Million Dollaz Worth Of Game

FINESSE2TYMES PT.2 w SHUGGA - MILLION DOLLAZ WORTH OF GAME EPISODE 360

50 min
Jan 10, 20265 months ago
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Summary

In this episode of Million Dollaz Worth of Game, hosts discuss relationship dynamics, personal growth after incarceration, and an upcoming reality TV show concept. The guest shares insights on masculinity, loyalty, and the challenges of reintegrating into society after prison.

Insights
  • Genuine loyalty and patience from partners is rare and highly valued, especially for individuals with trauma histories and institutionalization effects
  • Personal growth requires isolation and self-reflection, which can be misunderstood by loved ones unfamiliar with trauma recovery processes
  • Masculinity and emotional vulnerability are evolving; younger generations are more open to expressing feelings while maintaining strength
  • The street lifestyle has lasting psychological effects that persist years after leaving, requiring intentional mental health work
  • Reality TV entertainment is shifting toward authentic relationship dynamics and elimination-style competition formats
Trends
Reality TV shows focusing on relationship compatibility and elimination-style dating competitions gaining popularityIncreased mainstream discussion of incarceration's psychological impact and post-prison reintegration challengesGrowing acceptance of emotional expression and vulnerability in hip-hop culture and male-dominated spacesContent creators leveraging personal relationships and family dynamics as entertainment IPDigital platforms (YouTube, TikTok) becoming primary distribution channels for independent entertainment contentAuthenticity and unfiltered conversation becoming key differentiators in podcast and streaming contentGenerational shift in expectations around loyalty, commitment, and relationship roles
Topics
Post-Incarceration Reintegration and Psychological EffectsRelationship Dynamics and Partner LoyaltyMasculinity and Emotional VulnerabilityReality TV Show Development and FormatContent Creation and Digital Distribution StrategyPrison Culture and Institutional TraumaPersonal Growth and Self-IsolationFamily Dynamics and ParentingStreet Life vs. Legitimate Career TransitionDating Show Concept and Contestant SelectionMusic Career DevelopmentSocial Media Influence and Public PerceptionGenerational Differences in ValuesTrust and Commitment in RelationshipsEntertainment Industry Opportunities
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Primary distribution platform for the upcoming reality TV show being developed by the guests
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People
Finesse2Tymes
Guest on the episode discussing relationship dynamics, incarceration experience, and upcoming TV show project
Shugga
Co-guest discussing relationship with Finesse2Tymes and reality TV show concept development
Jermaine DuPri
Music industry figure referenced in conversation about dealing with loyalty and media scrutiny
Drake
Referenced in context of music industry and streaming platform discussions
Chef Ramsay
Referenced as comparison point for potential cooking competition segment in reality TV show
Kenny Rogers
Artist referenced for song 'The Gambler' in discussion about life choices and decision-making
Teddy Pendergrass
R&B artist mentioned as musical influence and preference for old school music
Quotes
"Everything goes back to jail. And I'm gonna be all right. Everything goes back to jail."
Finesse2TymesMid-episode
"You got a pay for loyalty. I got a pay for love and guess the point I've made it to."
HostLate-episode
"People don't know that isolation is what made me who I am today. Because I spent even in prison, I spent more of my time in isolation than in population."
Finesse2TymesMid-episode
"The whole purpose of the streets is to get out the streets. To get out the shit."
HostLate-episode
"I worked hard to have a soft spot. I worked hard to be a daddy, to be a good, like, to be, you know what I'm saying?"
Finesse2TymesLate-episode
Full Transcript
Hey, million dollars worth of game listeners. You can find every episode on Apple Podcast, Spotify, or YouTube. Prime members can listen ad-free on Amazon Music. Right! You're now tuned into... Million dollars worth of finesse, man. Now, this is what I want to do. I want to bring her in here with you right now. I'm cool. Come on up ahead. Bring your chair. Sit next to him. We got to ask you all some questions. Bring your chair. Don't be scared. Because I want you all to... This turn into something else. Right here. You can sit right next to him. Now, I got you all show coming up. But... How did... Okay, it's the first question. So, that's the question I want to ask, right? Because on social media, my wife always get this. Killy so crazy. Killy so crazy. I don't know how you... Girl, I feel sorry for you putting on with her. He is crazy. Do you get that? Yeah. Oh, you do? Yeah. Oh, do you know that crazy? Yeah. Oh, okay. But... I'm an avi personnel. See you guys. But keep it real for all the women out there. Oh, okay. That crazy... That's... Turn you on a little bit, don't you? It definitely. I see. I love it. Listen, it's all... It's all... It's all... Out there. I'm a good guy. Oh, it's... Don't talk about the good guys. Hey, I'm Mr. Good guy. Yeah. Hey, I'm Captain Good guy. I go to work, I come home, I eat dinner every night at the same time. Hey, good guy. Watch Amazon Prime movies, I see everything. I put my... I put my... I put my... I put my... I'm telling you. But I was big on... But I put my... I put my... Yeah. Well... Well... I first met her... I didn't think you would have got right. Why? Because... It first... If I look back on myself four years ago coming out of prison... I was just having fun. You know what I'm saying? And when I went and got in there for liggin' me and did all this shit. But then... I thought I'd notice that... Like, she stood out. She helped the... And I was saying that she