Big Changes & Big D Energy with Chris Medina

Hi, it's Jill Winterstein, host of the Spirit Daughter Podcast, where we talk about astrology, natal charts, and how to step into your most vibrant life. And today I'm talking with my dear friend, Krista Williams. It can change you in the best way possible. Dance with the change, dance with the breakdowns. The embodiment of Pisces intuition with Capricorn power moves. So I'm like delusionally proud of my chart. Listen to the Spirit Daughter Podcast starting on February 24th on the iHeartRadio app, Apple Podcasts, or wherever you listen to your podcasts. I'm Amanda Knox, and in the new podcast, Doubt, the case of Lucy Letby, we unpack the story of an unimaginable tragedy that gripped the UK in 2023. But what if we didn't get the whole story? I've just been made to fit. The moment you look at the whole picture, the case collapsed. What if the truth was disguised by a story we chose to believe? Oh my God, I think she might be innocent. Listen to Doubt, The Case of Lucy Let Me on the iHeartRadio app, Apple Podcasts, or wherever you get your podcasts. I'm Clayton Eckerd. In 2022, I was the lead of ABC's The Bachelor. But here's the thing. Bachelor fans hated him. If I could press a button and rewind it all, I would. That's when his life took a disturbing turn. A one-night stand would end in a courtroom. The media is here. This case has gone viral. The dating contract. Agree to date me, but I'm also suing you. This is unlike anything I've ever seen before. I'm Stephanie Young. Listen to Love Trapped on the iHeartRadio app, Apple Podcasts, or wherever you get your podcasts. 1969. Malcolm and Martin are gone. America is in crisis. And at Morehouse College, the students make their move. These students, including a young Samuel L. Jackson, locked up the members of the Board of Trustees, including Martin Luther King Sr. It's the true story of protest and rebellion in Black American history that you'll never forget. I'm Hans Charles. I'm Menelik Lumumba. Listen to The A-Building on the iHeartRadio app, Apple Podcasts, or wherever you get your podcasts. Hi, Amber. Hi, Lola. Welcome to An Unlikely Affair. Hi, everybody. Welcome back to An Unlikely Affair. Hello, Amber Childers. Hi. I am on a hundred. I don't think you need any more coffee. Oh, I'm having more coffee because I'm on a freaking high. I love the synergy though. You do? Uh-huh. So I'm freshly back from Mexico. I'm so happy to be here with Amber. She was the one who greeted me at the front door when I got back to LA. The house was chaotic. My mother was crying. It was a mess. all good things. But the reason why this morning or day is so exciting is because I have one of my most favorite people on the planet, Chris Medina. You guys know him as the person who literally like warned me about my life, but has been a rock for me for the past, what, five years, Chris? Yeah. Anytime I'm in a spiral, I text him and say, I'm in a spiral. So welcome. We're so excited to have you. Thank you for having me. I missed you so much. And I can't believe you're here after your Mexico trip. Oh, honey. This is sobriety, baby. Good for you. We land and we hit the ground running. Yes. Don't we? Yeah, we do. So Amber found out that you and I were close and she was like, I would die to have him on the podcast. I was like, let's freaking do it. So can you talk us through like the way that you do things? And then I'm sure Amber has questions. I always have questions. But how do you tap in and do your thing when you meet with people like us? I mean, you see how I do it. I just go right in. There's no tarot cards. There's no crystals. It's just pure psychic energy. So the way that I like to work is being able to, I love nothing more than to predict a fruitful future for somebody. But let's be realistic here. I mean, in order to get there, we have to remove those roadblocks that are in your way. So that's where I'd like to start. What's in your way from preventing you from the life that you want to have. Let's tackle that. Get that out of the fucking way so we can move forward. I know. I mean, what good is it to do? I can tell you, you're going to have all this great stuff come into play. And if you're not feeling it or your mental's not there, how are you going to get there? It's so true. Yeah. And I don't, I'm probably going to get a lot of shit for this, but I don't like to use the word manifest. Why? It's another word for like wishful thinking. Okay. I'm all about action and making things happen. Why wish for things to come into play when the accountability and responsibility is in your hands. You go after it. Don't sit there and wait for it to fall in your lap. Wow, and I feel like I'm such a manifester. It's one thing to manifest and really go after it, like you. I'm not just saying this to kiss your ass. You can do that too. Yeah, for sure. But to sit there with the vision boards and hope for things to come into play rather than actively go out there and make it happen. That's the difference. Nothing is just going to fall in your lap. No. Amber and I both went into this new year, I think in a very different headspace. Usually I have a tremendous amount of anxiety going into a new year because I panic about all of the things that I need to do and it almost becomes suffocating and I just want to take a nap and hibernate for the rest of the year. This is the first year that I was like, I feel so much peace. And I find that I for so long, and I think people who watch me on TV would think that what I'm about to say is not true because I do face confrontation and it's the one thing I actually love about doing reality TV is you pick every battle, right? Yeah. Because we're making a television show. In real life, I pick my battles, but it comes at the cost of me compromising my boundaries for the sake of making someone else feel okay. And I'm so fucking over it. I almost become a background character in my own life. And I'm like, I'm not doing that. Like we can have productive conversations, move the roadblocks like you were saying. And we're just very hopeful for the year. So I would like, Amber, if you have any questions for Chris, because you just moved to Montana. There's a lot that is unsure. Yeah, there's a lot that's unsure. I was just telling you this morning, It's like I moved to Montana thinking I was going to take a year off and just like chill. Right. And, and then we decided to do this podcast and so much came about. And it's like, I could either fight it. Right. Or you could just like go on the path that for me, my higher power has me on. So I don't have any questions, but I would just, I'm, I want him just to be able to read her like a book. You guys, and every psychic is going to say this with the top of the new year, but you know, I like to keep it real. and I'm finally glad that you're saying what you're saying now because you're getting sick and tired of the bullshit. You know what I'm saying? I think your problem with what it's always been is that you are an overthinker. You like to plan your steps three or four steps ahead, plan your three or four steps ahead, and that gets to you. Instead of realizing you're fucking Lala, chill the fuck out, take a step back. The world isn't going to stop spinning because you're excited or whatever the case may be here. chill okay you've got this okay so i think for you it's about coming into not necessarily a new identity but a new way of thinking and remember i don't care what anybody says the nice guy always finishes last you know what i'm saying like it's great that we want to help our fellow neighbor we want to help our brother we want to help our sister and all this other shit but you can't help anybody if you can't help yourself right and your back is fucking tired from carrying all the extra weight yeah so i'm glad to hear you say that yeah you know that i feel i feel good you know i'm I'm going to put myself first, these strong, hardcore boundaries between you and everybody else and not being the doormat. Because again, we've talked about that Virgo energy. It's a people pleaser. Yeah. What is your sign again? Cancer. Cancer. Oh, I love cancer. What do you love about cancer? I like the fact that they're pretty easygoing. They've got great sense of humor. They're obviously very emotional, but very funny. They kind of worry the same way a Virgo would, but they're more emotional worry. Does that make sense? They will hold things back or pick up on the, you got to be careful. They got to be careful when they're around other people. I'm super sensitive around other people. I pick energy up like it's, I'm such an empath. It's almost to my detriment sometimes. I wish I wasn't so like, wow, that person has some fucked up energy. I got to stay away. Or I'm so attracted to someone that, yeah, I don't know. Yeah. I think that it's a good combination with you and Lala. because Lala has that go-getter type attitude. You know, let's