Radiohead — “All I Need”

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While living in Oakland, California and working as the music I played the new Radiohead album, the 2003 Radiohead album, Hail to the Thief, for a classroom of fifth graders, and I asked those kids to draw pictures based on what they heard and how it made them feel. Jail, prison. I should still be in prison. Tom York's voice draws you closer. It makes you lean in toward him conspiratorially, even when he's literally singing the words, walk into the jaws of hell. It's wild, man. I am standing in a fifth grade classroom in San Leandro, California, surrounded by nine, 10, and 11-year-olds who are not at all psyched about being forced to listen to the celebrated zeitgeist-defining English rock band Radiohead. I found a fifth grade teacher who would consent to this experiment, and the kids' parents consented to letting me publish their kids' drawings. Here's the first drawing by Maddie, age 10. Okay, let's see. We got a boy and a girl taking a romantic magic carpet ride amidst pyramids and swirling clouds, and Maddie, I'm pretty sure this is a scene from the Disney movie Aladdin. I'm gonna tell you up front, I don't think every kid took the listen to Radiohead prompt super seriously. That's fine. It's fine. Thank you, Maddie. Yeah, the teacher consented, the parents consented, but the actual fifth graders notably had no say in the matter. Their teacher says, this is a direct quote. She says, this is not hip-hop. I'm not asking if you like it. End quote. She ain't gotta ask. Radiohead frontman and generational spokesman Tom York is enticingly moaning the words, walk into the jaws of hell in a fifth grade classroom over glistening mournful piano. That song is called sit down stand up haunting piano riff, phenomenal oppressive suffocating atmosphere, and the kids don't give a hoot. The kids are giggling. The kids are fidgeting. The kids immediately ask if we can listen to 50 Cent or Sean Paul instead. No. And then Tom York sings the raindrops 47 times in a row. And so one of the kids, Willie, he's 11, Willie draws a picture of a house with a sad frowning kids staring out the window at a torrential rainstorm. I will both display these drawings on video and describe them verbally for our audio only listeners. I respected incredible detail work on all the raindrops by Willie. This unfortunately is one of the more cheerful and less concerning of the 30 odd child's drawings I collected during this misbegotten scheme. Just to establish a weather spectrum, another kid, Kaya, also 11, Kaya pointedly ignores the raindrops entirely and draws a giant sun beating down on three people trudging through a hellish, unforgiving desert landscape. One person's got a speech bubble that says, I'm tired. Another person says, I'm thirsty. And the third one says, I'm dying of heat. Not ideal, psychologically, but still, alas, most of Kaya's classmates aren't handling this as well. Dig Tom York on volcanic indignant hail to the thief opening track 2 plus 2 equals 5, busting through the wall like the Kool-Aid man. If the Kool-Aid man were frowning and crying, I went into this somehow imagining that I was going to play the entire 2003 Radiohead album, Hail to the Thief, for a classroom of fifth graders, all 56 minutes and 35 seconds of it. And I was mistaken. The collective giggling only intensified as Tom York's impassioned, apocalyptic wailing intensified. And I found the kids amused indifference to be disturbing and almost sacrilegious. Yo, this is Radiohead. This is the greatest rock band that ever lived. Dude, these guys made OK Computer, the greatest album of all time. Where are your parents? Also please don't show these drawings to your parents. This drawing by Adam, he's 10. Let's see, we got a Grim Reaper with a scythe, a skull in crossbones, multiple anguished ghosts, an alien lizard guy, a cactus, a lot of desert imagery happening, and also for emotional variety, a balloon, a sunlit mountain range, a pipe organ, and a thing of McDonald's fries. Looks like Adam's learned a valuable lesson today about corporatization. Everything, everything, everything, and it's trustin' We got two songs into Hail to the Thief and then Bailed. Track three on that record is an aching, glacial, exquisitely somnolent piano ballad called Sail to the Moon. And I thought these kids are either gonna fall asleep or riot. And I panicked and I aughtabold and I threw on everything in its right place. Mesmerizing, amniotic opening track on landmark 2000 Radiohead classic Kid A. Oh come on, certainly these young punks know Kid A. The album that redefined rock and roll for a grim new century. Don't you read Pitchfork? Meanwhile, Hannah is 10 years old and, hmm, Hannah draws a stick figure preparing to leap off a mountain while saying, I hate my life, flanked by a giant frowning sun and the grim reaper holding a blood dripping scythe and saying yes. Joined here by the devil with 666 written over his head. The devil's also saying yes to encourage the stick figure's imminent suicide. There is a second falling stick figure in midair, mid-suicide halfway down the mountain, and a dead stick figure crushed into the ground below next to a fourth stick figure who I believe just shot himself while standing beside a gravestone and beneath a torrential rain cloud. Great detail work on these raindrops as well. And I'm looking at this drawing back at my desk afterward and I'm like, oh no. And then I play the children the national anthem. Track three off kid A because I figure the kids will really respond to the malevolent bass heavy, kraut rock groove and the scrunking free jazz horns. Regrettably the kids responded. OK, this picture. We got four dead stick figures, two of them hanging, and a fifth dying stick figure who is holding, I think it's a knife. It's a knife or an arrow or a machete. The devil, I presume, is once again lurking in the bottom right and saying, stay with me. Ha, ha, ha. While in the upper right corner are the words, you can't stay here with an arrow pointing to the gateway to hell. I presume this means that you have to go into hell and not just stand outside the gateway to hell. Tom York did sing the words, walk into the jaws of hell verbatim. Sorry, this picture was drawn by Hannah, age 10. And hold on a second, I am just now realizing 20 plus years later that unless there are two 10 year olds in this class named Hannah with identical handwriting, the same Hannah drew both these last two pictures featuring two devils and eight dead or dying stick figures total. Well, at least she's enthusiastic. I better put on a more cheerful Radiohead song. And then I play them paranoid Android. Yo, what jail, prison? What hang the DJ paranoid Android? Prog rock guitar god freak out lead single off 1997's okay computer. The aforementioned greatest album of all time. Fifth graders kicking screaming Gucci little piggy. Okay, brace yourselves. Here's the drawing that still haunts me and condemns me. Jeffrey with a J, age nine, nine years old. Okay, we got five dead stick figures here. One hanged. One in the heart, one pointing a gun at his own head, one with a hypodermic needle sticking out of his hand and one drowned and or crushed at the bottom of a waterfall. That's a new one. Yet another grim reaper with a bleeding scythe yet more graves with RIP on the gravestones. Yet another gateway to hell. This one labeled road to hell with a short line of people approaching the road to hell Up on the way Up on the way Up on the way Up on the way Up on the way Up on the way The flag in the wide, the flag in the wide. No one but us children, no one but us children. I suspect we did not get that far into the song Paranoid Android in this classroom on that day. And thus the kids were cruelly denied the life-changing experience of hearing Tom York moaning the panic, the vomit, the panic, the vomit amidst a hypnotic demoralizing reverse celestial acoustic guitar tailspin. We probably bailed during the first freak out guitar solo. As the fifth graders are drawing, I wander around the classroom looking at the stuff on the walls, all their other remarkably more upbeat and appropriate drawings. And I also read the posted official class rules for room 14, which include don't fidget, be helpful and keep negative ideas to yourself. Tom York would not thrive in this environment. Meanwhile, Daniel, who was 10 years old, Daniel drew a 1,000 foot ice cream cone posed next to a smiling, delighted, one foot tall person for scale. Fantastic. No notes. Like all of his former classmates, Daniel's in his 30s now, and even so, I hope he's doing great. Don't leave me high, don't leave me dry. Then I played the kids high and dry, a graceful, buoyant, mercifully accessible, melodically generous 1,000 foot ice cream cone of a tune from Radiohead's Maximum Guitar God second album, released in 1995 and called The Benz. Playing high and dry is the first remotely sane and defensible decision I've made this whole time. The kids liked this one. The kids liked this one and only this one. Some of these kids were possibly not even born yet, back in 1993, when Radiohead released their debut album, Pablo Honey, but to give them a taste of how it all started, I regale the class with an encouraging song called, "'Anyone Can Play Guitar.'" If the world does turn, and if London burns, I'll be standing on a beach with my guitar. Listen to how youthful and carefree Tom York sounds. Here's a correspondingly simple and pleasant and carefree drawing for you, Earl W, age 10. All right, all right. Earl has drawn a lush, breathtaking landscape of towering, beautiful mountain peaks. And what are these? Puffy clouds or verdant forests or both or neither. But this picture deftly conveys the sense of a colossal and inviting and awfully soothing environment, an entire planet to explore and enjoy. If you squint, you can almost convince yourself, Earl is deliberately channeling the mountains on the Kid A album cover. And we got a tiny little Pokemon type dude, just chilling near the bottom right of this drawing, totally at peace, just taking in all the majesty. And the little Pokemon type dude's got a little speech bubble that says, mommy, please come help. Okay, time to wrap this up. Upbeat music I am intense, apparently, on steering these board in different traumatized fifth graders back toward the new Radiohead album. And so our program today concludes with Sail to the Moon, the aching glacial exquisitely somniline piano ballad I wisely avoided earlier. I was going to close with Creep, the apocle grandiose guitar god's self-loathing national anthem off Radiohead's debut album, Pablo Honey, but I realized just in time that Creep has like 50 pound swear words in it. That would have gotten me kicked the fuck out of this elementary school. And rightly so. Anyway, the teacher announces that Sail to the Moon will be the last song, and everyone shears. 