didn't know. Like, everything. There were a lot of things I didn't have to do. You know what I'm saying? That other people didn't do. And could've done. And she did it. You know what I'm saying? And... And it's just saying to say that she was a teen player. She had no... You know, it could be 13 o'clock in the morning. She fixed me some wheelchair differential for that. You said 13. It could be 15, 30 in the morning. Wake up out my sleep and say, I just had a dream about a fauna cake. And she gonna wake up and go try her best to make me a fauna cake. I love it. You love a fauna cake, huh? I just love a ma... Whatever I need them to do. They love me, they understand me, they understand me. I might spaz the f*** out, but when I come down, I'm gonna steal your love. Did you ever spaz out? She said, she'll dumbass them. She don't say that. Oh, look at why you had to look like this. Because she... I deal with a... I deal with some mis-of-woman. So, mis-of-woman wanted to hear you to sit y'all dumbass. So, mis-of-woman... No, I want mis-of-dew. But they didn't get to a point where she had tell me. No, she was, he swear, hey, sweets. She called you sweets. That's it. They call honey bun and sh**. Honey bun. They got you on commissary. I don't give a f***. They got that nigga with that... I don't tell a f***ing thing. Let me just tell you something. If this f***ing thing don't let go, no rickety. She brought a cameo with a whole gay name for honey bun. Honey bun. Honey bun. Honey bun. She like, okay honey bun. Okay. No, nigga. Why would you call this f***ing thing? Honey bun. I can be mad as sh**. And this thing... It's like... Register. He's go back to the honey buns and prisoners. He's a registered. He's a registered. That's f**ing thing. Can't we even go on this and not. See what I'm gonna. He's a registered. I'm still f**k. Why are they registered? But so you got a show coming? Yeah. It was an idea. I ain't gonna lie. I was so focused on trying to get the music and shit back right. I was so focused on trying to get the music and shit back going. Trying to figure out a formula to break back through with the music because the music is good. I just don't got no mark on it. So, in the meantime, in the 20th time, you know, she would hit me. So, you know, she rises. So, I'm like, you know, in fact, there's something to do. You know, whatever you want to do, I'm gonna support it. I'm gonna be in it. Whatever I got, the connections, whatever I'm puttin' by. I'm with it. I'm gonna support it. So, uh... Is this gonna be wrong, uncut? Wrong uncut. And we're gonna stream it. If I watched it, Drake Ray, they ain't got the word about... No, if you wanna watch it, I gotta... Oh, no. If you wanna watch it. If you, I was saying, how some people and they wife be interested in this. No, I ain't. No, brother. Fuck you, turn that up. Now, but I'm be sliggin' me today, sendin' my money. Money. That's what I'm trying to figure out with type of TV show, y'all. Yeah, I mean, cause I want to know, like, this is like... Y'all shootin' the TV show, they're gonna put it on TV. Y'all shoot some X-ray, cause I don't want to... No, no, let it be. The last thing I wanna do is... Better hurry for next, what is show, y'all. I'm gonna let you do the... You're gonna put it on the camera. Yeah, let me know. Yeah. Goddamn it. What did you do with that? It's for the love of a two-feeted. No, the love of a six. And... We're gonna do 10 women. Mm-hmm. Everyday, we're gonna do a elimination. And we're gonna do a thing on me for two weeks. Is this something that y'all could put on, like, TV? Or is this something that has to be... Yeah, it's gonna be on... So, my first time, my time here... I'm talking, you came up with that idea. Is this... Yeah, but I got the V. P-G. I'm gonna talk to me now. See, she got the idea. I got the V. Okay. So is this P-G? Yeah, it's most definitely P-G. Okay. Man, let me say this now. It's not gonna be nuts and goods. Okay. Cool. No, it's gonna be nuts and goods. She ain't gonna get nuts and goods. You know, you might get some claps or some shit. You know what I'm saying? But, no, it's not gonna be like that. It ain't gonna be... No, it's gonna be for the world to see. Yeah, it ain't gonna be got a family of ordinary. You know, like I said, she got five. I'm in a situation where I'm probably gonna have two more men. So, I wanted to be like a family of time. I wanted to be wet after the 10 women. After this, after we find out somebody in a relationship with this one, we're gonna move forward with the next... So, the kid is gonna be on the show? The next thing. Yeah. The kid is gonna tell they're gonna have input on who they like. It might be a good idea. My company is really before. Yeah, kid. Yeah, yeah. We might let the kids through. I don't like her dance. You know kids tell the truth. You know, four and a billion. You're like, 10. So, the guy... I live in the lemonade one or two people. Not a airtime. We might let the squeeze in there. They win for the most part. They eliminate the one y'all won the most part. Before the most part, I'm taking the series. And I want the first thing I put out. I really wanted to do. So, how are y'all figuring out? Because now people are going to see this. And you're going to get some contestants for the show right here. But how y'all figuring out who stay? I'm letting her draw out. See, this... You hear me? I'm letting her draw this. This told me... Talk to me now. Talk to me now. What was the bitch? So, how y'all doing this? You thought I talked about the money part. You thought I talked about the money part. And I said, how y'all going to figure out which one to stay? I mean, she's the last bitch standing. But what got to be some of the qualities that she got to come with the key plus thing? I know that, my everybody might get kicked out. If she don't meet them quite serious. Yeah, my asses. I can't get to the point. I can't get to the point. Just because it's a TV show, you got to put on. You got to come and be a