fuck it. Fuck what everybody says. Let's just, let's go do it or whatever. And I think you, you are coming into a different identity this year. So you're being forced out of your comfort zone, out of your shell to do things that you wouldn't normally do. But it's wrong for me to say this, but I feel like you're ready. Does that make sense? Oh, 100%. Yeah, you're ready. But I want you to think about this, how you're going about doing it, because this isn't just about one simple chance here. This is going out and making a difference the way that you want to. You're grown, you're an adult. You don't have to fear anything anymore. Whatever was going on before, that's the past. Let's let it go. Let's move forward. Let's put ourselves in a different space. I think you're dying for a new identity. I think you're dying to shed that old skin and not let it reattach itself to you and keep tripping you up. And also, too, there's a little bit of fear in your face, too. What I mean by that, I'm not saying that you're afraid of me or the situation there, but don't second-guess yourself and don't question it. Does that make sense? Yes, 100%. Yeah. That's what I feel. I feel like, again, to say you're in a different space when I, you know, I know you, but I don't know you all that well. Right. But I think it's time for you to start making your mark, start putting yourself out there, start taking the reins of your own life and riding in a direction that works for you rather than what's been expected of you or what's been expected of you because of what you've been going through. You know what I'm talking about. Yeah. What do you think about that? Do you know what he's talking about? Yeah, I think that for me, I feel like I'm shedding, or last year I did a lot of that, right? I did a lot of shedding and I'm like, I want to propel myself forward. But there is that little bit of like hesitation because it's so, there's so much vulnerability in like really exposing yourself in a way that's like being authentic, right? But that's what makes you real though, is that vulnerability, is that I'm going to be truthful about, yes, I want this new identity, I want this new life, I want these new goals, I want these new opportunities there, but I'm also very vulnerable and I feel too much. That's fine. That's fine that you can admit that and say that this is where you're at right now. Don't change that part of you because that's what makes you you. So again, moving forward, I think, again, one more time, I think that you're more ready than you realize. You got to decide once and for all. Let me back up here. it's been a shit show since August 1st for me like between August 1st and now as far as like new downloads or new information the way that I do my readings here and one of the biggest things was intention and if you are really if you're really ready to go in a different direction and reclaim the reins of life here do not let yourself talk yourself out of it do not put yourself in a bad mood or start to think a certain way to you know what I'm saying to kind of tone that energy down because I can talk long shit all day long about I want to go out there someone I want to be this authority figure And then when I go, somebody like, I'm not saying that you're weak, but somebody like you, that's a little on the emotional side will tug at my heartstrings and make me want to tone it down a little bit. Right. Right. That makes sense. I think like one of the things that I've been really working on in my life is, is people use this word safety and it's such bullshit. I don't want to be safe anymore. Safety, being safe in a relationship, being safe in my career, being safe and emotional, whatever has kept me small. It's kept me hidden. so it's like anytime I get in my head and I'm like oh I don't know it's like no fuck safety do it anyways do I want to fuck with you? fuck with her why is it every time that you say I knew I should have done that fuck I knew I shouldn't have held myself back I knew I should have said that after the fact start paying attention to your intuition and the way that it's guiding you you gotta learn the difference between and I've been saying this for the last six months the difference between anxiety and being excited about something because we have been and I'll sit with you on this one too. We've been very emotional behind the scenes and nobody sees us, that extra vulnerable side of us. And we always think that when we get excited about something, it's anxiety because of the way that we've been living our lives. And my guides have come in and told me over the last couple of months, you're not anxious. You're not worried about shit. Nothing's coming to get you. You're in a different spot here. This is you looking forward to changes, opportunities and things that are coming into play. Know the difference. Same thing with you. You have to know the difference between anxiety and excitement and not talk yourself out of it. Because again, as much as you have that vulnerable side to you and that little, it's not weak. We'll use vulnerable. You also got a temper on you too. I've seen the temper. You have? Yes! I want you to call bullshit on this. Don't let me say it if it's not true. But when we talk about your temper, it's that resentment that you could have towards yourself or the situation that you get irritated with afterward. if you're going to use that I would use that to fuel me to go in that direction here to stay strong and not go backwards because you will be tested this year and nobody likes to hear the word test or lessons but you because you're you're entering a different identity a different phase of your life it's time to start coming out here you will be tested don't go backwards so I'm giving you the cheat code here yes you will be tested hang tough okay yeah what do you think about it no I like that I think the word like temper, I mean, I, I don't, yeah, I definitely get angry. And I think I've, one of the biggest things that I've had to work through in the last probably three years is a lot of anger that I was actually, you know, trying to push down. And I think one of the things is like in my journey of, of sobriety and not using tranquilizers or alcohol to like suppress that anger down. Now I'm really having to, to face it. And I finally am feeling it and like processing it and like throwing it out and discarding it and then journaling. And so I think that that's, you know, that's definitely appropriate. I definitely had a lot of anger from, you know, from my 20s that I never processed. And now I finally have, you know, started taking those steps to do it. And it's a huge difference. It's like shedding, right? I'm just shedding all that. And don't make any excuses for it either. If you're feeling angry, I mean, I know you're going to think I'm psycho. I tell people this shit all the time. But when I'm in a bad mood or I feel like I want to mess something up, I have a punching bag in the backyard. I'll go out there and beat the shit out of it. Because if I do not let that anger out or that aggression, I'll hold it in. And God forbid if I go to the store and some dumb fuck hits me with a cart or is too close, I'm going to snap. And then also with the emotional stuff too. You don't need to cry every day. But if you're feeling some type of way, don't hold that back. You've got to retrain your mind into this new way of looking at things. Am I really sad here or am I going back to what I know? Because it's what I've known for fucking years. Well, yeah, and I completely agree. One of the things that I've really been working on is like when I'm feeling angry, a feeling only lasts 90 seconds. So what's going to keep that feeling alive is the story that we're going to replay that made that feeling come up. So it's like you're done replaying these stories. Now you're making new stories that are going to bring you excitement, you know, joy, happiness. And so it's just like sitting with those feelings. In 2023, a story gripped the UK, evoking horror and disbelief. The nurse who should have been in charge of caring for tiny babies is now the most prolific child killer in modern British history. Everyone thought they knew how it ended. A verdict, a villain, a nurse named Lucy Letby. Lucy Letby has been found guilty. But what if we didn't get the whole story? The moment you look at the whole picture, the case collapses. I'm Amanda Knox, and in the new podcast, Doubt, the case of Lucy Letby, we follow the evidence and hear from the people that lived it to ask what really happened when the world decided who Lucy Letby was. no voicing of any skepticism or doubt it'll cause so much harm at every single level of the british establishment of this is wrong listen to doubt the case of lucy letby on the iheart radio app apple podcasts or wherever you get your podcasts hi this is joe winterstein host of the spirit daughter podcast where we talk about astrology