30 odd fifth graders all go, yes! A few pump their fists. My work here is done. So, Sail to the Moon. Great closer. That's a joke. Given all the glacial aching in that song, it takes Tom Yorke quite a while to sing all those words, but I'd never notice that Tom sings, maybe you'll be presidents and no right from wrong. And Tom could very well be singing directly to these fifth graders. He could be addressing the youths in both a vaguely encouraging and specifically bitterly political sort of way. Let's not get into it. Let's focus on Tom Yorke sitting at the piano, crooning directly to the youth that apparently disdains him. Here's the last drawing I'll show you. And this one also still haunts me and still startles me with its perceptiveness. Chris is 10 years old and Chris draws a lone figure sitting in a piano surrounded by a huge and truly oppressive feeling amount of white space, especially behind the piano. This white space is broken up only by a crowd, an ominous crowd of mostly faceless ovals staring at the piano player on stage. You can just totally tell they're all staring. This picture is one third total blankness, one third lone anguished seeming figure at the piano, one third mostly faceless mob. Yeah, I've written and or spoken tens of thousands of words about Radiohead in my illustrious career, but I ain't never captured Tom Yorke's essence the way Chris just did. There is nearly always a gorgeous morose oppressed full band raging or elegantly moaning behind Tom Yorke. He's got friends, he's got bandmates, he's got co-conspirators, he's got backup, but he still always sounds so alone to me. Or at least he does now. So that's what I learned today. What did the kids learn today? Fuck all, if you don't mind my saying. Exactly. If you don't mind my saying, excuse me, my apologies for not keeping my negative thoughts to myself. They learned to saw it all, as the English might say. Don't let weird rock critics into our classroom. That's what these kids learned. Shout out the parents of all these traumatized children for not finding me and beating me to death. Speaking to you now, as a father of children, I would not consent to this experiment. No, sir, I would not sanction this buffoonery. Beat it, blog boy. Stay away from my family. Go get your content elsewhere. Why did I do this? Well, for one thing, yeah, I needed content. I had a weekly column, man. I had to feed the beast to use a journalism term I learned at the East Bay Express. But I also did genuinely wonder if the youth were into Radiohead. And anecdotally, it turns out that they ain't or they weren't. And this shocked and dismayed me back in 2003. And then four years later in 2007, all these kids are what, 13 or 14 or 15 now, they're teenagers. They're the increasingly sullen youth. And Radiohead's got another new album. And this one's free on the internet, if you want. And I do wonder if any of those kids listened to this new record and remembered that day I polluted their fifth grade classroom. And I wonder if any of those kids heard this new aching, glacial, exquisitely somnolent extra majestic Radiohead piano ballad and thought to themselves, not this shit again. I'm in the middle of your picture, by an illusion. My name is Rob Harvella. This is the 41st episode of 60 Songs That Explain the 90s, colon the 2000s. And this week, we are discussing all I need by Radiohead from their 2007 album in Rainbows, which is the third best Radiohead album. Okay, computers, number one, the Benz is number two. I will be taking no questions at this time because it is time for an advert. Refreshing Wild Cherry Cola meets smooth cream. The treat you deserve. Pepsi, Wild Cherry and Cream, treat yourself. Apparently, there is often no ad after I say that it's time for the ad break. And I don't know whether to be honored or offended by this lack of ads. Why am I exerting all this effort coming up with amusing ways to announce the ad break if there's no fucking ad during the ad break? It's either I'm too cool for capitalism or not cool enough. This strikes me as a very Radiohead problem. We did a Radiohead episode already, if I recall correctly, back when we were doing the 90s. Radiohead first formed in Oxfordshire, England back in 1985 and permanently consisting of Tom York on lead vocals and guitar and piano, etc. Johnny Greenwood on guitar, super, etc. Ed O'Brien on guitar mostly, Colin Greenwood, Johnny's older brother, Colin on bass mostly, and Phil Selway on drums mostly. We did an episode on creep, of course, off Radiohead's 1993 debut album Pablo Honey. I myself was 15 when Pablo Honey came out. And so we did basically a whole episode about how I responded to Radiohead guitarist Johnny Greenwood's jute, jute guitar noise in creep, the same way Beavis did. Beavis, co-star of the sublime, pure riles, like guys defining MTV animated program Beavis and Butthead, which likewise debuted in 1993. Beavis still speaks for me on the topic of creep when Beavis says, yes, yes, rock, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, blah, blah, blah, yeah, yeah, my thoughts exactly, my verbalized words exactly. As a Chatterhead teenager all through high school, my internal and external monologue was basically nah, girls, girls, girls, girls, nah, and that monologue was frequently drowned out by and also righteously fueled by various additional loud, raucous discordant, excellent guitar noises generated by the Oxfordshire rock band Radiohead. Their second and second best album comes out in 1995 and is called The Benz. Their third album, OK Computer, comes out in 1997 and is immediately my favorite album of all time and maybe it still is. Who can say we have time for exactly one clip from The Benz and OK Computer, two of my favorite albums ever made by anybody, so let's choose wisely. I see we've chosen the song Just Off The Benz as a means of illustrating that I've played hundreds of hours of air guitar to those first three Radiohead albums. My air guitar skills are legendary. If I ever competed in the air guitar championships or whatever, my signature song would be Just and I would secure my victory during that part of Just by lifting my air guitar over my head and flipping it around and pushing it into my air amplifier, my air Marshall stack and going for 12 seconds. I tried to play actual electric guitar as a teenager, but I fared poorly. Remember those shreds videos from back when the Internet was still young and cool and fun? Those videos where this genius guitar player guy would take real live footage of Eddie Van Halen or whoever shredding on stage and then the guy would dub hyper realistic terrible guitar playing over it. A lot of those got vaporized, but the ones you can still find are postmodern masterpieces. The shreds videos are a beautiful illustration of the vast gulf between how an amateur guitar player perceives oneself and how an amateur guitar player actually sounds. That's Slash from Guns N' Roses. That's the Slash shreds video, which made me cry laughing this morning. The faint polite applause is really something. Radiohead made me think I could play guitar and not just because they had a song called Anyone Can Play Guitar. Even before they became my favorite band, Radiohead made me think guitar god rock music would rain forever and the electric guitar would rain forever and certainly the electric guitar would rain forever in this band because if you could play rad shit like this all the time, why would you ever want to do anything else? That's from Paranoid Android, the multi-sweet prog rock guitar god freak out lead single off OK Computer. My favorite album ever made, maybe. We had time for two clips from two of my favorite albums ever made by anybody. We made time. OK. That was 90s Radiohead, basically. So October 2000. I'm at an off campus Midwestern college party. Standard college party, replacement level college party. No offense. A bunch of people farting around in an off campus house drinking beer. Lovely. Awesome. I myself, I believe I was drinking woodchuck, the hard cider, the apple juice of beers. Yeah, I've consumed 1.5 to 2.5 woodchucks and I keenly observe that this house has a back bedroom and even with the door shut, there is clearly incredibly loud wall and floor and teeth rattling music blaring in this bedroom. And