woman. You got to come and you got to have a personality. You got to be able to... You got to be gay. She's not even going to work with her even I ain't gay. She ain't gay. Everybody, I don't want gay. And get what? The reason why I'm letting her do this is because everybody... I brought around. We had to keep going from around us. So, get what I said here. You do it. You all going to be going to take some of the show? Yeah, we're going to go on dates. Yeah, we're going to go out. We're going to go to the firm. I'm going to see what the whole time now. You think we're going to have to cook off like a cook off. You see what they can cook? You're going to see the whole good cook. Chef Ramsay. We don't feel the whole good cook. I was done over my whole, because she can cook. And what I'm saying, I'm going to cook no can. Yeah, come on, Braille. But let's just be from real to the... Wait. You... Like, it can't go all the way to the end of the show. Like, you can't buy it and ain't tried this. I'm a little, try a prolly. Oh, okay. Because I'm about to say you can buy a f***. At the end of the day, you know, I'm going to f***ing... I'm going to f***ing lie with you. Somebody don't get clapped. Somebody don't get clapped. You know, I'm just saying at the end of the day. Somebody don't get clapped. At the end of the day, you know I'm going to a car ride and say, give me that car without tension. I'm not going to get clapped. Two kilos, I'm not going to say. We just like, bup, bup, bup, we all are sorry. Two kilos. Two kilos. We don't pun this, I mean. We're going to pun this. Tag team. Wait, we're going to pun this, huh? Let me in. We're going to pun this, huh? Two, three, I'm going to get pun. Like, like, like, how was it when we our first many chub? Who said something to who? I said something, I was on the line about three months. What? How did it go? How did you first bust your first move on it? I was the guy. I was on the b***. It's work that's one of my t*** tops on. And I hit that b***. And what did you say? You see what it is? What is it? You see, she ain't paying you no attention at first. A little bit, like she's a little macho. Sometimes she don't. Yeah. And one day I was up in New York. And my, she jumped out there. Mm-hmm. If I accident or you knew she was coming. No, she jumped out there. What I mean is she jumped out there like, she's the idiot. She's the, either look. I think she would look at my views or something. Look at my stories. No, I texted her. I said, why don't you ever face time me? Yeah, she acted like I was like, I ain't no good. Did you go get a haircut before your face time? I'm like, I'm gonna get back. I was already the thing. I was fresh out. I had to meet him. No, I didn't give up. Oh my God, it went to the club. And they ain't even that know I just look off. Jumped in the road with what? I got her hair. And they were mad in the mouth. I didn't take her hair back to the condo. I appreciate it. I took her hair back to the condo. And we kicked it, we watched movies. We were on the same, we talked. And we didn't do that. And that's what I respect it. Like, if I like you, I ain't gonna try you. I leave you women that much because I already know I'm irresistible. I'm not going to, I'm not going to. Yeah, yeah, yeah. See, what I don't understand is when women get in my prison, it's hard to resist me. See, see, see, don't do that. But she did that. Why she do that? Because she, no, she, listen, she be trying to, she be trying to power down my makin'. I be makin'. I be makin'. And she don't be want me to mak. You know what I'm saying? And I be makin'. And I just be letting her know I be makin'. So listen, if you get in my prison, I don't mean no harm. It's your being me. So I be sayin' that because everybody be on the internet. Oh, he ugly, ugly. Then when they see me, they say, you don't look the same, you look on social media. Yeah, I know. And then what you got for me, since I will ugly for you, makin'. Yeah, I don't want to f**king for free now. You want to get on the line? Women. Want me to shoot? What if you shoot? What if you shoot? What if you shoot? What if you shoot? What if you shoot? What if you shoot? What if you shoot? What if you shoot? What if you shoot? What if you shoot? What if you shoot? What if you shoot? What if you shoot? What if you shoot? What if you shoot? I think around, I feel bad for leaving and not telling them, because if something really was to happen, I, like, you know what I'm saying? So when I got halfway to a house, I was like, I'm bush, you know, I'm on feed paper, I can't ride. Like, oh, we like this, so I'm like, calm my man. Well, you in, bro. I mean, we at the club, bro, you straight, knee song, I'm like, no, bro, I'm like, bro, I'm 14, man, waiting to get out of hell, bro. Well, you in, I'm like, I'm outside, bro, I'm in the truck, like, I'm like, bro, I don't know, I'm in, I mean, you said, I don't know what I'm, man, I'm filing the GPS, I'm from Memphis, you know what I'm saying? You guys, man, bro, what you think? I said, I'm for the rap, past that first. He said, all right. I'm staying on the phone, I said, all right, he said, I'm on the way, though, he left the club. He like, I'm leaving by myself, he told the other guys, and he was with, stay right around the field. He got in the, in the sling shot, and rushed out there, sent the man to me. So I rolled past the house, I ain't trust it. I rolled back past. I said, okay, you know what I mean, saying, weird, I, I saying, huh, she got in the car, he on the phone the whole time, but I went from there, went to the gas station, and my brother. What you think about this, when he pulled up on you? What did you say to yourself? What was going on? I ain't going like, first I was getting him. That's what I, I dodged him for a minute. What did you tell him? It was crazy? He is crazy. I don't talk, don't talk, don't talk. Don't talk, I ain't going to. Like, what I was saying on the internet, say, I didn't know him at all, from Adam. My