natal charts and how to step into your most vibrant life. And I just sat down with a mini driver. The Irish traveler said when I was 16, you're going to have a terrible time with men. Actor, storyteller, and unapologetic Aquarian visionary. Aquarius is all about freedom loving and different perspectives. And I find a lot of people with strong placements in Aquarius like are misunderstood. A sun and Venus in Aquarius in her seventh house spark her unconventional approach to partnership. He really has taught me to embrace people sleeping in different rooms, on different houses in different places but just an embracing of the isness of it all If you navigating your own transformation or just want a chart side view into how a leading artist integrates astrology creativity and real life, this episode is a must listen. Listen to the Spirit Daughter podcast starting on February 24th on the iHeartRadio app, Apple Podcasts, or wherever you listen to your podcast. I'm Clayton Eckerd, and in 2022, I was the lead of ABC's The Bachelor. Unfortunately, it didn't go according to plan. He became the first bachelor to ever have his final rose rejected. The internet turned on him. If I could press a button and rewind it, all I would. But what happened to Clayton after the show made even bigger headlines. It began as a one-night stand and ended in a courtroom, with Clayton at the center of a very strange paternity scandal. The media is here. This case has gone viral. The dating contract. Agree to date me, but I'm also suing. you. Please search for it. This is unlike anything I've ever seen before. I'm Stephanie Young. This is Love Trapped. This season, an epic battle of he said, she said, and the search for accountability in a sea of lies. I have done nothing except get pregnant by the f***ing bachelor. Listen to Love Trapped on the iHeartRadio app, Apple Podcasts, or wherever you get your podcasts. Welcome to the A-Building. I'm Hans Charles. I'm Menelik Lumumba. It's 1969. Malcolm X and Martin Luther King Jr. had both been assassinated, and Black America was at a breaking point. Writing and protests broke out on an unprecedented scale. In Atlanta, Georgia, at Martin's alma mater, Morehouse College, the students had their own protest. It featured two prominent figures in Black history, Martin Luther King Sr., and a young student, Samuel L. Jackson. To be in what we really thought was a revolution, I mean, people were dying. 1968, the murder of Dr. King, which traumatized everyone. The FBI had a role in the murder of a Black Panther leader in Chicago. This story is about protest. It echoes in today's world far more than it should, and it will blow your mind. Listen to The A Building on the iHeartRadio app, Apple Podcasts, or wherever you get your podcasts. I think there's one thing that really resonated with me. And you said this, I think, on our very first episode. And she said she was talking about acting and her loving the stories. and said, my story is just as important as these stories. And I said, your story is the most important. And she looked at me kind of shocked. Like my story is important. Like Amber grew up in the arts and correct me if I'm speaking for you. This is just what I've gathered. And based off of what Chris is saying, that for so many years, since you were a child, you put all of your emotions into reading a script and portraying a character. and that was your outlet of like feeling. And the game has shifted, right? Like reality TV has really made its mark. And she's been in this for so long that there was such a separation. You were an actress, which was very prestigious. And like people who did reality TV, it was like, oh, bottom feeders. And now the worlds are kind of colliding. And Amber has found herself in a place where she's doing this podcast. She's the main fucking character. Her story is important. And I find that you are embracing that, that what you have to say, not taking on another character, but you really going, how do I feel in this moment? What do I want out of life? And I think that that can be very intense. Yeah. Yeah. But when I talk to her on the phone, like Amber is my fucking rock. There have been moments this year. We're not even through January. We just freaking started. I was like, this was not the game plan. I went into this year in peace. What the fuck is happening? And I call her and I'm like, I'm full spiral, dude. And she's like, we already talked about what we're doing. We're making fucking moves. We don't give a shit. We're not afraid. Yeah. And I'm like, you're right. Let's fuck shit up. And she like gets me off. That's a cancer. Loyal as hell. They're the ones that kind of stabilize. I live with a cancer. Jay's a cancer. Yes. They're wonderful. They are. I love a cancer. Me too. But I'm noticing that she is embracing everything you're telling her to do. I am finding that you are validating what is happening with you. 100%, yeah. Yeah. It's time. Where do you see her love life going, by the way? Oh. Does she need some time? I find she needs some time, Chris. What does time mean? I don't have time, Lala. I fucking don't have time. No, she doesn't. I'm 37. Jesus. I'm speaking specifically to you. This is not a general statement blanketed for everybody else. This is for you. I think over planning or overthinking the situation is where you get tripped up. I'd love to see you get involved in a relationship where it's authentic. It comes out of nowhere, catches you off guard. Does that make sense? That way you're not looking for a way to act with that person. So I think for you, I say this to my clients, you need real life examples in real time to show you what you've learned over the last few years. Am I really talking shit as a defense mechanism? Or am I talking shit because I'm sick of the shit that I've been in here and I'm ready to make moves? two totally different things. I think that part of you, because you like to play it safe, is a little worried. You know, like, oh my God, am I making the right moves here? Am I doing all this stuff here, which is normal? But I think that in order for you to prove that to yourself, you got to get out there and do it. And I think that's what the universe is going to show you this year with the support of it. You were the one holding yourself back. You could have gone at any fucking time that you wanted to go. You were caught up in your feelings and your emotions. You were on your pity pot, not because you were forced to sit there, but because it's unfair. it's unfair that I have to have all this year while everybody gets to be blissfully ignorant and go on about their lives but I'm stuck thinking about my fucking situation yeah like a caged animal yeah you don't have to you don't have to and that's the part is you've got a lot of what is it called pride you've got a lot of and it's not that you're overly prideful there but you are not going to display yourself in a way that makes you look overly vulnerable or invite people in to have a conversation about shit that you don't want to talk about. Does that make sense? Or am I going somewhere else with it? No, it makes sense. So again, for you, I think this is a really good year for you to put one foot in front of the other, really let the past go and put yourself in a different light, both professionally and personally. It's time. I want you to understand that. I want you to feel that. And again, it's wrong for me to say that because I don't have to live your life. But if from a psychic level, you've been ready for the last couple of years and you might fight me on that because you're like, there were so many things that were going on there. Yeah, but that was an excuse and a backdrop to keep you from moving forward. You kept yourself still. And now, again, learn the difference between anxiety and excitement because there's a lot of great things to be excited for this year, especially as we started getting into the summer months. Okay. And you just moved to Montana? I did in August. How do you like it? I love it. I do. There's definitely some things about LA I miss, like the food. Yeah. But while you're there, I moved to Oregon back in 2011 and stayed there until 2017. It was a lot slower pace. The people were like three years behind, but it allowed me to catch up to myself. So this could be a really good time for you to kind of hunker down, go within, and really cleanse yourself with it with that clean air. There's no LA bullshit going on there. You're able to relax and breathe and just be on your own there. I would use that time wisely to disinfect everything that you've been through and start making your way towards yourself this year. Yeah, I mean, that's exactly what I was telling Lala this morning. It's like, you know, I don't know where if I'm going to be, I don't know if I'm going to be there, you know, for the rest of the year. I don't know if I'm moving back to LA. I don't know where my life is. But for right