like he all small. He all just, you know, old school, low key. I just wanna be a daddy. I just wanna be a big brother. I just wanna be, but then people get caught up in it. They get caught up in it. They get caught up in it, listen to slow jams and get caught up in me doing the daddy thing and trying to help. And they'll try me. And they'll try me. It's like people don't respect you being kind. They don't respect no motherfucker. They don't respect when you can. It's like, you know, wow. And then it gets to the point where you'll be like, is it what I'm surrounding myself with? And then that's when the emotion comes because the people you surround yourself with you love. So now guess what? It's like, what they dealing with my flaws? I gotta deal with it. You know, until we both learn, we both gonna grow. You don't know it all. We gonna grow together. You gonna make me mad every fucking day. And if we got a fucking argument, every fucking day we gonna fucking argue, every fucking day. But you with me though, shit, you with me for sure. But motherfucker, you get on my nerves. But you with me. You looking at me, but I feel like you talking to your woman and shit. No, I'm talking to everybody. Oh, all my men. Listen to this though. You looking at me. You be with me every day. We got a argument, motherfucker. We go out. And I tell you that. Hey, witch in the game. Now, this is what I wanna do. I wanna bring her in here with you, right? Come on up in here. Bring your chair, sit next to him. We gotta ask y'all some questions. $40 million. That's why you heard it. $40 million is what we've been able to generate collectively as a unit over the last couple years. And we coming to you right now, $40 million over game, just to get y'all some real game, real strategies, no fluff. We like not holding nothing back. And we gonna put it down the way they need to be put down. So listen, man, I got a question. We did got so rich, we wearing shit like quarter zips. You know what I'm saying? Like it's crazy, right? Yeah, you know. We came together to collect this unit cause we making all this money. We say, listen, we wanna put y'all a little game. You gotta go to firstmillionmentorship.com and we gonna teach y'all live for three days straight. But the question I got for you guys, man, is, if somebody is watching this, what do they need to do to position themselves to make their first million dollars in a year? I'm gonna tell them straight off the gate, man. It's you gotta learn how to leverage credit. You know, I'm coming from the inner city, coming from the hood. Nobody knew how to leverage capital, which is why we couldn't grow. So first thing I did was I obsessed about how do I get some money from the banks? It's called OPM, other people's money. You may not have the money. First thing I tell you to do is you can go to helpmebuildcredit.com and it's gonna literally tell you what you need to do to build your credit profile to where you can walk into banks and know you're gonna get funded. Second thing I tell you to do is go to ibanknet.com. This side right here is gonna tell you no matter where you live in the country, what banks you can walk into and know that they are giving out the most money possible. And once you notice what happens is you wanna build relationships. I tell people to start with credit unions, right? So you wanna build secure loan products with credit unions the reason why is because it's gonna help you build faster, right? So I'm teaching you today, we want you to be able to go out and give results, 30, 60, 90 days so that you can start moving and getting positioned as fast as possible. So that's what help me change the game, getting access to the money and then obviously we're gonna talk about what to do with the money. So then when you get access to the money, then you need to know what to do with it. You need to learn skills that they're gonna make you money cause other people's money not your money. So what you need to do is you need to understand how to sell products, all right? So you wanna stop training your time to make the money or stop doing all the bad stuff we used to doing, all the scamming, all the drugs, all the stuff we grew up around, we don't wanna do that, we don't wanna do it the right way. So what we do is we create an offer, create a product and we sell it X amount of time. So this picture in this moment changed my life forever. It showed me it saying, if you sell a thousand dollar product a thousand times, you make your first million dollars. And it's like I was stuck in that for a minute because all I knew was about was my parents working the job or I knew the guys on the street was doing what they was doing, but with me, when I focused on that, I started to understand what to do to make my first million and that's exactly what I did. I understood how to be able to solve a problem, charge a price point for solving that problem and sell it X amount of times. And then after that, we didn't learn how to scale the business. That's good. So I'll ask you this, because a lot of people in the business space, credit, financial literacy space, what do you feel like is the thing that separated y'all from everybody else? Yeah, I believe is my number one thing that changed my life, bro, was mentorship. So I've spent over $350,000 into knowledge, consulting, masterminds, coaching programs and mentors, because I know that