occasionally I see dudes shuffling in or shuffling out. So I bumble on over there. I open the door. I stick my head in. I assess near total darkness. No lamps or overhead lights on 10 to 12 people, all dudes. And the dudes are all sitting politely and silently. They're sitting in chairs or non-erotically sitting on the bed or on the floor. And the dudes are all facing the stereo against one wall. And the stereo is cranked up ridiculously loud and emitting the only light in the room. And there's another dude standing directly in front of the stereo facing it, bathed in its nauseating digital glow. And I know this guy, friend of mine named Chaz. I worked at the student newspaper with Chaz. Great guy. Everyone liked Chaz and Chaz liked stuff. Right? He had enthusiasm. No irony or cool guy hesitation. If Chaz likes a band or a movie or whatever, he wants you to know about it so you'll like it too. Infectious enthusiasm. And so now I'm standing in this doorway watching a dozen guys, I don't know, watching Chaz as he leans in and presses his forehead against the incredibly loud stereo as though attempting to physically bond with it. And now we are one in everlasting peace. His eyes are closed, his mouth is slightly open, the stereo is physically imprinting onto his forehead and his whole face is a mask of complete rapture and total concentration. And I just think, oh wow. Kid A. Kid A. The fourth Radiohead album is released in October 2000 and is called Kid A. This song is called Idiotech. It is the sound of rock and roll dying. Or more accurately, it is the sound of rock and roll having died. It is the sound of the last dead rock and roll band encased in a solid block of ice like a wooly mammoth. Radiohead are into harsh but beautiful but really harsh electronic music. Now they're into the warp records labeled broadly and Apex twins specifically. They're sampling experimental 70s synthesizer tunes. They're channeling Kraut Rock and 20th century classical and free jazz. They are pushing fans of yes, yes rock, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah guitar, god, rock and roll music so far out of our comfort zones that we've all tumbled off a cliff like a herd of buffalo. I remember I can also summon a suspiciously detailed vision of me as I sat alone on the floor of my own apartment and I ceremoniously unwrapped the Kid A. jewel case and I delicately slid the CD into the mouth of my stereo like it was the body of Christ and I reverently hit play and I listened to this record for the very first time and I thought well this is what music is now. And logically it's an absurd exaggeration but it felt like the 21st century only began right that second in October 2000 the first time I heard the hypnotic and enveloping and emphatically guitar free refrain of everything in its right place. I loved Kid A. Of course I did. I still love it. Of course I do. Fourth or maybe fifth best radio head album a moon shaped pool really sneaks up on you. I've always loved the song the national anthem right this is the can song the Charles Mingus song the song with the rad droning bass line that Tom York played himself and the horn section that Johnny Greenwood and Tom York conducted themselves by jumping up and down and Tom jumped up and down so vigorously that he broke his foot. I've especially always loved two little micro moments in the national anthem one of which I apparently hallucinated the national anthem micro moment I love that actually exists is the slick little ascending bass fill right here right after the line everyone is so near and halfway through the line everyone has got the fear the little extra do do do do do do do do do do do do do do do do do do do do do do do do do do do do flourish right there just kills me of course I grasp the innovation and sophistication of Kid A or I tried to but I could never stop myself from gravitating toward the tiny deviations the rare refreshing human element the thunderbolts of something approaching playfulness my other favorite micro moment on the national anthem is at the very end when all the horns are scrunking and all the horn players take a huge gasping audible breath between scrunks there is in fact no huge gasping audible breath taken by all the horn players between scrunks on the national anthem I apparently hallucinated that for years for decades if you'd asked me a month ago about my favorite span of 10 seconds on kid A I would have rambled on about that huge gasping audible breath and how it represented the frail humanity struggling to emerge from within the rigid glacial mechanized defiant inhumanity of kid A and I would have once again been mistaken I don't think I ever knew kid A or loved kid A as much as everyone else seemed to and it made me feel like I'd betrayed my favorite band the pitchfork review right the famous perfect 10 pitchfork review written by Brent de Crescenzo where he says comparing this to other albums is like comparing an aquarium to blue construction paper and he also says kid A makes rock and roll childish famous review crucial in radiohead lore even more crucial in pitchfork lore I respect that kid A is among the most lavishly praised and the most painstakingly analyzed pieces of music in my lifetime critic and author and friend of the show Stephen Hayden he published a splendid book in 2020 called this isn't happening radio heads kid A and the beginning of the 21st century see he agrees with me on the 21st century thing although my favorite part of Steve's book is when he politely points out that Lincoln Park's debut album hybrid theory also came out in october 2000 and sold like 12 times as many copies as kid A it is arguably more influential Steve's book of course also reminds me of my favorite song on kid A which is called how to disappear completely and it was always a little embarrassing to me given how cool how ambitious how experimental how futuristic kid A was that I ultimately preferred the comforting and distinctly retro feeling song where Tom York croons sulkily over an acoustic guitar and sure how to disappear completely is also the song where guitar god Johnny Greenwood plays the on the martinot a bizarre french multi-part electronic music instrument invented in 1928 that looks like a cross between a theremin a keyboard and the hat the pope wears I would like to know what the pope hat is adding to the equation with this device musically harvilla gmail.com radio head are trying new weird stuff even when they're conforming to my outdated expectations for them but how to disappear completely crystallizes for me that there is a harsh divide between kid A the album I listen to and kid A the album I read about dig the wild crescendo here the strings wailing as Tom York's crooning intensifies do you know the book white noise the 1985 don de lilo novel there's a famous scene in white noise where two guys two college professors they go visit the most photographed barn in America it's just a barn way out in the countryside and driving there first you see a series of signs on the roadside at regular intervals and they all say the most photographed barn in America and then there's the barn just a normal reasonably picturesque replacement level barn and there's tons of tourists and photographers and vendors and they're all taking pictures of the barn or selling pictures of the barn and one of the professor says no one sees the barn he says once you've seen the signs about the barn it becomes impossible to see the barn he says we're not here to capture an image we're here to maintain one every photograph reinforces the aura can you feel it an accumulation of nameless energies end quote naturally my favorite part of how to disappear completely is Tom York's high note right here very important to me very emo for me very retro for me oh meanwhile the dude's still talking about the most photographed barn in America he says being here is a kind of spiritual surrender we see only what the others see the thousands who were here in the past those who will come in the future we've agreed to be part of a collective perception this literally colors our vision a religious experience in a way like all tourism he says they are taking pictures of taking pictures white noise came out in 1985 25 years before instagram don delillo knows ball don delillo knew ball before ball was even invented and finally the guy says what was the barn like before it was photographed what did it look like how is it different from other barns how is it similar to other barns we can't answer these questions because we've read the signs seen the people snapping the pictures we can't get outside the aura we're part of the aura we're here we're now and then the next line of the book is he seemed immensely pleased by this kid a to me is the most photographed barn in america i am not the first rock critic to compare a piece of pop music to the most photographed barn in america but i am the most recent and i was honestly relieved in may 2001 to have something else to listen to and read about me the fifth radiohead album is released in may 2001 and is called amnesiac it's better than the king of limbs and may be better than paul low honey though i'd have to think about it this is the first song it is called packed like sardines in a crushed tin box no guitars in sight though this is no longer news to anyone even me i think about the first four lines of this song a lot after years of waiting nothing changed as your life flashed before your eyes you realized the realization is not provided instead a chorus is provided in which tom york addresses anyone who is considering