now, being in Montana, I had never been to Montana before. I went there in June to visit my sister. And when I got there, I was like, I don't know why I need to be here. I literally packed my shit and I moved to Montana. I picked up Riley from Sleepaway Camp and I'm like, guess what? We're moving to Montana. You know what? I don't mean to cut you off, but you know what's there? The mountains. Yes. You know what mountains represent? I'm Native American. It's strength. It's strength and it's making sure that you're standing still. You're not letting anything push you or move you and you're surrounded by all that great energy. That's why you're a fucking cancer. Don't question that. If it feels good and I feel at peace here, that's all you need to know. Yeah. When I went to Montana, I was just like, and I always thought I was a beach girl. I was like, I want to be naked on the beach and hanging out and running in the water. And then I got to, you know, Montana where it was freezing. People thought it was fucking crazy. they're like, you're not going to survive. And I'm like, whether I survive a year or eight, whatever it is, my soul- Let me do it. Yeah, let me do it. Let me experience without putting all this negativity on it. I find that you have so much drive since you've been there. Because like you said, LA can make you feel like hands are around your neck because you do take on the energy of this city, which is a lot of desperation. But then you also have the other people who are thriving in this city. So then that makes you beat yourself up like you're a lazy fuck. And it's a lot to take on. And once you move to Montana, I loved the shift because you felt grounded. Like you could take a moment to breathe. And then you, and now she travels here all the time. But it's like she flies out and she's here with a purpose. We do what we need to do. And then you go back and you get regrounded. and who knows where your path is going. Do I see you being there forever? No, but the timing is right. Don't you think? A hundred percent. Because before I moved to Montana, we hadn't decided that we were even going to do the podcast yet. So I had no intentions and I was like, oh my gosh. Okay, we're going to just do this. I'm not going to question it. I'm just going to fucking do it. You want to still do the acting too and everything? Yeah, well, that's my- That lives in her bones. Well, let me tell you, I don't know how you feel about this and I don't know what your plans are. I'm the psychic. You tell me how it fits into your life here. But by the end of March going into April, that is the time where you're getting calls or you're networking with people. Things are starting to come into fruition to have you ready by summer of this year. So I don't know what type of meetings you've been having or if you've had agents or your managers coming in talking about what's next here. But as we get into March going to April, that is a really good time to showcase yourself. Does that make sense? So you're coming into a different identity and we'll talk about your power and how you want to flex it. You're never going to be someone that's going to be overly aggressive. So don't worry about that. Don't think for other people. Think for yourself. It's going to be a good look for you. I'm telling you right now, if you play your cards right and you really accept this new identity and what the universe is offering you, I'm telling you right now, the next two years will be good for you as far as revitalizing the material side of life, like your money, your home life. Maybe you start feeling more at peace with the kids and what you're doing at home here. This is really meant to evolve from within out along with the beautiful opportunities that are coming into play. I'm not sugarcoating anything. I'm not telling you what you want to hear. It's written all over your face. But first and foremost, get rid of that insecurity and fear and go get it. If you have to amp yourself up by pretending to be a character, you are an actress. I would use that for a little bit just so you can take the training wheels off and go forward. I love that. But you got a lot. I'm telling you right now, don't let anybody come in here and tell you, oh, it's going to take two years until this thing comes into fruition or you need to wait for this. No. No. I was just saying that to her yesterday. I was like, no. I'm not. I'm not. No. Go get it. How wild. And you got a Virgo too, right next to you. That she can, their energy could be a little bit too much at times because you can pick up on the, not scatteredness, but the thinking. Their mind never shuts off, but they're great motivators to be like, Chris, Amber, get off your fucking emotional asses and go do something. Get up and do something. That's you. Hi. That's you. It's so funny. I had Scorpio rising. Oh yeah, that's a lot. Oh, the two are in constant conflict with each other. I bet. I had someone tell me that my significant other that I need to go, this is like before we did the podcast, that my partner was going to be a Virgo. Maybe they met you. Oh my gosh. I love that. It wasn't going to be a man. It was going to be you. Is that crazy? Yeah, I feel like that is. Well, we are partners. No, we are partners. Yeah, yeah, yeah. You're a soulmate. Soulmates come in so many different forms. Yeah. In 2023, a story gripped the UK. evoking horror and disbelief. A nurse who should have been in charge of caring for tiny babies is now the most prolific child killer in modern British history. Everyone thought they knew how it ended. A verdict, a villain, a nurse named Lucy Letby. Lucy Letby has been found guilty. But what if we didn't get the whole story? The moment you look at the whole picture, the case collapses. I'm Amanda Knox and in the new podcast Doubt the case of Lucy Letby we follow the evidence and hear from the people that lived it to ask what really happened when the world decided who Lucy Letby was no voicing of any skepticism or doubt it'll cause so much harm at every single level of the British establishment of this is wrong listen to Doubt the case of Lucy Letby on the iHeartRadio app Apple Podcasts or wherever you get your podcasts Hi, this is Jo Winterstein, host of the Spirit Daughter podcast, where we talk about astrology, natal charts, and how to step into your most vibrant life. And I just sat down with a mini driver. The Irish traveler said when I was 16, you're going to have a terrible time with men. Actor, storyteller, and unapologetic Aquarian visionary. Aquarius is all about freedom loving and different perspectives. and I find a lot of people with strong placements in Aquarius like are misunderstood. A sun and Venus in Aquarius in her seventh house spark her unconventional approach to partnership. He really has taught me to embrace people sleeping in different rooms, on different houses, in different places, but just an embracing of the is-ness of it all. If you're navigating your own transformation or just want a chart-side view into how a leading artist integrates astrology, creativity, and real life, This episode is a must listen. Listen to the Spirit Daughter podcast starting on February 24th on the iHeartRadio app, Apple Podcasts, or wherever you listen to your podcasts. I'm Clayton Eckerd, and in 2022, I was the lead of ABC's The Bachelor. Unfortunately, it didn't go according to plan. He became the first Bachelor to ever have his final rose rejected. The internet turned on him. If I could press a button and rewind it all, I would. But what happened to Clayton after the show made even bigger headlines. It began as a one-night stand and ended in a courtroom, with Clayton at the center of a very strange paternity scandal. The media is here. This case has gone viral. The dating contract. Agree to date me, but I'm also suing you. Police search warrant. This is unlike anything I've ever seen before. I'm Stephanie Young. This is Love Trapped. This season, an epic battle of he said, she said, and the search for accountability in a sea of lies. I have done nothing except get pregnant by the f***ing bachelor! Listen to Love Trapped on the iHeartRadio app, Apple Podcasts, or wherever you get your podcasts. Welcome to the A-Building. I'm Hans Charles. I'm Menelik Lumumba. It's 1969. Malcolm X and Martin Luther King Jr. had both been assassinated, and Black America was at a breaking point. Writing and protests broke out on an unprecedented scale. In Atlanta, Georgia, at Martin's alma mater, Morehouse College, the students had their own protest. It featured two prominent figures in Black history, Martin Luther King Sr. and a young student, Samuel L. Jackson. To be in what we really thought was a revolution, I mean, people would die. 1968, the murder of Dr. King, which traumatized everyone. The FBI had a role in the murder of a Black Panther leader in Chicago. This story is about protest. It echoes in today's world far more than it should. And