little brother didn't know him, and I was just like, wow, man, he just popped out with this girl, he got a girl. Why are you trying to chill with me for? So a couple of weeks when my eyes hit me, and I was like, I couldn't go out there, see what his vibe was like, and I like to see he was a gentleman, he was real sweet, he didn't try to have something to do, he treated me like a lady, and I like to see him. Okay. And we've been like, and every since he picked me up that day, I ain't left this side. You never want that? No. He was over. And she made me into the condo. She made me, man, right? I moved in the condo, right? So, you know, I was still willing and dealing in the streets, I'm still moving and grooving all the b****s. And I need a house to go to a show. I go take her to my being right, open up TikTok the next morning. And she got a sock solve with a whole TikTok slime across the floor. You know, slime's doing it. It's like a two-ringer. That's the old, my God. And every f****** know if they're dealing with me, they know my spot. Like, I said, yeah, I'm through. And she, she, she, she, she, she was in peace. She shed them hooves, they all slid right in his living. Stop it, you n******. You're done. I swear to God, you ain't called that n******. Yeah. Yeah, yeah, yeah. Well, yeah, I'm just doing it all the time. Yeah, that's what's up. How do you deal with the pressure of people talking? You were warm and shook. How do you deal with it? I don't. I'm a none-confrontational person. So I block out a lot of things. He handle everything. I'm not a confrontation at all. But if you get in my face, most definitely, I'm a pappy-ass. Yeah. She wanted them tight. You got to hit her. She wanted them. She wanted them can. She ain't, you know what I'm saying? You know what I'm saying? And one of my brothers told me, you know what I'm saying? Like, bro, it takes so much to make you real mad to do something to a m******. But I f****** up about you because of it. You know what I'm saying? Because I can accept a lot. You know what I'm saying? Like the rents on social media is just me running. I'm not a n******. I ain't in the street. This episode of Being Housework for Game is brought to you by Trap Kings, NFL Playoffs. Playoffs. Let's go, Trap Kings, sportsbook, and official sports betting partner of the NFL. It takes every moment feel bigger. A running back cuts through the line, a strip sack flips the field, a tight end hauls in the kind of touchdown grab you talk about for years, postseason games shift fast. 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So I'm very technology savvy. So I'm working on a website right now, put in the Ape to sign up. I was gonna do about email, but I won't. Is it any easier y'all looking for? It's 21 in a... 21. Is it a cut off limit? From my f***ing f***ing e-life. I'm gonna lie, b***h 65, I can come down. Yeah, you got nice machine to do. I'm not sure that's a million people. I'm not sure if I need 50, 60, 60, 60, 60, 60, 60, 60, 60, 60, 60, 60, 60, 60, 60, you know, we gotta go on. I'm dead, that's why I'm asking. Yeah, come on down. I'm asking is it a cut off line? You know what I mean? Because that's gonna be a crazy show. You got b***h in it, 22 and a b***h. You got some b***h 70, 1 years old jump out with a grey b***h. It's her style. Look good, the b***h. The road's ruined. Come on down, 70, 1 year old. I'm not sure. Yeah, yeah, yeah. You know, you had a 63 when he was locked up, met her on a... She gonna be able to teach you. She gonna be able to teach you. She gonna be able to teach you. She gonna be able to teach you. Yeah, we gonna be wins. Yeah, you help wash them kids. Man, we ready to get out. Yeah, yeah, how's Graham, momma? You know, we going out there. You sh**. There's all a missing, you know what I'm saying? She knows Graham, momma. I just ain't over. I ain't doing it like I used to. I used to, I was disrespecting, you know, bringing one my home. You know, just because I like her. You know what I'm saying is, you just submitted that you missing an in-home Graham, momma. That's f***ing wrong. That was real. No, no, we got it. We got it. No. I just didn't get it. Like f***ing, we get somebody 70 out of this f***ing wrong. We gonna miss you. We gonna go to the club. Leave all the babies here. Nah, yeah, nah, yeah, nah. Nah, no, no, no, no, no. Older one, I ain't no son, so sh**. You know, she could teach me something. Um, huh. Let me show wild drink him and his shoe, and his mangling the 70 year old woman. That's crazy. You know how you're right, man. Dreaming an A thing. Uh, damn. When she was young, my f***ing... This sh**t wasn't even out. This is our first joint in 70. She had to... Oh, oh, oh, oh. That's a wild sh**. You bitch sh**. Man. I'd better be fun, though. I wish you had an old woman on a social shoot. This sh**, I'd be fun, it's here. Oh, we are two of the 60 year old. All right. All right. Let's do it. Listen, what was it about how that made you just stop and say, I'm done. I got it right here. I'm getting out of the game and I'm cool. It was recently. What'd you mean, how long? About six months ago, sir, maybe months ago. And what would you take? What came into your mind? What was it about? Um... She cared a little about it. What about it possessed those qualities of... The women these days are not submissive. They're not submissive today. Especially in this generation. Is it submissive or is it feminine? Yeah, I say both. Like because I say both because submissive, like women don't like to... You know, hey, sweet, hey, they got a... Hey, you sh**, you sh**, you sh**, you can't do this to me. I'm sorry. But do you think, let me ask you a real question, though. No. Do you think it's the whole whole thing? Do you think it's the way you do it? Because the man make a woman do whatever if his energy is right. Yeah, but you... I don't want to do all that. No, that ain't the truth. I'll eat you enough. I got some... It's out here. He can do all that. But I need you to understand