asking him what the realization was got it by 2001 tom york has long been wildly destabilized by fame destabilized by critical adulation destabilized by dopey journalists asking dopey questions all of which is making tom an increasingly unreasonable man amnesiac coming less than a year after kid a is naturally regarded as a sequel as a continuation as functionally the second half of a double album and with amnesiac instinctively i filter out all the fragility and experimentation and own the martin o pulp hat action and i laser focus on tom york's vocals on his singular combination of yearning and exasperation he sounds like he wants to be rescued and also he very much wants everyone to get off his case white space and faceless crowd he sounds like getting off his case is the only way to rescue him i think about the first two lines of the song knives out a lot the subtle gloomy acoustic guitar and electric guitar intertwined there very comforting to me yes but i want you to know the yearning for connection tom york implies there the hand he is graciously reaching out to me and yet the full line is i want you to know he's not coming back tom is not talking here about the tom york who sang fake plastic trees in 1995 that's not who's not coming back on knives out but forgive me if i thought otherwise jumps into the river like an angel smiling me this song is called pyramid song and the harmony there the second tom york who emerges to emphasize the words slam with me that harmony meant a lot to me in 2001 pyramid song is a massive gorgeous super emo piano ballad and that particular format will take on increased importance as radio head rumbles on radio head never totally abandoned rock never totally abandoned guitars but the maximum teenage catharsis i used to derive from radio heads guitar god songs the creep just my iron lung paranoid android palo alto here in the grim 21st century we get way less of that but we do get some guitar god catharsis now don't we this song is called there there off radio head sixth album released in 2003 and called hail to the thief the line just cuz you feel it doesn't mean it's there was very important to me in 2003 and almost certainly did not mean whatever i thought it meant i don't even know what i thought it meant my sullen youth there you go just cuz i still feel my sullen youth doesn't mean okay but once again my favorite part of there there is the thunderbolt of playfulness and the guitar the little ba ba ba ba ba ba somebody sneaks in here yeah yeah yeah so i don't think i played there there for the fifth graders they might have loved there there oh well hail to the thief is a great album but it's the very first radio head album that i never tried to convince myself was my favorite you know what i mean the bends is way better than poplo honey okay computer is way better than anything kid a arrives as this rapturous world changing cosmic event amnesiac drafts off kid a and saying that you like amnesiac better is a fun way to get kicked out of parties whereas hail to the thief for all its copious glacial aching beauty and righteous timely anger this struck me as just another radio head album and the just another album phase happens to literally every rock band right even the all-timers no band ever gets better and more important on every single subsequent new album forever nobody our village email.com so what happens to radiohead in 2007 is shocking for various confounding and gratifying reasons the seventh radiohead album is released in october 2007 and is called in rainbows the first song is called 15 step and there is a bounce in the step of 15 step yes or at least a relative buoyancy as with lots of radiohead songs the rhythm is quite odd uh 15 step is in five four time probably let's not get into it but to my mind unlike lots of radiohead songs the rhythm is also playful i get the uncommon urge to clap along even if i cannot quite grasp the rhythm and the playfulness intensifies dig how jaunty tom york sounds when he sings the words used to be all right what happened etc etc and then a funky little bass guy jauntily answers his question um there is also intriguingly an extra jaunty choir of children who i'll go yay after tom sings the line fads for whatever i think that's what tom says here fads for whatever maybe just ask the children what he says so there's an immediate kaleidoscopic lightness and brightness to in rainbows a group of children go yay and then tom york sings 15 steps and then a sheer drop but he doesn't sound like he's standing on top of a mountain flanked by a frowning sun and a grim reaper with a blood dripping scythe meanwhile in october 2007 anyway track one off in rainbows is somehow not really anyone's first impression of in rainbows your first impression is how this album is released it is not quite surprise released like that Beyonce album later but it's close via radio heads website via a johnny greenwood blog post see he can do anything we get an unconventionally brisk 10 day warning that in rainbows is coming more importantly in rainbows is first released on the internet is a pay what you want mp3 download pay what you want means free if that's what you want you could also buy a mail order 80 dollar deluxe cd and vinyl version with bonus tracks and cool artwork etc etc or you could not do that instead you could listen to radio head play dope jaunty semi retro feeling guitar god jams for the low low price of free 99 that's track two on in rainbows it's called body snatchers and the off kilter but still palpable exuberance here the decidedly retro feeling that radio head have caught hold of a cool dexterous little guitar riff here and the fellas sound like they're genuinely enjoying themselves that warm sunny feeling is deftly undercut by the lyrics to body snatchers i'd frankly never noticed before that tom just sang the words you killed the sound removed backbone a pale imitation with the edges sawn off that's what tom is singing but tom doesn't sound like he's singing that you get me now feels like a good time to mention that in rainbows launched without any official cover art and so the journalist sam mackovich worked up an unofficial in rainbows cover in which tom york's face is photoshopped onto the body of a dancing leprechaun this was published in the stranger seattle's all weekly the tom york leprechaun cover is objectively rude but still very funny to me and i still regard it as the canonical in rainbows album cover don't tell tom i said that thank you is it takes him an awfully long time to say it but also tom york doesn't sound like he just sang the words you'll go to hell for what your dirty mind is thinking does it he hits that quavering cathartic high note like he's conveying a far more encouraging and romantic sentiment yes that's track three on in rainbows it's called nude not my favorite slow burn radiohead ballad but we're off to a strong start an unexpectedly lively start so at first in october 2007 it seems to me that all the conversation about this new radiohead album is about to pay what you want aspect the free album from a famous band aspect the potentially revolutionary delivery system the internet of it all the music is cool but the music is secondary the great new york times critic john peralis wrote about in rainbows in december 2007 and john says quote 16 years and seven albums into the career that has made radiohead the most widely pondered band and rock it is taking chances with its commerce as well as its art for the beleaguered recording business radiohead have put in motion the most audacious experiment in years end quote the music industry as you may recall is in free fall throughout the 2000s the aughts napster decimates everything cd sales physical sales absolutely crater the itunes mp3 store helps but piracy is still rampant throughout the decade you know what else happens in october 2007 oink gets shut down oink the famous infamous torrent site where you could get tons and tons of music for free i never used it obviously i just heard about people who did and were sad when oink shut down those people were sad and we're nowhere near our current glorious peak streaming era right so in 2007 free digital album from radiohead is a splendid and novel and audacious and yeah potentially revolutionary development maybe every band will adopt the pay what you want model now maybe this is the future of rock etc etc nine inch nails started messing around with that name your price model also but radiohead and nine inch nails are super famous long running and at least previously major label bands you got to be pretty huge with a rabid and enormous fan base to successfully conduct such an audacious experiment my fear at the time was that all the free album stuff would overshadow in rainbows itself we'd all remember the music business implications far more than we'd remember the songs what i did not immediately realize is that in rainbows features three of my all-time favorite radiohead songs turn me on a phantom i fall on to the end the first truly great in rainbow song is called weird fishes slash arpeggio and the harmony there the second tom york who emerges to sing way out in the deeper background there that harmony meant a lot to me in 2007 this part meant a lot to me also and suddenly tom york is floating or maybe free falling amid a colossal and soothing landscape of towering beautiful mountain peaks and puffy clouds and verdant forests and what he's maybe thinking is mommy please come help in that moment and this whole song is potentially life changing on headphones and furthermore marks the fourth or fifth