it will blow your mind. Listen to The A-Building on the iHeartRadio app, Apple Podcasts, or wherever you get your podcasts. Now to jump to you. You've got some really good stuff coming into play this year as far as... Tell me more, Chris. I needed to hear this. I think when we talk... I've been wallowing. When we talk about your identity, I think that with all these new opportunities that are coming into play here, you've got to watch for the pitfall. I said this a little bit with her, not falling back and repeating old patterns. Does that make sense? We went to Granville and we had a three dinner by ourselves and I fucking loved it I did too I told you a lot of things about your career and what not to settle for and what to look out for and things like that. I'm not saying that you're backpedaling in any way, shape or form, but I think sometimes you don't realize. You realize your beauty and you realize the effect that you have on people by what you do, but I don't think sometimes you realize your own power. And that's also wrong for me to say, because I'm not you. As powerful as you come across, there's still that there's a little bit of that fear in there i need to be everybody i need to be everything to everybody right now you need to be that to yourself and really step into that power this is when we talk about that we're talking about balance in the form of uh obviously more material success but also in the form of relationships you need balance you are somebody that when you get involved in a relationship kind of like you too that yes it's great to have this guy that you're with and you know we're fucking we're having a good time here but you're looking for that balance to kind of balance you out as far as like, I want to come home to somebody that's waiting for me to provide that emotional security, that peace of mind there. Does that make sense? Somebody that I can also have fun with too. But I think it's difficult for you sometimes because when you're in that moment and you're with them, there's too much going on inside your head that's keeping you from being present. What do you think? Call bullshit. Don't let me say it if it's not true. No, it is true. I go, and that's one of the things this year that I was talking to Amber about. I was like, I will meet somebody and there I will play this montage in my head of like, but I have two kids and when will I have time for them? And oh my God, he's so much younger than me. And what if he wants kids? I can't give him kids. And oh my gosh, I have to work. And if I'm with him, then I can't work. I'll lose my independent. I start suffocating myself and drowning. And I'm trying now to be like, none of that matters. Just have fun and see where it goes. I'm going to ask you what I asked at Granville. Do you think you're stupid? No, I actually think I'm highly intelligent, but it depends on who you ask. I would never insult your intelligence by calling you stupid. I think that you overthink because you think of every scenario, not just the one that you're getting yourself involved, but you're also thinking for that person. You're not thinking about you. I've known you for years now. And we don't talk every day on the phone and we don't hang out every day, but when we link up, we fall right back in the place. Yeah, we don't skip a beat. at all. And again, with you, the way that you come across and the way that you are, you need to start realizing that and stop thinking for other people. I'm not saying you're making decisions for everybody else, but you're playing out that montage and that scenario in your head of the could have, should have, and what if, and not giving the relationship or that person the benefit of the doubt. Because when they see that vulnerable side of you, you have to understand something. I'm going to get a lot of shit for this, but I have to say this. You are a woman. You're a beautiful woman. Stay in your lane when it comes to that. I'm not saying let this sit in the backseat while he drives. I'm saying, let him be the man and the security that you need. Don't think from. And also you don't know if this person wants to have kids or not. Your kids might be enough. I love everything you're saying and you're validating a lot. And I, for many years now, I have had to be so alpha. I have to go into filming with toxic men. I am in rooms trying to further my line, my brand with men, and I have to rise to the occasion. And the moment I tap into my feminine self, everybody, men who I don't give a fuck about, love that. Like if I'm quiet and submissive and girly, right? There's no balance. And we can all say there we've come so far as women truthfully we have not um i think we want to but we have not i'll agree with you we haven't yeah um and we have no safe space we're not safe amongst each other we're not safe with men and that's such a blanketed statement because i am safe with a lot of my girlfriends and i have been safe with men but in the overall i have to rise to the occasion and i have to be a provider. I have to play mom and dad, a disciplinarian. I am begging. And you actually said this to me. You're like, you talk about not, you're the one that called me out on this shit. I was like, I don't want a man. I'm good. I have peace. And he's like, you're afraid. You're afraid of all of these things. And I, for the first time after you said that, I was like, I have to stop. I have to like admit that I have abandonment issues. I'm afraid of rejection. I'm afraid of my heart being hurt again. And if I can't allow those things, then I will never open myself up to actually what I truly want. And even though I don't want to get married with a piece of paper, I want companionship. I thrive with a partner and I am dying to tap into my female energy. I want to come home and fucking melt into someone. Yes. It's not your looks holding you back or your attitude in that way. It's how you present yourself from within out. I have had to, Chris. It's like, it's survival. It is survival. I go into the world and am unapproachable and have to give big dick energy everywhere I go. And it is exhausting. That is a mindset that you can get rid of. And I will back you up when we talk about females, not backing females up. I was, if you look at my, the early stages of my career, I was all about the community, you know, female empowerment, Latino rights, this and this and that or whatever. What I come to learn in those type of environments is that the minute that somebody starts thinking ahead or gets an opportunity, that's where all the backbiting starts. We're no longer friends. Lala's a bitch because she got this here. Now she's turning her back on us and all this other stuff. And then when it comes to relationships, I just was at a party not too long ago where I was reading somebody and I was saying, you're not like so-and-so. You want to be taken care of in a relationship. I'm not saying like a baby or like somebody that doesn't want to do anything. You want to be a stay-at-home mom and a stay-at-home wife. What's wrong with that? Nothing. Exactly. But society paints it as, well, you set women back 100 years. Well, shut the fuck up and don't look at what I'm doing if it doesn't please you. You know what I'm saying? Yeah, I do. That's why I'm not just saying this about women. I'm saying about everybody in general. Gays, everybody. It's all fine until someone starts thinking outside the box and wants to go in their own direction. so with you again I don't think that you should tone down your sense of humor I think that's a big part of who you are and I think that's where you will thrive in a relationship because you need somebody that's going to give it to you just as good as you give it and not point their finger in your face and make you feel some type of way because you're spiraling with that Virgo energy you need someone that's going to say sit down for a second just right next to me not sit the fuck down and calm down here but sit down I can feel you And once they start gaining your trust, not you gaining their trust, but them gaining your trust, and you start to realize they're not going to use this shit against me. They're not going to make me feel some type of way or just say these certain things just for the sake of saying it here. They're saying it because they mean it. You have to learn that. That's what's going to save you in a relationship. That's where you lose yourself. Yeah. You still see more children in my future? Yes. Solo? Solo? I knew you were going to ask that and I want to say as much as I want to say not solo here that's totally up to you because I think that again it's wrong for me to say this I don't have to live your life here but I think that you should have a child with a man that you're in love with and if you don't want to get married you don't have to get married yeah nobody no one's saying that shit your excuse is we've already been there done that we don't want to