as a man when I lay it down, this is what it is. This is what a submissive woman gonna do. This is what it is, baby. Tomorrow we eggs, y, and z. And guess what? The king in you, the trust that she got in you every time, is gonna make her say, okay. It's not gonna make her say, oh well, no, I think we should do this and do... Now, is she do say it? And she right? And it is what it is. But if she won't, they go to show you why you shouldn't be ex-a-women for God. And they're women God. But let me ask you something. Oh, sir... All right, you got with you, right? And this is important. A lot of women is willing to let a man lead, and willing to be submissive when you own your sh- and you stand in all your business as a man, and you being who you say you are to her. And you deliver her, right? Do you think she was patient? Because you was still f- She was patient because... She was willing to be submissive and do it and all that. But you, could you say you wasn't playing your part? Needs him. He's still English, isn't he? He's still English, isn't he? He's still English, isn't he? He's still English, isn't he? Because you're an understanding that, that, that, that, that, that, when I tell you that, you're a real, real, real, real, real, real, real, real, real, real, real trouble. Yeah. She didn't be in a situation where it could have been, hold me, like these folks, hold me. And all she said was, no, I ain't doing it. See what I'm gonna say? I ain't go to jail. So you gotta understand that vibe is different. It's the energy here is different. It's like, and I'm dealing with other women who can't even do hair for it. We ain't relationship with women who bringin' me information, saying this and saying this, who tryin' to knock her out the boat, and then I'm fine and now she's about you and then you ain't even right, or even doing hair, but I'm gonna accept her for what she is doing. And you ain't doing hair for that. You faking and flogging for real. And at least she holding up her bargain, making sure when I come in my bad water ran, I get soaked bombs and shit. Oh, you like, you like, so bomb, huh? No, she just might do it sometimes. I like it. But what if she forget to do it? If she forget to do it then it's so bad. But you gotta understand. She's following one able to cook, just give me some, he wanna burble. Everything goes back to jail. And I'm gonna be all right. Everything goes back to jail. He just said, because we want to do something, could have been her or me, man. If she basically told me, like, I'm right. So she's gonna do it. He just, he just, he just, he just, he just, he just, he just let us know. He fell in love. The day she said she would go to jail for him, he like, yeah. I've met my match. Yeah. She was gonna put it for me, because you would go to jail for her. Yeah. They were the color, get me. And I would bring back the jail. Hey, this about her. We just want you to, oh, we just, and we can do this. I'm not folks. She been real with me. Even if she would fake the name, I'd see love. My idea is what it is. Let's get it. Like, I know love. It's a rock. When you gotta do our lit. I want my match to jail with me too, man. He told me on the dial. Because I'm trying to figure out how you get out six days before her. They did it. They did it. People in turn don't have a bestigation. The fans come and get a list of them. Or, huh, you got, you were home. You were home being burgers or sh** in the house. Baby, you want me on the other side? He told my baby. He told my baby. You want me on the other side? He told my baby. I was just, he's ready. He told my daughter, he let me out early to her. What a f**king let you out early to her. They let you out seven days before her. He's ready to run his wife. I don't know. They did it. It happened the whole time. It was a long story. But they were right here. They was at the gate. They followed me. They asked me this out too late. You take me to jail. You told them what? I was in Atlanta. I was in Atlanta. I rushed to the airport. By the time I was in Atlanta, I was going to jail. By the time I got to the federal building, they let me out. You don't get out because of money and the fees. They just let you out. It's not, it's, and it all rides on your history. You know, jail history. If you got people that, uh, that can vouch for you, like they, you don't get out, you can't pay off your money. You don't just get the f**king out. They ain't even let him pay no mind. Because that, he came out the room with the people. He went in the room. He ate a tea state because it filled the guy's teeth. He drank the root beer soda in a game of cigarette. And he just walked right out of that. On his wipe, though? Yeah, he walked out of the American. Yeah, and she, she, she loving. He ate it, listen, he ate a tea state where extra man eggs and ketchup. It was dripping, and it was on his shirt. It was on his shirt. And they just, he's like, you can leave, sir. He just left. I said, what? He said, yeah, because this, they got a new system now. You've been in jail while, you know, I'm like, new system. Yeah. You've been in jail while, that's what they do now. You know, I'm going to do the right thing. Let me tell you, you know, right? This is called me from jail. He was panicking one time, right? I'm talking about panicking like a, I'm, I'm all wet. So apparently he, in the hole, right? And the young, come to the hole, right? Uh-oh. And you'll see, you know? I ain't come to myself. But, but apparently the young, had told on some, right? So he called himself, you know, he already been down for like 10, 12 years. Some shit like that. He called himself trying to check the young book. Young, you know, young book. What the fuck you fucking, that man, you fool? He said, man, he, he, he saying you got busy, man. Why you do that, man? You, you shouldn't have did that, young and man, that ain't. You try and get him off the wall. You know, young book told him. That's the fastest way. Oh, you're high. You try and get him