time in a 15-year span that a radiohead song has changed my life but the best in rainbow songs also prove themselves to be potentially life changing live in summer 2008 radiohead headlined this new york city area music festival called all points west one of new york's various attempts to start its own cochella and radiohead began their headlining set with the in rainbow song rekenner and i'll never forget it as long as i live an unexpected opening song to a big concert can for sure permanently change your life you're braced for the first song on their new record or whatever and certainly the opener will be something huge and bombastic and triumphant but sometimes instead you get something 200 percent quieter and gentler that inevitably hits you 200 times harder like seriously i will never forget standing amid 30 000 or so fellow radiohead fans and feeling like i was alone while tom york took his sweet time singing the words because we separate like ripples on a blank shore and this time yeah it totally feels like he's singing that because we say i have just made an absolutely humiliating discovery i cannot believe this i just read my initial review of in rainbows published in the village voice in october 2007 right when the record came out and my immediate reaction is that in rainbows is a pretty good radiohead album that will nonetheless be completely overshadowed by the rollout by the pay what you want scheme i describe all the immediate discourse around in rainbows as an ocean of noise threatening to capsize to the record itself and then and then i describe in rainbows as the most blogged about barn in america god damn it fucking hell rob i completely forgot i did that how many times have i done the whole white noise most photographed barn in america shtick i'm hoping just twice including just now but sheesh how about i shock the world and read another book the best song on in rainbows is called all i need and all i need is one of my absolute favorite slow burn radiohead ballads right up there with letdown or fake plastic trees or how to disappear completely or pyramid song and in part i think that's because even when you're listening to this song for the very first time you can sense the huge cathartic climactic arena rock zenith coming long before it arrives it is the eerie and discomforting unhurriedness of all i need for me it takes tom yorkan awfully long time to sing the words i'm the next act waiting in the wings i'm an animal trapped in your hot car which you wouldn't call romantic these lyrics but maybe he would but it's also all the slow motion blankness swirling around those ostensibly romantic words it's the skipping and exceedingly dry drum beat it is the costically unromantic line i only stay with you because there are no others it is also the glockenspiel dig the glockenspiel going boom bing boom bing it's 2007 okay computer is already 10 years old in rainbows is the fourth new radiohead album since then and ain't nobody looking at these guys to be yeah yeah rock guitar gods anymore the band has repeatedly and successfully conveyed their disinterest in that sort of thing but what if you were too young to ever remember them being yeah yeah rock guitar gods at all all i need gives me an exhilarating nostalgic feeling right a 90s feeling a vintage guitar god radiohead feeling just by other means other fancier instruments what the whole in rainbows album gave much younger people kids in elementary school in the 2000s say it gave them the same exhilaration but it's not nostalgic it's not retro they're here they're now uh steven hyden in his book on kid a steven says quote this is based purely on anecdotal evidence but it has been so overwhelmingly true in my experience that i'm inclined to take it as broadly true in rainbows is the consensus choice for best radiohead album this is especially true for millennials and generation z who no doubt flocked in rainbows because it was the first radiohead album that was theirs they were too young to scour the internet for illegal downloads of kid a back in 2000 and the bends an okay computer already sounded two nineties by the mid aughts but in rainbows as music and as a moment hit that generation just right end quote so far as all i need is concerned here comes the moment and the moment comes via piano and glockenspiel and this creeping rising symphonic assault engineered by our old friend johnny greenwood in that new york times article it says quote for all i need mr greenwood said he wanted to recapture the white noise generated by a band playing loudly in a room when all this chaos kicks up that sound never materializes in the more analytical confines of a studio his solution was to have a string section and his own overdubbed violas sustaining every note of the scale blanketing the frequencies end quote this does not sound romantic that verbal description does not sound romantic the resulting musical sensation does not feel romantic unless maybe it does unless maybe it is romantic either way this is the part of all i need that raises all the hair on the back of my neck all the time i go back and forth on whether tom york is singing it's all wrong it's all wrong it's all wrong or if he's singing it's all right it's all right it's all right there or maybe he goes back and forth between singing it's all right and it's all wrong either way it's fine both are fine it's all wrong but it's all right is basically the radiohead creed if all i need had existed back in 2003 and i'd played it for that room full of fifth graders as part of my content gathering terror campaign i don't think those kids would have dug it back then but yeah those kids as teenagers now in 2007 statistically a few of them fell hard for in rainbows i bet and that's beautiful i promise to read another book i promise but those kids just had to see the barn for themselves we are so thrilled and honored to be joined today by col kushna host of the phenomenal beloved podcast dissect check out the new season of dissect now focusing on daft punk col is also responsible pretty much every piece of gear i use now to video podcast i bought because col told me to and then he sat on zoom calls and told me how to set it up very patiently so thanks for that col and also thanks so much for being here yeah you look great i'm happy to be here thank you it's this waffle light this is the one right this is the one that turned the whole thing around for me you've done i think it's your 14th full season of dissect you're on right now and you did a full season on in rainbows and and to date i think it's the only rock album you've ever done ordinarily you know it's kandrick lemar kanya or tyler the creator Beyonce etc like what made radiohead the first rock band you know deserving of the dissect treatment and what made in rainbows the right radiohead album you know i mean radiohead's my favorite band ever so um i think it starts there but honestly if there's any band uh particularly a contemporary band that that could undergo the kind of scrutiny analysis that i put these albums under i think radiohead is kind of the perfect candidate to me they're they're similar to a kandrick lemar in terms of just the depth of their music in a different way but the depth of their music is just they're just it's endlessly fascinating both musically philosophically intellectually like it has every little nuance that i'm looking to fill my show with so for me it was a no-brainer it was mostly about when is the right moment to kind of pivot for the show because yeah traditionally i do focus on hip hop and there's reasons for that but radiohead is just it was kind of a one for me and it worked out because you know i found an audience with the season and despite the pivot it worked out well and so yeah then in rainbows you know my favorite album by radiohead is kid a who that's a i would say that's a personal favorite and you know when i was trying to figure out what was best for the show i considered a number of things in terms of like um well i think we're going to talk about like in rainbows kind of legacy being really interesting and connecting with a different generation than yeah i think you and i are basically around the same generation but in rainbows seems to have just an unexplainable connection to younger people that i would think maybe a kid a and okay computer would have had but it turned out to be in rainbows so that was one thing and then um i don't know i i don't know if you're going to talk about it but like in rainbows sits perfectly in the center of their catalog and i think it represents the entire spectrum of what radiohead's legacy is in one album and so if you're trying to explain the band through one album i think this is a great way to do it because it incorporates kind of the vulnerability and the softness and the lack of testosterone of their late catalog and but it still has a lot of the elements of the early catalog that we love so it's like kind of this beautiful synthesis at both sides of their of their career yeah and what do you talk about say kenric amar you talk about how sophisticated and complex and deep it is but also somehow how accessible it is you know it's not so sophisticated and complex that you can't understand it you know or grasp it or like connect with it emotionally and i think that does apply to radio head as well like what do you think this band's secret is that they can be you know so wild and experimental and almost difficult sometimes but they're still like hugely popular and people are still really into it and really connecting with it yeah i'm really fascinated