rock the boat leave us the fuck alone stop asking us simple yeah but I'd love to see you in a relationship with somebody that makes you, that changes your identity in a better way. Not because they're changing it for themselves, but because my girl's happy. One less thing for her to worry about. There's no bullshit. When she comes home, she knows that there's somebody there to have her back. Same thing with you and I. You always know you can come to me. I'll never fucking, I'll never turn my back on you or tell your secrets or sell you out in any way, shape or form. You can come to me with anything and I'll back you up. I'm going to tell you the truth. And I think again, this year for you, as far as like, if we're going to use astrology, you've got that moon in Aquarius, right? The nodes start shifting this year in July out of Pisces and Virgo, which has been a pain in the ass for you and I, and going into fire and air. So this is detaching. This is a good time to start working on some of that Aquarian energy where you're leaning into it. I think letting some of that Virgo energy dissipate just a little bit. Stop being so neurotic and OCD and overthinking and letting some of this Aquarian air come in here and opening the windows of your mind and letting the dust out and really starting to fill yourself. Okay. That's a good look for you. And then you got that, if you've got that Scorpio rising too, I mean, it hasn't been, it hasn't been good for you over the last couple of years as far as like emotionally and physically. As much as you're trying to, you know, evolve and do all this stuff, the energy has been too heavy for you. Right. So look forward to summer coming in here and loosening some shit up. You think I'll find love this year? Not my year. Yeah. No. Why are you saying that? Because I'm looking at his face. No, no. It's not this year. Because I'm thinking of the potential people that will come in here. Okay. This year. As far as like when we talk about her lessons and her coming into her power, we're talking about guys coming in here, stepping it up. And if they're younger, I'm going to get a lot of shit for this too. They're moldable. Oh, amen, honey. Give me the clay, baby. We're not manipulating them. They're just not as seasoned as some of the older people with the baggage. I could teach them something. Exactly. Exactly. And you can use that energy too to brighten yourself up. There was a guy the other day, not to take this to a nasty place, but we were talking about sex and I talked about toys and he goes, wait, you can use toys on guys? And I was like, oh, honey, I'm about to fucking rock your world, bro. Where's Chris Medina? I was like, is this a real question? Now I feel like I'm maybe tainting you a bit. Wait, were you texting? No, we were on FaceTime. Oh. I know. It was very cute. Last thing, finances. Should I be pulling back? Should I be, do you see me? I mean, not that I'm out here blowing cash, obviously, but I'm just, you know, it's a new year. I'd like to see where you're at with your financial situation by April of this year, completely separate from hers. This is not, if you guys do a joint, that's great or whatever, but I'm talking about- No, no, always separate. Yeah, I'm talking about- We've both been, we know how, we know how to do things remember those what we talked about at Granville when we were talking about your career and not going backwards you know where I'm going with that I just want to make sure that again that when we talk about moving forward here that you're actually being selective and you're evolving what it is that you want to put out there does that make sense? yeah it makes a lot of sense I'm going to say this and it's going to sound like a backhanded compliment and I don't mean it to be here but you have so much fucking potential like from your attitude to your looks, the way that you carry yourself. If you can just let go of some of that Virgo energy and not overthink and just be, remember, let the Aquarian moon take over. You've got a hardcore sun in Virgo and then you've got your rising in Scorpio, which is very secretive. I don't want people seeing all the cards that I have under here. I have to carry myself a certain way. That Aquarian moon gets lost in there. And that's what you need to detach yourself from and start having fun and think outside the box and not just put yourself into what Lala's been over the last five years. Where do I want to go? How do I want to evolve? Because with you, again, if you look at your career, you've never backslid. No. You've never come tumbling down at all. You've kind of been steady, kind of going up. It may not be where you want it to be, but you've never backslid. You keep going up. Yeah. Own that shit. Okay. And stop getting inside your fucking head. And also one more thing, and then I'm done with that. Be somebody to yourself rather than wanting to be everything to everybody else. Let them fend for themselves. Okay. You know what I'm talking about? Yeah. We can talk. Yeah. Chris, I have one more question because I didn't ask about the baby thing. And that is like. I know. I was so shocked that you didn't ask that. I know. You want more kids? Do I want more kids? I don't know. I'm like torn. I always say, it's so funny. I always say like, it depends on my partner and if they have kids, right? If I'm dating someone younger that hasn't had kids and they want, then like, sure. But then if I think about it, I'm like, well, do I want kids or am I just giving myself again to someone? So you're not in a relationship right now? No. Do you see me in a relationship? When am I getting married? Before me? She's been in like 12. I have not been in 12 relationships but I have dated a lot she's coming into a different cycle of her life when it comes to power from within out does that make sense I'm not saying that you've hidden yourself but I think that you've done a lot of self-medicating self-defense mechanisms to keep yourself in the middle so much you know what I'm saying but for you when it comes to relationships you need to learn what it's like to allow yourself to receive. Does that make sense? When I talk about receive, I'm talking about making sure that you're not becoming the man and the woman in the relationship, that you're allowing yourself to let this person show you what they can do and how they can take care of you in a stable way. Yeah, you know what? All the guys you bring in are fucking weird. Really? Yeah. What do you mean weird? I just feel like they come into your life and they kind of like put down the rules of how it's going to be and then you kind of have to, you have to, you know, steer the ship. And they're just weird. They're like, I am in my routine. You know, this is like very specific, but like I'm in my routine so I can see you after seven because I have dinner at this time. And so that's when you can come over. And so you kind of, you fall into, which is weird because I don't see you. I see you as very feminine and amazing and beautiful and sexy. But you take on this like big dick energy of like steering the ship where they're like little bitch boys. Yeah, they're boys dressed in men's clothing instead of being men. Oh my God, that's so funny. Yes, because I tend to date older. Yes, but they're like little boys. They look like they're dying. But you know what? Lately, that's not lately. And I said this in the last podcast. I'm like now going out on dates with men my age. Yeah, and younger. And younger. yeah you need to they can actually pick her up to fuck oh yeah and not fall over and break but you but it's good for you because it teaches you to stay in your lane and i'm gonna get shit for this but i have to say this and people i hope you know where i'm coming from as a woman but your thing is that when you meet somebody because you're instantly trying to read them and you're picking up on their energy, it takes over the way that you represent yourself. So you're misrepresenting yourself as somebody that you're not based off what you're getting from them. It's not you being fake. Totally different. And I know where you're coming from because I do the same thing. So can you imagine me going on a date and my guide saying, don't use your psychic energy to read this person. And I have to distract myself with other shit while I'm having a conversation with them so I don't pick up on it. You got to learn that as well. So do not merge into their lane. stay in yours and allow yourself the opportunity to receive what you need to receive, which is a real man coming in here, providing security, comfort, and peace of mind in the relationship. Like I told her, gaining your trust so you know they're not fucking dumb. You know that you're not going to be raising a boy into a man. You already have enough kids. You don't need another one in your fucking house. No. Yeah. So again, don't misrepresent yourself in that way because at the end of the