off the wall. Young book told him. Oh, he mind your business, man. You still reading the book that ain't nobody reading. No more, it ain't nobody going by the moon's nose. No, it's what he said. He said, oh, here. First of all, now I'm going to get right. There's other young boys on the table because I'm figure I'm the senior. So I got to tell a young boy, man, that ain't right. What you doing? Because they brought the other young boys and locked them in itself. First, you know how they got the double cage and the sherf man with a person that's telling they being the kids by themselves on their base. So they let him out last. So he come down the door and I said, nothing you come to the gate, man. I got, I'm going to smoke here. Man, you're going to smoke. Let me talk to you nephew. I said, listen, man, what you doing to them ain't right, man. You're friends. You're playing dumb. Listen to your friends. I'm all awesome, Jill. Right? He changed my whole... Listen, listen, listen. I wasn't even tired. I was in the jobs. But as he told me when he told me, I said, I got to take a nap. He said, listen, oh, here. First of all, you need to mind your business. Second of all, you playing by some rules in the book down Reno more. You been in jail too long, nigga. It is what it is. I jumped up on my top bunk. I went there and I took a nap. I said, this is different. I got on the phone and I got my car. I said, this is anybody better get out them streets. So he called me. I pick up. You ever call from him? I said, this is... Get out. Get out, man. Get out, man. Hold. You don't want me. What are you doing? What are you doing? What did he want to want the kids to say? What did he want the kids to say? What did you mean? About your disrespecting. You know, you got bold reds. What did he want the kids to say about you doing? I had worked in the f**k out. He was... See, see, now, it's two types of joints. Now, it's two ways of me seeing things, right? See, God gave you choices, right? God gave you two types of choices. And a lot of times that song playing my... If I see... If it's danger coming my way, Kenny Rogers playing my head. What's the... To know when the fold, um... Know when the hold, um... The most important part of the song. Know when the walk away. Know when the run. So me, I'm sitting here, and I sit there myself. If he was a bit... But if he was one of them young boys, you know what, jail, because you don't understand. And jail, you got dudes that just want to do a thousand pull-ups and pushups for no reason. Yeah, for me. If he was one of them, I would have probably... I probably would have denied and rejected the thing. Because it wouldn't have been necessary. Like you, young, you just want to have energy to have energy. It's really necessary if you just try. Huh? You just try. Yeah, but I wouldn't... I would have... You would have done the rape. No, I... It's not CC. You would have been the rape. I would have renegotiated the whole conversation. You know what, Neff, you write my bad. It wasn't even that deep. So that's... So it's really structural, because we're in the law, I bear. Right. So it's laws, criminal rules and procedures. It's laws about... Like, we get out of this. We ain't got to do this. Right. I see... We supposed to be brothers, man. I guess. You like Neff, you. I guess. Who would finesse him out there? Who would finesse you? I guess. I guess. I guess. I guess. Because it's been... But what I'm saying is, I'm just like, yo, I'm telling you, like, this... It ain't worth it. Right. And you realize it laid on in life, but some people go through the bits and do it and spend their whole life in jail. You got to understand this. Me and you... Right. Together. Both of our lives. We spend more of our life incarcerated than we did free. Right. Even up to right now. Right. So it's like, I don't think a lot of people... You know, when you hear people say whatever they got to say about the street game, a lot of people don't understand it. Because... And when I say don't understand it, you got people that want to glorify I'm a street man. Right. But they don't know the side effects of that shit. Right. Like, we too, brothers here, you four years out of prison, I'm nine years out of prison. You still institutionalize. Right. We still look at life from a jail perspective, from a protection perspective, from a safety perspective, from just an outlook in a different way. Even though our levels of it might be different, but they don't understand that you be... For life. Right. They don't understand that, you know, you might have couldn't make it out. They ain't understand that when you go to jail, you got to go crazy. You got to go insane in order to stay sane. Just to protect your mind and some type of weight. And sometimes you can't even make it back mentally. They don't understand it, though. So it's like, it's a lot. So when I hear people talk about the streets, I'd be like, you know, in the street. Because the whole purpose of the streets is to get out the streets. To get out the shit. Like, you know, when we were born in them, you know what I'm saying? So, you know, the whole objective is to get out of it. Of course, you know what I'm saying? Like, you see it's wrong. You know what I'm saying? The reason is that, you know, being institutionalized is just, I'm not, I won't calm myself into institutionalized. I would say I'm just, I'm struck because I know my flaws. I know what's wrong. Like, I know my problem. Like, it's just hard to reverse it because I don't know how. I don't, so I'm just having a problem with reversing this shit. Like, so in order for me to even know, begin to study on how to reverse this shit. I have to get along. I have to be alone, I have to sit alone. Sometimes I have to be quiet. Sometimes I have to be, you know, make everybody get away from around me. Sometimes I want to leave. Sometimes I make up for all of them and just to leave the house. Just, you know what I'm saying? And she don't know that isolation