it's like, you can't get to your destination without GPS. And it was like, what I needed to do was lean on somebody else that I've been doing what I've been wanting to do for so long and them to teach me to gain step by step and then I can do what I need to do. So after I spent over $300,000 on my information because the information does change situations, I've been able to generate over eight figures in my business which is over $10 million. So I think that's an even exchange, spending $300,000 to learn a skill set to be able to put me in position and make $10 million was a game changer for me. That's good. See, y'all, I ain't even answering you any, y'all already gave away a lot of game. This way y'all gotta go to firstmillionmentorship.com and we giving away all of the plays, three days, live, what, that's three. And my value add to that is I really feel like you can only grow to what you're exposed to. You know, so when I think about that, I think about what does your environment look like? Who are you around every day? What are you tapping into? It's like, whatever you tune into, you turn into and whatever entertain you is training you. So the reality is like, what am I looking at on a day-to-day basis? So for me, it was environment driven. Like I had to move out of Chicago and I had to come to Atlanta to see the Lamborghinis, the Rolls Royces, the people that were actually doing it that were changing the game. And I'm like, well, damn, I never knew this was possible. So maybe I could get this too. So this is why like when we put together this three days, if you've never seen or spent time, like you gotta think about when is the last time you spent time with three multi-millionaires. And they actually was giving the game away for free. And they'd be like, well, why y'all go back and teach people? Why would you teach somebody to do what you wanna do? The reality is that man, listen, I ain't gonna never lie, they say the bottom is too crowded. But my thing is I feel like the bottom is too crowded, but why don't you just take some people with you? Take people to the top. You know what I'm saying? My thing is, I wanna make sure that we help people understand that environment is very key and it's everything. That's it. But I remember the first time I came to Atlanta, I watched somebody send me a text and said, I made a quarter million dollars today. Changed my life forever. Couldn't have seen. So the reality is, remember what I said, like you're gonna grow to what you're exposed to. So if you can't see, you can't see what you can't see, you never know what's possible. When I was in Chicago, man, I met zero millionaires, 27 years living in there. I came to Atlanta, I met over 100 millionaires in 90 days to six months, going to events, collaborating. All the people out here is this proximity. And it's like, it was life changing because then I just learned what the millionaires do, what they don't do. You know what I'm saying? All the things that change their life. So I believe that man, getting out your involvement is very important. Yeah, for us, I never grew up seeing a millionaires. I never grew up seeing a Lamborghini and big houses. There's nothing that's about those things, but the reality is being a young black boy from the city is like, you don't know what's possible. Like we say, you don't know what you don't know, right? You can't see it if you can't see it, right? See a touch of them, take it as my biggest thing. A lot of y'all, you're not in position where you want to be is because you don't even know that the things you want in life are possible. I remember I came to Atlanta with the Atlanta, it was certainly CEOs. And everyone was talking about $100,000 a month. And I'm like, all right, maybe they can't. I had a scared mindset. But then one dude at lunch, though, he was like, no bro, I'm gonna show you. He didn't show me $100,000, but he showed me 52,002 weeks. And from there I was sold. I said, all right, whatever y'all doing, I'm doing. 100%. Now I always say, man, for the people that's watching this, man, the people that's on this YouTube, they like, man, that stuff, cap, that stuff not real. How y'all able to do that? What could y'all say it could be the number one thing they need to focus on if they try to get to the next level right now? Well, for me, I don't think it's what I always focus on and what I am doing. I think it's what I'm not doing. That's good. It's like, so for me, when they say we got the same 24 hours year, but I leverage man differently, right? So like, you go to the club, I'm going to the bank. We not the same. Like we're not in the same place at the same time. Like I leverage my time totally different because I want different. So instead of me spending time scrolling on social media all day and, you know, trying to chase out the women, man, I'm locked in. I'm not going to the hooker lounge smoking and drinking and kicking it and getting drunk all day. I'm locked in. I am putting things in my body because see, most people, they be like, well, what's they worry about? What's on a body versus what's going in a body? That's good. So my thing is I'm worried about what's going in my brain so that way I can be exposed to different knowledge, information that I've never had so I can take myself somewhere that I've never gone. That's so good. That's so good. And for me, I'll say visibility, visibility. A