day, I'm not saying that you want to be whisked away like Julia Roberts, but you do want somebody to put you on a pedestal and you do want to be baby and you do want to be cared for in that way. Heck yeah, I do. Yes. Yes, I do. Who doesn't? Exactly. And you deserve it because what you will do back in return is go a hundred times above and beyond for that person. A hundred percent. When you are in a relationship that you are loyal. Oh, yeah. Cancers are loyal to a fault sometimes. Oh, we all know that. Yeah. So again, represent yourself in the right light this year and go after what it is that you truly want. You've been putting yourself on the back burner for way too fucking long. I agree with that. Enjoy your life. And especially with opportunities that are coming in. Okay. You have a really good opportunity over the next year and a half to reinvent yourself into somebody completely different. Here's where I'm going to give it to you. You've got kids that look up to you. Set that example for them. You're beautiful. You're young. You've got a lot of great things to look forward to. Take advantage of it. Thank you. Amen. Amen. Amen. Hi, this is Jo Winterstein, host of the Spirit Daughter podcast, where we talk about astrology, natal charts, and how to step into your most vibrant life. And I just sat down with a mini driver. The Irish traveler said when I was 16, you're going to have a terrible time with men. Actor, storyteller, and unapologetic Aquarian visionary. Aquarius is all about freedom loving and different perspectives. and I find a lot of people with strong placements in Aquarius like are misunderstood A sun and Venus in Aquarius in her seventh house spark her unconventional approach to partnership He really has taught me to embrace people sleeping in different rooms on different houses in different places, but just an embracing of the is-ness of it all. If you're navigating your own transformation or just want a chart-side view into how a leading artist integrates astrology, creativity, and real life, This episode is a must listen. Listen to the Spirit Daughter podcast starting on February 24th on the iHeartRadio app, Apple Podcasts, or wherever you listen to your podcasts. In 2023, a story gripped the UK, evoking horror and disbelief. The nurse who should have been in charge of caring for tiny babies is now the most prolific child killer in modern British history. Everyone thought they knew how it ended. A verdict? A villain? A nurse named Lucy Letby. Lucy Letby has been found guilty. But what if we didn't get the whole story? The moment you look at the whole picture, the case collapses. I'm Amanda Knox, and in the new podcast, Doubt, the case of Lucy Letby, we follow the evidence and hear from the people that lived it to ask what really happened when the world decided who Lucy Letby was. No voicing of any skepticism or doubt. It'll cause so much harm at every single level if the British establishment of this is wrong. Listen to Doubt, The Case of Lucy Letby on the iHeartRadio app, Apple Podcasts, or wherever you get your podcasts. I'm Clayton Eckerd, and in 2022, I was the lead of ABC's The Bachelor. Unfortunately, it didn't go according to plan. He became the first Bachelor to ever have his final rose rejected. The internet turned on him. If I could press a button and rewind it all, I would. But what happened to Clayton after the show made even bigger headlines. It began as a one-night stand and ended in a courtroom with Clayton at the center of a very strange paternity scandal. The media is here. This case has gone viral. The dating contract. Agree to date me, but I'm also suing you. Please search for it. This is unlike anything I've ever seen. before. I'm Stephanie Young. This is Love Trapped. This season, an epic battle of he said, she said, and the search for accountability in a sea of lies. I have done nothing except get pregnant by the bachelor. Listen to Love Trapped on the iHeartRadio app, Apple Podcasts, or wherever you get your podcasts. Welcome to the A-Building. I'm Hans Charles. I'm Menelik Lumumba. It's 1969. Malcolm X and Martin Luther King Jr. had both been assassinated, and Black America was at a breaking point. Writing and protests broke out on an unprecedented scale. In Atlanta, Georgia, at Martin's alma mater, Morehouse College, the students had their own protest. It featured two prominent figures in Black history, Martin Luther King Sr. and a young student, Samuel L. Jackson. to be in what we really thought was a revolution. I mean, people were dying. 1968, the murder of Dr. King, which traumatized everyone. The FBI had a role in the murder of a Black Panther leader in Chicago. This story is about protest. It echoes in today's world far more than it should, and it will blow your mind. Listen to The A-Building on the iHeartRadio app, Apple Podcasts or wherever you get your podcasts. I love the way that she looks too. She's even, you're still reading. What? You're still reading. Yeah. Yeah. I'm reading the energy, everything you're saying. As he's talking, I'm playing a montage of every single thing that we've talked about and I'm like, oh yes, right? Yes. I'm going to say this to you because this is what they're telling me to tell you. Look for power moves this year for yourself. When I talk about power moves, I'm talking about bigger moves in the form of business opportunities. Does that make sense? I'm fucking dead right now. Hold on a second. Okay, keep going. But this is, you need to upgrade your mindset in your business. Does that make sense? I don't know why, and I have a huge problem with this shit here because I would be an excellent agent or a manager. I don't know why they haven't come in here and fucking switched things up for you because I think that you're more ready than you realize. And one of the things I like about you is that as much as you can bitch and complain about all these juggling, all these things here, if you didn't have that much to juggle and you had more time on your hands, you wouldn't know what to do with yourself. You're so right, Chris. So you are somebody, as much as you want to talk shit, you can handle shit under pressure. I can throw two more things at you. You're going to give me that fucking side. I like you dumb bitch, but let's be truthful. Are you going to drop that stuff? No. We're just talking about this like scheduling. Get ready. I'm telling you, get ready for major moves. I'm ready. And I've been having many conversations and I have said, I'm done being a fucking sellout. Yeah. No, I'm going to go say sellout. This is what my head is like. You know my mind. I know. This is how my mind works. Even though people may not think that, these are things I tell myself. Yes, that may be good money, but let's look at the bigger picture. Where will it get me? I am looking for a setup that we start now that is going to carry me on throughout my life that I can pass down to my children, my children's children, and beyond. It's not a quick fix. You're not looking for a quick fix. No, this is the year where I'm like, it's going to take a lot of hard work and it's going to take time. If we don't start now, we are fucked. But here's where you go wrong and slap the fuck out of me for this one. Are you ready? Yeah, I'm ready. You tone yourself down after you read the room. Does that make sense? You need to walk in. You think I explode and then I read the room of everybody and go, but everything's fine. You think I do that? I think that you're fucking amped up and you know what needs to be done. Yeah. Back me up if I'm wrong. Yes. If I'm wrong, talk shit. You're amped up and you're ready to fucking go. But when you get in the room and you get there, you start to see everybody and you don't turn pussy. I'm not saying that. I'm just saying that you tone down the attitude there and you take some of that heat and that fire that needs to be represented. and that's what I'm saying Chris is I compromise my own fucking boundaries for the sake of making other people feel good so I will say exactly how I'm feeling and if they feel like oh my gosh then I'm like but it's all good I'm sorry I responded that way I'm just saying this and then I try to make it all okay and it's like no I meant what I said if you feel uncomfortable not a me issue that's a you issue exactly and own that shit because anybody that truly knows who the fuck you are knows that you're not going to go out there and just make shit up for the sake of making shit up or trying to hurt somebody's fucking feelings but you because of your integrity and the way that you think for everybody else it falls on your shoulders in the form of guilt or i need to hold back stop that shit that's what people can count on and that's why i'm telling i don't know why i'm yelling but i but you but you uh you uh you don't you don't realize the way that you come across and you're gonna you're gonna die when I say this, I always tell people if I was