is what made me. People don't know that isolation is what made me who I am today. Because I spent even in prison, I spent more of my time in isolation than in population. She know now. She, she, but she don't understand it. She don't, she don't understand the dynamics. Like what it feels to be anything. She brings so, so, so for that, she has the patience for me. Right? And that's what I respect. Like because most of them don't even have the patience for that. What you've been through, what can you do for them? So for a month, who can understand your ups and downs, your size, your, you got to ride with it. You got to fuck with it, you know what I'm saying? You got to fuck with it. Even if you didn't, you're all saying you got to fuck with it. Now, I just want to notice you, when you see him, what do you see? I see black, excellent. I see a man just trying. I see a man just growing. I see everything that he wanted to be. He just drugged me later. And it come from a lot of trouble. We'd say it all the time that we come from two backgrounds. Like I was brought up with love. He wasn't. So he'd be so mushy when I tried to show him love. All right, with this shit. No, but how you feel? Crazy novel. My baby, a brother, I ain't gonna lie to the fucking my new borner, because like you can go in the kiss and she like, she don't fuck with it. Like she ain't with it. Like she ain't, and that's how I am. Because like my mom would tell you, like, my mom wouldn't give me who's going to. I didn't get like, I didn't get it. Like I don't know how they feel. Even with, like when I grabbed a hand and hug, I can't do that too long. It's not, no, funny shit. It's just, it's weird to me. It's just, it's not too, it's just still kind of sent cheers to me. So even with her, like if we ain't about to have a son, I'm never all the way on her. Like I'm never all the way on like in public. And like I don't want to get twirled on. I want to like, and not because of images. Nothing got to do with it. It's just, it feel weird. But from her, like it's thought, like I say for like a year and a half ago, it's thought to be like her. Like a grum on feeling. Like you, like I feel like peace. Like the woman that is there, it's hip and like this, the one that's hip and you everything. Even she's taking the bull. You know grum on to the. You see what I'm saying? Like and me, look at like me. I look from my grum on in women. Like I can go break in though. Every man is on the block. When they come to my grum on my house, he ain't do it. And when she come back in there, you, but I love you. Get that shit out my mother. Get it out my straight mother. I gotta put this shit out. Call it get that shit out your mother. But get what? When I get through being a ruggish and lying and I'll grow my steel up in there. And there's a lower to it. See that's the difference between the lower to and low to me. Because I'm gonna just love you. You can wrong them and they'll never wanna deal with you no more. But guess what they'll say? I love you though. But I'm, it's low to you. You did some. And I'm still here with you. 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This is one of me in life now, and I know because I didn't deal with it so long. And then you wonder why that you don't want to be around me because a couple of dollars. What the fuck, bro? I got a pay for loyalty. I got a pay for love and guess the point I've made it to. I understand in that. And I ain't gonna say no name, but I'm gonna say I was talking to Jermaine DePri on the boat in the end of Miami. And he told me he was talking to a specific man. And he said, he asked, I'm like, how the hell do you deal with this? How do you deal with your people leaving and going to the media press about you? How do you deal with it? Like, say I pay for love. I pay for loyalty. And I'm talking about one of the really me in the world. And I ain't gonna say his name because he ain't my being. But there's fuck to know that the rich man in the world deal with the same fucking idea with. And he letting me be known that basically, you got a fucking pay for it. It's an OG. And if you ain't got nothing, you ain't got no love and no love to come in. It's an OG that wants to, the one said, he said, you're gonna love me because you love me or you're gonna love me because you need me or you're gonna love me. Not for real. Yeah, it's hard. It's crazy. It's what you gotta embrace the ones when you write through and they know the issues, they know the problem. They still like, we in the together. I had one of my young kids here, and I said, man, I asked him, both drunk, high. I said, I said, we're gonna happen if I got to go live up on the bridge. You go with me, he said, yeah, I'm gonna go up on the bridge, would you, but when you going on the bridge, we're gonna rob some back. They won't know. And get what that man, they get what they meant to me. He don't plan on leaving. He don't plan on going live. And guess what, his body language really is it. It would know, man, we're gonna figure it out. Nah, you're gonna leave me. They say, they didn't wait. We're gonna figure that out. Oh, you're gonna leave me. You leave me. I'm not gonna get the fuck out of here. Matter of fact, what you got? Yeah, let's start right here. You plan on, you'll be gone in a cinch month. Come on, that's a fucking phone. But they didn't, I ain't gonna lie right here. Nah, we ain't going on no bridge. We're gonna go rob some back. I said, I like that. We're gonna rob some back. You say he mushy. Right, this is the, I think this cat, right? And the reason I said it is, because when you say his names, and when he said his names, he lit up like a Christmas tree. I don't mean liking this shit. No, hold up, hold up, hold up. What's his favorite name between Honeybun and Sweetie? What's his, what name do he like the most? I'm a sweet. What's the guy on the sweet? Huh? I used to call him love, but he's like, I'm not a damn lover. I'm a good person man. You a honey bun. Nah, I