lot of people are really good. A lot of y'all watching this right now, you probably the best at digital products. You the best at credit and best at front of it, but you're the best kept secret. I believe you're the best. So we want to show you how to be the best, but you have to realize that if you're not going to get in front of the right, the people, then the people can't buy from you. The people don't know you, they can't flow you. So one player I'll give to people is this year, you need to be getting on as many platforms as possible. You may not have an audience, but there are people who have audiences. For example, podcasts, I would say in 2026, probably the number one way to blow up your brand. And there are a few reasons when we talk about leverage. Let's say an audience has 10,000 people. If you could only convert 10%, that's a thousand people. If you have a thousand product, like Kenny said, that's your first million dollars. Even if the podcast taught you, even if it cost you $10,000, but you can get in front of a thousand people and charge a thousand dollars, you tend to actually your money. And then what I'll tell you from there is, images make money on the front and experts make money on the back. And then we're going to talk about this in the mentorship, but you got to realize that that's only the first part of the play. So now what you're going to do, once you've done an hour long podcast, you can take that long form, you can go to opus.io, you can put it in this A.I. system that's going to cut a long form into 40 clips. And now what we do is we take this, we post it on what we call Omni Presence, right? We post it on TikTok, we post it on YouTube Shorts, we post it on Instagram, and now we're everywhere. When people need to think of your industry, like when people think of money, they need to think of you, they need to think of taxes, they need to think of that thing. If they don't think of you, that means you're not doing enough. And then to scale those things, and we're going to talk about this is, the best performing clips that are performed organically, now we can take those, we can run ads to those. And you guys have either seen Ken, or you've either seen D-On, or you've even seen myself, and the differences were literally giving you the place that we're doing, so that you can stay in people's face. It says it takes a person five to 15 times to see you before they make a purchasing decision. So you have to consistently be in front of the people if you want to continue making money. All right, well, I was going to say this, before you go, I was going to say, y'all need to go to firstmillionmentorship.com, go ahead and get your free seat. We let everybody that's watching this get a free seat. Here's my question that I got for y'all though. Here's the question. Don't matter what industry or person is they watching this right now? What if they're a truck driver? What if they're hairstylers? What if they're a barber? What if they do credit? What if they, what if they in tax industry? If they come to this three days to learn from us, will we help them be able to grow their business and make their first million dollars, no matter what industry you're in? 100%. That's the question. 100%, and I say for everybody watching this, man, what I did was any industry you went, plus what I was in, I ain't had no industry, but what I did was I did a six-month lock-in. I mean, ain't no outside, ain't no smoking, ain't no drinking, ain't no playing with the girls and the females, spending money doing that. And all I did was a six-month lock-in. I mean, I want to do nothing, nothing else, but learn. So when y'all get into this mentorship, y'all get into this free mentorship with us, we want y'all to do what's called a lock-in season. And then y'all don't know what six months could do for your life, it could change y'all's life for the rest of your life. So I would say that'd be our focus point as well. 100%, and what you said is anybody, the things we teach anybody can come in, whether you're starting, growing, or scaling, literally you talk about one year of focus could change your life. And he said something about information and that's right on point, it's information time execution, so when you get in the room, we're gonna give you things that you can do today, right? We always say now stands for no opportunity to waste it, we don't want you wasting opportunity. So biggest thing I'll tell y'all is get in the room, whether you're in the service, you're in the digital space, you're in the coaching, consulting space, it does not matter, the three levels of business are money, skill sets, and then sales. So we're gonna show you how to do all three in this mentorship. I mean y'all giving out too much game, man. I, I, I, I, I, I giving out too much game, all right? So tell them to get in there, man. Go to firstmillionmentorship.com, man. We doing three days of live teaching, live mentorship. Ain't nobody ever did this on the million dollars worth of game podcast, we gonna be the first to do it, man. We gonna teach y'all how to do it the right way, man. So make sure y'all tap in, man. Go ahead and click that link, let's get it. Yes, sir. Don't beat me, man. Let's go. Yeah. This is me and I was going to do the game. It's Lil Ricky, Big Ricky, to the next two times and to 50. You know what's shit? It's shit. And it's just like that. Right.