straight, I would totally hook up a Lala. Oh, that is the nicest thing anyone's ever said to me. Because of the way that you come in, she came to Granville and this bitch was in sweats. Yeah, obviously. Looked as fuck, came in sweats, but no makeup on, looked absolutely beautiful. I know, she's gorgeous. Gorgeous. And you need to stop toning yourself down. I want to live here with you guys forever. I'm never leaving this room. Stop toning yourself down. Stop toning yourself down. Okay, done. And when you go in that room, remember something, You're a Lala Kent. Bitch. Bitch. Power moves. You need to own that energy and stop going back to things that you're comfortable or you're used to. And start making bigger moves because you're going to make yourself sick if you have to constantly reinvent your career every three to five years. I can't. I will go insane. I will lose my goddamn mind. So get it. So again, we live right down the street from each other. You live so close to me. Yeah. Hit me up any time that you need an ass kicking. Can I call you too? Yeah, of course you can. We're in this together, baby. You play your cards right, girl. I'm telling you right now. Now it's time to start amping it up and really taking control of the business side of things. You can go into acting. I mean, I don't know if that's what you want to do there, but you can go into that. Let Amber wear the acting hat. No, no, no, no. Don't, no, no, no. What's stopping you from producing shows? Nothing is stopping me from doing anything now. Exactly. It's game day, baby. Yeah. It's game day. No, nothing is overly saturated in this world. There is always room for one more. I just want to fucking take the world by the balls. And here's another manipulation tactic. Yeah. The difference between you and everybody else is you have this in you. Where some people manifest and hope to have this career. Don't come to me unless you truly want to evolve. Because you're going to waste both of our times. And I'm also not a friend of yours either. I'm talking about when I read people here. And that's why I tell people, if you're going to be a friend or a family member to people, tell them the truth before I have to because they're not going to like it. Right. Yeah. So again, I know how difficult it is. I'm a Taurus with a Pisces moon and a Capricorn rising. I know your placements as well. We worry way too fucking much. But at the end of the day, would we ever trust our lives, our livelihood in the hands of somebody else? No. So you need to prove that to yourself. Okay. Especially you, because I'm telling you right now, you're going to slap me for this one and I'll own that. You are wasting time by not taking full control of your power. That means being happy in the skin that you are in, in owning who you are. If you have to watch yourself on TV again to get yourself amped up or to get inspiration, go and do that. But make sure you're paying attention to yourself. Okay, done. Both of you guys, very good energy this year. And there's no surprise why you guys aligned with each other. Do I see this being a forever thing? No. Me and her? No, you guys can be friends forever, but I'm talking about like, you guys are going to go your separate ways. You're going to venture off on your own route and she's going to venture off in hers. Wow. I think this is, I'm not saying, you guys can do this as long as you want. I'm not taking away from it. I'm just saying opportunity is coming here. The reason why you guys probably are connecting here is because you guys have similar backgrounds with certain things that you guys are working through. You guys are comparing notes. Okay. Harmony will resolve itself and you go on your way. Wow. in a positive way in a positive way I don't know why that just made me emotional really? and not in a bad way because when she loves she loves hard I know when she accumulates she doesn't she's had so much loss and so much bullshit coming here that when she finds solid people and so have you yeah like a cancer she doesn't want to let go no but I feel like with what you just said with like the the karma and just timing like this, this came to be and a lot of healing has been happening and it's going to continue to happen. And I just have this feeling in my soul that this is going to turn out a certain way where Amber and I, her after almost a decade plus me, the last few years, we will finally reach peace. And I think that that's maybe when it'll happen and you're going to be doing everything that you want to be doing that you're passionate about. And it's just beautiful. It's all very beautiful. It is. And it's good for both of you, considering you're, I don't want to throw anybody under the bus, but it's good for the public and the people behind the scenes to see that, yeah, this was a chapter of my life here, but it wasn't the final chapter. and we're doing something different. We can come together. And you guys have a lot of things in common. Yeah. And go after what it is that you want without having the past taint your future. That's all that I'm saying. I cry more than anyone should cry. He's like, you don't need to cry every day. I'm like, but you do. No, you need to. It's healthy. How do you feel, Amber? I feel great. hopeful excited yeah i do too i also love peace i think more than anything i don't think i feel like excitement i feel yeah like everything's working out the way it's supposed to and it's going to and i just have to trust the universe and not try to control everything and just yeah at some point you do have to hand it over right you have to yeah again that lesson from august till now i finally i it started off with them telling me you need to take a couple of months off. Don't do any readings. We're going to give you information. If you want to call it downloads, we'll call it downloads. And I said, but I have one session that I've already booked there. And I know that if I go to reschedule it, the person's going to be upset, but I also know they're not going to get anything out of this reading. I read the person, they hated it because I didn't tell them what they wanted to hear. I was depressed for about three days. My guides came in with the wrath of God and said, how the, I'm going to say exactly what they said, how the fuck are you going to sit here and be depressed over something you already knew you were getting your ass involved in? Get up and fix it. And I said, okay. And they said, and also you're not going anywhere. Two weeks pass by. I'm feeling good. I'm like, I'm going to go to the gym, work it out. I'm feeling good. There's two steps that lead down from my front door into my yard. I missed the first step and fell all the way down on my hands and knees, like a fucking idiot, scraped up both of my knees, my ankles. I don't know how I did it in the palms of my hands, to where I couldn't put pants on. And they said, what part of keep your ass in the house don't you understand? So I finally said, that's it, I surrender. I get it now, I'm not gonna do it. The best two months that I've ever had in my life was just sitting there and being still and listening to everything. I was worried about my money, how am I gonna do without these readings or whatever? Opportunity came and found me. You, I'm not gonna say because it hasn't, but you came in right like a fucking angel during that time. And I said, this is it. Yeah. This is, this is, yeah. So again, we come from a real background, all three of us. We've had heartache, pain. We've had a lot of bullshit happen to us. That's been our identity for so long that it's hard to separate ourselves because we see that so often and we feel so much here. But what's wrong with looking, actually looking forward to something? And like I said, knowing the difference between excitement and anxiety. I'm getting excited because the tides are getting ready to change. I have something to look forward to rather than fear. Oh my God, what if this happens? What if this happened? Especially you. You're too fucking smart to be stupid. snap out of it snap out of it you dumbass oh my gosh this was so amazing I feel so great thank you Chris so so much Lala I love you I love you so much Chris I adore you thank you so much for making time for us today and my loves I appreciate you listening to another episode of an unlikely affair we are going to catch you guys again next week bye I'm Amanda Knox, and in the new podcast Doubt, the case of Lucy Letby, we unpack the story of an unimaginable tragedy that gripped the UK in 2023. But what if we didn't get the whole story? Evidence has been made to fit. The moment you look at the whole picture, the case collapsed. What if the truth was disguised by a story we chose to believe? Oh my God, I think she might be innocent. Listen to Doubt, The Case of Lucy Letby on the iHeartRadio app, Apple Podcasts, or wherever you get your podcasts. 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