don't like no honey buns. We're peeing the butt on it. Oh shit. You want to say that? Side of the throw, okay. Sweet. What you saying? Sweet. Oh, you love that, huh? You lit up when you say that. So you get mushy now. That's good. She working on it. We get it. What if that's what you go to? It be, it be, it be, it be, it be hip. And she be putting my baby on it. Like she, she, she, she put my baby on my, my baby live. So she, like, this is my soft spot. So I can't do nothing without her. Like, it's like, I gotta have her energy. Like, I could be on the road. I got that. I'm like, fly out. Because that's my soft spot. And I always want to be in that spot. Like, I want to be right there. Like, this what I worked hard to be. I worked hard to have a soft spot. I worked hard to be a daddy, to be a good, like, to be, you know what I'm saying? It's just, you still got to know that I'm 10 told, like this. You know what I'm saying? So, Lil Ricky would always be around because this, who gonna put the foot down automatically. Like, this where it's going. Man, Lil Ricky got a grow up, what, that you 33? No, you ain't understanding. It's a big, Ricky now. I say that, say that, say that. But guess what the, Ricky, period. I know. The, different. But Lil Ricky went to jail. The big Ricky not going back to jail. Oh, no, listen, listen, you gotta understand it. I don't wanna go to jail, bro. But you gotta understand it's certain thing that, that, that, that, that, that, that, that, that, circle of stances. No, we not going to jail, but, but, I don't know what. Hear me out, hear me out. About a grace of God. Right. But, circle of stances, not anything by the, not, not that, but things that made surround this life. You know what I'm saying? Like, I'm prepared for the worst. This basically what I'm trying to say. No, but we don't even put them down. I get it, I get it, I get it. It's just, I've been dealt the wrong hand so much. You know, I get it enough time. Listen, but you ain't understand. Look at that, look at the family, the business, and this life, I'm having no good time. I ain't, every, every, every ain't got a turn for me. Nothing good happened. But after the storm coming, coming to sunshine, baby. I understand that too, and, and, and got down and get what, on patient. Patience. On paying our, being patient, long enough. But, got down. Some guy, give. After the storm coming to sunshine, baby. You just got to wait it out sometimes and put that work in. Sure. What songs do he sing to you? He, he, he, he a, he a, he a, he a, he a, he a, he a, he a, what songs he's saying to you? I'm stopped up right now. I would a song to you, Nick. Don't sing to me, Nick. Sing the show. Stop. You think you ain't a cell? You think you're a pro? You think you're gonna sing it to me? You're gonna sing it. Don't do that, man. You trying to go in a cell, don't you? Yeah, I wanted to say, his name was Teddy Pendere. He used to sing to you all the time, Nick. No, no, no, if I want to stop, if I want to ask him, I like more old school than anything. David Ruffin, you know, Lamont Doge, you know. Okay. Yeah, I'm into, you know, I'm into the type of, search halls. I'm, I'm into the old, the music. I love like the 90s R&B, the 80s R&B. All R&B. I'm into it. Like, you know what I'm saying? What did you listen to? What artist right now? Does all of it that you listen to right now? Rapper. R&B, why? Rapper. I listen to a lot of the young, this coming up. Like a lot of the young ones, like like from Memphis, like, I mean, like from the surrounding areas. Did you? It's my little brother. He popping it out right now. He calling Mr. Poppit out. He turning up on the star and just, I was like, let him go out there because he's, like I said, we working. So we're working. We're done with the move. I'm literally, I don't have a whole lot of people that I really love. I was a baby meal, you know. Fat men, couple of, a blue artist. What's your name? What's your, a chat? A Houston? Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah. He said you met him, chat. You know what I'm saying? From Houston. I don't really just be, you know what I'm saying? I ride to a lot of oldies. I ride to high fiel. You know what I'm saying? I don't really ride to a whole lot of like, you got some people who might jump in the car and listen to the shit that people listen to right now on TikTok. I don't do it. I heard it on TikTok. I don't listen to it. Like, it's not like, I don't want to hear it. It's just, I like to listen to what I'm going through. Half-year, what I'm, you know what I'm saying? A lot of my music come from my grandma, my tool. My grandma, my listen to a lot of music. And sometimes when I listen to certain music or watch certain movies, I get my grandma and my, and I feel better. Now, when is show, when we inspect and show? You can probably give me like two to three more weeks we'll be up and running. Two at the most, two, two, three at the most. Okay. Where can they check you all out of that shit? What, what all the social media they can check you out of that? Check me out. Mofio. Your whole movement. Well, we got to do it on, well, we just playing on doing our YouTube. Yeah. We got to two feet of YouTube trying to come and song. And that's what we're going to be earning it. And that's what everything's going to be coming in real song, out of videos, and a couple other platforms that it, I can be placed on, you know what I'm saying? But mainly YouTube. But when somebody gets cracked, you're going to be on, it's a tight, yeah. So you're going to be like, you know, you're like, you don't like YouTube. Yeah. Make sure you're going to be looking for that. Time. You're going to be glad we appreciate you, bro. I appreciate you, man. You know what I mean? I appreciate you, man. You know what I mean? I appreciate you, man. Anytime. Anytime. You got to be, man. This, uh, this being an Oscar for gain, it's low-ricky, big, ricky, to nest two times and to 50. Come on, shit. It's just like, right. Time.