exactly with this kind of musical intersection where you have artists like kenric radiohead i think about like someone like the Beatles has had a lot of this too where they they do get experimental conceptual conceptually really complex and yet they retain this accessibility that is i think is one of the hardest things to pull off in music is to be as experimental as some of these acts are and as like conceptual as they are yet maintain that accessibility um that's not the really thing i could explain to be honest sometimes i feel like you know like it's like tom york can't write a bad melody if you try and i think a lot of what glues a lot of the experimentation of radio it specifically is tom's voice and because a lot of times it's like this angel like singing over like what could sound like very dark or dissonant like and somehow it just it brings it all together it's the same way like i think about um curco bane had the same kind of quality where it's like he can sing a uh a phrase as vulgar as rape me yet it's like something we'll end up singing over and over and ahead because it's so damn catchy somehow right and there's this weird contrast of like uh i don't know like some people just have a knack for these melodies that just that kind of tie everything together i think tom york has some of that yeah um i don't know but it's it's definitely something like it's like really hard to explain you know that that balance i don't know i think it's a perfect way to put it is tom york couldn't write a bad melody if he if he tried but he keeps trying right like something that's really interesting to me is like they're trying to push you away you know they're trying to get as far away from creep and then as far away from okay computer as they can and they're trying to make you uncomfortable and like not alienate you to the point where you're not listening but it's supposed to be difficult and challenging and like almost not fun at first to try and absorb it but somehow something about his voice his melodies i don't know what it is like it still draws you in even as it's explicitly trying to push you away you know what i mean it's yeah and it's also i think had the counterbalance of tom and johnny right mixed with the other guys which i think looking at the solo music of of the other three band members uh you know brian and they've all released solo projects and it's like you can see where like once the ingredients are kind of separated you could like those guys aren't as experimental as johnny and tom and i think they bring some of that accessibility just by nature of the kind of musicians that they are and they're and their personal influences and interests bringing those to the wacky ideas that johnny and and tom are always bringing to the table so it's it's kind of like the you know the ringo to the lemon jill cell way is ringo yeah totally i mean that's makes sense in multiple respect all right um okay so in rainbows is their seventh album this is 2007 you know they've been putting out music almost 15 years it's amazing to me that this is very arguably their best record or their most popular record like even as a huge radio head fan even as a kid a fan did any part of you going into in rainbows think like this could be their best record yeah like bands don't do this right like did you expect them to keep getting better and almost more popular the more popular no because all sides kind of pointed toward the shift that we're talking about or the attempt at that shift yeah in the moment you know they're coming off of hail of the thief which i think i really enjoyed in the moment i listened to that album a lot but i think most radio head fans would tell you it's if you had to to rank it it's probably going to fall in the middle maybe towards the bottom bottom for some people and there's reasons for that they recorded it you know with it just a couple of weeks and it seems like they were in a great place uh together as a band so yeah yeah but i think you saw what they were trying to do there it was their first attempt post kid a amnesiac to kind of bring the band back together in terms of a traditional sounding band with guitars and mixed now in with the electronic elements and kind of trying to fuse those all together and it works brilliantly at times and doesn't work so well in some spots on that record i think in rainbows more than probably any other record in their catalog does it to perfection that that fusion and that synthesis that we're talking about so i don't know if i ever thought i mean there's no signs of them turning this kind of vulnerable and soft you know right there's always been like ballads in in their catalog but none is like i don't know soft is just the word that i use for this album so much there's just like there's a warmth to it that i think was missing from their early work just even in like the tones that they're using and the consistency of them using those tones you know like there's just it's it's just very round where i think a lot of their earlier work is really jagged and you know harsh edges um if that makes sense no totally it totally makes sense yeah yeah because you did the band sprain the two-part mega band sprain episode on radiohead and you talked a lot about in rainbows as like you use the word soft i think and vulnerable and yassi sort of talked about is this like their dad album not necessarily their dad rock album but like they're in a different place in their lives they have families you know do you think in rainbows is just a reflection of where they were you know personally in their lives in addition to where the band was specifically yeah it's always hard with them because they're usually really you know private about their personal lives and it's like it's always really difficult for tom especially when you're like looking at his lyrics to relate it to anything in his personal life because we just don't know the details and that so it just becomes really abstract and it's almost like to yeah you it just doesn't even make sense to attempt to try to pin it to anyone life circumstance for him he's just not not that kind of writer so i don't know what exactly explains it i mean i've had children you have children there is a difference for there is a before and after i think you know it does open you up to you know children open you up to being more vulnerable being a little bit softer i think as you age into your 40s you're the lack of testosterone is that you know uh there's some of that as well that are here in this album you know it's just it doesn't have that edge to you know what most of their even hail the thief had a lot of that kind of yes grinding edges to it and a lot of uh anger and you know more overt anger expression to anger in it so yeah there is yeah i think if we're trying to grasp at something that explains the sound that might be it but i don't know like i've never really done that with radiohead it's it's really hard to do right when you hear the softness on this record like where do you most hear it i think i heard you say like nude for example is one of maybe your favorite song in the record and one of your favorite radiohead songs overall is it this softness like the gentleness you know as you say there'd been ballads before but nude does feel different and more vulnerable like is that where you are seeing that yeah i think nude is a really great example of that um but it's always i i i think musically so much with radiohead like the the lyrics to me are always kind of secondary um to the just the the quality of the music and it's like for me it's like even about like the tones that they're selecting for their instruments you know where the where the nude the baseline that kind of drives nude is so clean you know and round and and and saturated and rich you know i'm pretty simple yeah and even on like the subject of this episode all i need you know there's a crazy outro which i think we're going to talk about but it's like even in that cacophony of sound it still sounds very pristine and rich and there it doesn't have the harshness that i think it would have had if if they played that same outro on a previous album just by the tones that they were selecting so i think that's one of the reasons why in rainbows has kind of stood the test of time is that there's a it's a very unified sound despite there are a lot of the songs being so different from each other it never feels out of the world that they created and all i think a lot of that just has has to do with the the way they recorded it and the tones that they were selecting for all the songs there's like there's a there's a uniformity in a in a good way to that to the record where it does feel all of one of one universe right and like you said in rainbows seems to be the favorite among younger people people younger than us like it reached a new generation do you think that's because of like the musical things that we're talking about or do you think that that's just a function of you know like okay computer and even kid a are pretty old at this point you know anything before that is like just the 90s and just feels like ancient history especially to young people is it just that in rainbows comes out at this moment that like when people were young like young as we were you know when we heard the bends or whatever like is it just the timing of in rainbows that's made it you know what it is now yeah i don't know i mean this is obviously a question most accurately posed to someone of that age we're like two two old guys try to speculate what are the you thinking yeah exactly but i do obviously i think the release being later in 2007 does help with that so like yeah you know as same with like the connection our parents had to the Beatles like we're just not going to have it in the same way because we didn't live through it in the same way that you and i lived through okay computer and kid a where it's like so much of those records and our relationship to them have to do with i was there when i heard everything in its right place for the first time and it was this you know otherworldly electronic piano from coming from this rock band that was supposed to be the future of rock and roll and you know it's like the story of that record is so much of our relationship to it despite the music being phenomenal there's this other whole other element experiential element that that comes with it when you live through it and i think in rainbows gives gives younger people the chance to have that experience and also comes off this experimental release that i think everybody remembers if you even if you don't remember the record a lot of people just like understand that release the way they released it was really important and historically impactful uh so i think i mean i think all the combination the other thing i was thinking which i don't know if it's true but i don't know i've in my mind at least like kid a or like okay computer sounds of an era despite being as innovative and timeless as it is it's like you still get very strong rock elements in it like that sure yeah kind of normalized in the 90s right today it's like even today you can even tie to specific influences and this whole electronic music scene emerging in the early 2000s and kind of pinpoint it to that in rainbows has to me none of that it exists like you could they could have released that album now and it would there's there would be no difference like for for whatever reason it has like a true timeless quality where it's really hard to pin the sound of it to anything else that surrounds it in that time of music history and so i think maybe some of that is also why i don't i'm not exactly sure but that was just another thought i had when i was thinking about trying to explain yeah what the legacy of this album it's it's kind of hard no i agree with what you're saying i can i can listen to okay computer now in picture 1997 way easier than i can listen to in rainbows now in picture 2007 i think i get exactly what you're saying um you mentioned the rollout as being really important and impactful you know i think it was a big deal at first like a pay what you want like a band as big as radiohead basically offering you a free album if you wanted it but you could pay if you want and just to see what their fans would respond and it was a huge response it was really successful for them you know and i think there was a thought at least for five minutes they're like maybe all bands will start doing this forever but i that didn't happen and i think in part because like Radiohead and Nine Inch Nails are huge you know at least former major label bands with huge audiences like you can't a new band this isn't going to work for them this isn't going to work for any band that's not as big as Radiohead like what's your sense of the impact ultimately of the release strategy like did it really change the way we thought about music and the internet and what music was worth or was it sort of a specific to Radiohead kind of thing ultimately well i think yeah i think ultimately it was specific to them because yeah they like you mentioned it's like they had the capability to do it they had the fan base built in to do it um and so it was kind of you know they were coming off a major their major label deal so they had the freedom to do it which is really important but i think what it did why it was so impactful was like we were already having conversations about the value of music when Napster came along and people were stealing music illegally and like a lot of acts at this time were caught i mean people were still buying CDs but the young people more and more were just downloading it for free and i think what the why it's such a memorable event is because it crystallized something that was already in the air and it was a it was a turning point moment we can specifically point to it's like on this day at this hour on this day you know i mean it's like this happened and it only could have happened because there was already this kind of philosophical question about what was the value of music in the 21st century and it kind of just gave form to that thought right and so we can we can look back at it as as a formal philosophical challenge of like what is the value of music going forward and it's a question we're still trying to answer now you know i don't think we've really figured it out uh fully because you know obviously there's been streaming services that we all use um but i think i don't think everyone's happy with in terms of like what we're paying for those or in terms of what money gets funneled ultimately to the artist uh i think anyone's really happy with there's multiple factors for that but it's like i i still think we're trying attempting to answer that question um that they were they posed all the way back in 2007 which is almost 20 years ago which is kind of crazy to say no that's insane that's very upsetting actually you know what i'd like to know i would love to know what i paid for it i'm gonna guess i paid ten dollars but like it would i there should be a site on the internet where you put in your name and it tells you exactly what you paid for in rainbows i still have the on an old hard drive i still have the original files that i downloaded for it and i want to say i paid twenty dollars for it but i okay i can't that sounds like something that sounds like the right honorable thing to do whole question of a dude that makes a lot of i think it was didn't i think i had a cap on it too right i think there's a hundred on it or was it a hundred i there was a cap on it just to be like just in case there are any like real super fans who are gonna bankrupt themselves in a moment if yeah it's probably a good idea to cap the amount i do think for me in rainbows they out it's down to three songs for me it's weird fishes reckoner and and all i need and of course in your dissect episode about all i need like you talk a lot about the lyrics tom's lyrics which are sort of walking this line between pure enduring love and like creepy desperation right like i'm an animal trapped in your hot car like do you do you read that as a love song as a line in a lot of time do you think tom york reads it as a as a sincere line in a love song that's the great thing about this song because uh you just don't quite know how to take it right yes because there's like there's like three interpretations of it so like where it could be like very endearing just him trying to express how small he feels and you know in front of this beautiful perfect creature you know which is like kind of a classical expression of love you know historically sure yes there's also like the obsession it's like does this woman even know he he exists so are we back in creep territory where it's like he's like somewhat stalkerish admittedly you know kind of creepy but then there's like there's another layer that only reveals itself till like the second verse where he says i only stick with you because there is no other right like that is just like that turns the song on his head even more it's like yeah now there's like this desperation and like there's a i don't know there's it's just like it's really sad like there's no one else so i'm just gonna obsess over you that's right and like or or you can even like interpret it like this person's like convincing themselves that the situation that they're with because there is no other they're like almost like convincing themselves that this person is so great i'm talking themselves into it and it's like you're all i need like this mantra of like like i need to keep telling myself this that you're the one because there is no other and if i'm gonna be alone if it's not for you so i don't know it's just so fascinating like so many of tom jorg's lyrics where it's like so abstract and so non-specific that you can just kind of mull it over forever and then when you take in the musical elements that adds a whole another kind of dimension to it as well because it is a song that is it's like sweet like the the instrumental is like pleasant but also kind of eerie as well and then you get to the outro which is like a whole other universe and like there's there's philosophical things about that thing that as well so yeah i don't know it's like every every radio has like this it's just a rabble hole unto itself that you could just kind of theorize forever about i was uncertain until you started talking and now i'm convinced it's not a love song i think you totally just talked to me out of even the vague interpret yeah the way you describe it accurately i think i'm on the not love song side of the face it's all it's only a love song if you are listening at surface level like it right if you if you really look at the lyrics like i know a lot of people like have this i can't remember who it is but like someone even in my personal life was like this is me and my you know girl song and i'm just like don't go over to dinner at those people's house yeah okay wow yeah so musically i in in the die side episode you talked about all i need is the example of a terminal climax you say that the song eventually takes on a terminally climactic form and for those of us unfamiliar with terminal climax it's like what does that mean col and how does that help all i need become as great as it is well terminal climax is a term that my friend brad osborne he's the one that uh wrote the book the analysis book on radiohead which is really great um for any music nerds out there that's really in the music theory check it out by brad osborne but he coined this term and essentially it means like usually where this there's a bridge in a song uh which you know bridges traditionally either go to a whole new kind of climax in terms of dynamic a new dynamic high or it brings the song down so that the the last chorus kind of hits harder yeah hits harder right so a terminal climax i guess the most easiest way to think about it is like it's a bridge that never goes back to the chorus and it just exists in the bridge world until the end takes over right okay exactly and so all i need does this if another radiohead example is karma police um the Beatles do it on let it be um where they go into the non-on-on-on part and it never returns to the let it be part uh or no sorry hey jude hey jude let's say hey jude sorry hey jude sorry sorry paul yeah yeah so what's cool about all i need is like one it's like it kind of comes out of nowhere where you don't you don't ever see it getting like because it is kind of like this understated song even the chorus doesn't really go anywhere dynamically it actually drops a little bit lower than the verses right yeah so it's just existing at this low dynamic range for most of the song and then it just suddenly takes off out of nowhere and what i find so interesting about it is that johnny orchestrates strings throughout the entire outro and he's playing he had the orchestra play every single note in the scale that they keep that they're in yeah all at one time and so there's this like like tone cluster white noise kind of underneath everything and then the chords that i assume tom are playing the piano chord he's hitting one chord over and over and it's six notes in the chord which is one note shy of playing every single note in the key as well and so you're getting this just like the frequency spectrum the total spectrum is just fully saturated tennis and he's banging one chord over and over and over and then this is the thing about radiohead where it's like just so happens to be in a song about obsessing over one person and so it becomes to this like this terminal climax of this point of no return where you're just obsessively banging every single fucking note in the song's key signature over and over and over and you're just like are these guys geniuses or does it just happen in like every other radiohead song coincidentally and it's like i don't know you then you think about oh like pyramid song why is pyramid song called pyramid song and then you realize the the rhythm of the song shapes an actual pyramid you're just like are these guys like that kind of shit just pops up in their music all the fucking time and it's like right are they this brilliant or is it just a yeah just a crazy coincidence over and over i don't know yeah just a couple questions to wrap up so right from creep you know radiohead for me was tom york's voice and johnny greenwood going right like these are the two poles of the band and like as the band progressed and got more experimental and orchestral you know from kid a onward like do you feel like radiohead has become more johnny's band like i just think about johnny now has this whole sideline you know one battle after another so much of that movie's greatness for me is about his score you know he's got this entire career all to himself how do you think that affects you know how you hear radiohead when we go back to just listening to radiohead yeah i mean in a lot of ways that they haven't really changed from your creep analysis of like of johnny just going just doing it on different weird instruments just now it's on the old martin oh or whatever yes exactly no but i mean in terms of like competition i i know tom is secretly can not so secretly competitive but johnny i think he admires johnny very much especially when johnny started scoring films you know the film that that tom scored i forgot what it was called now was that body song that was a johnny score that was johnny yeah okay but whatever whatever it was called um you know he said in an interview if i'm recalling it right like i was looking at what johnny was doing and i wanted to try it and tom is just not as musically technically in terms of like music theory and knowing how to notate music like tom is just not on the level as johnny although obviously tom is special in his own way but i think that's just always been the magic of radiohead i think again to go back to the Beatles it's the chemistry between uh john and paul and you can explain so much of the band through just these two fucking superhuman musicians just so happening to be at the right place at the right time growing up together in the same area but it's like we are so lucky that they found each other you know what i mean and i think totally for me it's it's been what makes the band special has been those two no offense to the other guys they are all each great in their own way they're doing the chemistry yeah the synthesis of all five of them is what truly makes them great but come on without johnny and tom together we're not talking about radiohead in the same way and i think that's always just been the magic of this of this band it's does the duo and and like them always wanting to get i assume the whole band is like this but tom and johnny specifically always evolving always trying new things right johnny getting more and more adept with you know orchestration and experimental instruments and all that like all of that is you can explain so much of the longevity of radiohead through that kind of experimentation and that evolution because obviously if they they stayed the bends the whole time we're not having this conversation right so no that's always been the magic to me is those those two guys together yeah and just to wrap up you know i worry sometimes that i've listened to and thought about and read so much about radiohead that like i'm burnt out on them right like all the all the analysis has left me just unable to appreciate it as just music and i wanted to ask you as someone who does these incredible track by track deep dives into your own favorite albums like do you ever worry about that kind of burnout is it possible to know too much about a song that it's like demystified or something or does every new layer you uncover only sort of enhance the greatness of it for you yeah i mean you're asking the wrong guy this question because it's just like i i like literally i literally live for this stuff like it would have happened by now i think you're burnout yeah i get you yeah i think for me i mean but radiohead is like for someone like me that's why radiohead gets talked about this way so much because four people like me who are usually the ones like that are doing this kind of work it's like it's just so perfectly hits every single spot that we're desiring in music where it sounds good you don't have to think about it for it to be beautiful and great but if you want to there's just a world of of of wonder to be discovered if you want to just dig into the weeds and what i always find so fascinating on dissect it's really happened i can't really think of an example of anyone that it hasn't happened to this with but certainly there's degrees to it but it's like always the closer that i look the more i find like there's always something that explains greatness and a lot of it is inexplainable but there are parts of it that you can physically point through you know literally point to and say this is why this section works or here's how this makes you feel and so that the lyrics hit you this way instead of this way and so it's like i don't know music to me has always been fascinating in in in this way to me because there it is so abstract aside from the lyrics like music is something we can't see we can't touch it's just physical waveforms that it you know are vibrating our eardrums it's like that to me has always been so mysterious like how could this thing make me cry that i can't physically you know touch right um and so i think part of my analysis is like trying to explain the like certain aspects of like why we emotionally music affects us in the way it does or why a sequence of songs can tell a story over the course of an album and again to bring it back to Radiohead it's like for me there's kind of they're just the perfect model for this kind of work because it does give you so much in return just the more that you dig it rewards you and to me that enriches my experience of the music and never takes away from it i'm always just like how fucking cool is this i just like it's like why it's literally why i live i am gonna take an all day about tom york obsessing over one person while playing basically one chord see this is why you're the yeah you figured it out uh call this has been wonderful thank you so much and thank you again for all this lighting it's excellent and i really appreciate it thank you yeah i appreciate it it's a pleasure thanks very much to our guest this week col kushna thanks to our producers olivia creary justin sails and chris sutton additional production by kevin pooler animations and graphics by chris calliton additional art by matt james and special thanks again to col kushna and thanks to you for listening and watching and now let's all go listen to all i need by radiohead see you next week