Candace x Hunter Biden: The Interview

Hunter Biden, welcome to the Candace Owens show. It's wonderful to be here. People are just gonna be like, how on earth did this happen? Right now. I gotta give them a bit of a backstory. So I went to dinner with a fellow podcaster and we were just talking about interviews because we don't do too many interviews on the show. And he first asked me what was the best interview I ever did. And I said, without question, the USS Liberty survivor, Phil Turni. And then he said, what would be your top interview that you'd wanna do? And I said, oh gosh, we're in such a different time now. Like I'm just not interested in politics. Like it would have to be something so different. And then I said, actually Hunter Biden. And I said to him, I watched your sit down with Andrew Callahan. And it was kind of the most refreshing interview that I had seen in politics for in a very long time because we're so used to being gaslit about various things happening. Everyone's trying to hide stuff. And we read a lot about you. I guess we didn't really hear anything from you. So this was kind of the first time but I heard you in your own words, just totally owning your addiction issues. Also going after Jake Tapper and George Clooney. And when we were kind of expecting the typical Democrat, like these are great guys, these guys are amazing. Jake Tapper should win a Pulitzer, I don't know. And it wasn't what I was expecting is what I would say. So, and then that person just sort of made this happen. So I want to just sort of get into the Hunter Biden story. I will say to the audience right now, I have already made the pledge right when I got on the phone with you that like, obviously I'm not going to make you say anything bad about your father because that would just be completely demonic to be like, say something terrible about your father. Everyone knows my opinions, my political perspectives. They're already out there. He's your dad. So that is separate from my viewpoints. I appreciate it because there's no way I possibly could. Yeah, of course. I totally get that. But there's a lot to be said about you and a lot that I guess hasn't been said about your journey. And I guess I want to start with just one question for the culture, the cocaine that was found at the White House. Yeah. Was it yours? No, not only was it not mine. No, number one is thank you for having me here. And one of the reasons is to be able to answer these questions. You know, the one thing I am after six years of this, I've been sober since June 1st of 2019, clean and sober. Verifiably so, by the way. And verifiably so by the Bureau of Probation in which I was drug tested randomly for over the course of two years while I went through my trials and things like that. But beyond that is directly to your question. I wasn't even there. Not only there, but people have to understand is where that cocaine was found was, you know, the visitor's entrance underneath the, that is where visitors come in and they come over from the old executive office building staff to go to the, go to the Oval or go to the Chief of Staff's office or to the offices in the West Wing. And it was found in a cubby in right outside of the situation room. And it's like no possibility, not even remotely, beyond the fact that I wasn't even there. I mean, I spent probably, you know, over the course of four years, maybe 25 days at the White House, like 25 nights, 30 if I, you know, I'm being fair. And so it's just, you know, it was an easy, easy, you know, I was, I'm an easy target and understandably so. Right. I mean, I've been, I think, probably the most famous addict and famous person, there's a grace of God in recovery for seven years, but we're close to seven years, even first. Yeah, I definitely thought you were on drugs while your father was in the White House. I don't know. But I think it might have just also been the timing of the laptop coming out and then people just assuming that you were still on drugs. I don't know, but that might have been why in our house we thought that. I think that it was, that they purposely conflated, you know, my, I wrote a book which came out in April of 2021 in which I did something that very few people, I think, ever in that are kind of similarly situated to me do in which I was 100% frank about the fact that not only was I an addict, not only was I alcoholic, I don't really see the distinction between the two. One, they're both drugs, but I was a crack addict. Like I was a degenerate crack addict. I mean, I've heard you call me a crack addict many times and the truth of the matter is I was a crack addict. Yeah. And I say that not to shock people because it's really shocking. Crack cocaine carries such a stigma to it, begin with, but I say it because I think that there are so many people, I don't think, I know, there are so many people. I think that there's, you know, at any given time, 30 million Americans that are either in active addiction or in recovery, there's not a single person that I know that hasn't been impacted by addiction at some level in some form personally or with someone that is one degree of separation from them that they love. No one that I know. At least of all me. Yeah, and part of that, one of the reasons I'm here, the stories that you tell about that in terms of, My family. Your family. And there is where the common ground is for me. I can 100% say this is that a friend of mine said, give me this quote about two years ago and it's become my mantra. Is it, it's Mother Teresa. Well, it's attributed to Mother Teresa. Is if you want to change the world, go home and love your family. That's my everything now. And part of that is not just the family that you have by blood and birth, but also the community that you're inextricably tied to. And that community for me is the recovery community. And it's people that are still sick and suffering from addiction. And so the biggest reason that I wanted to come talk to you beyond the fact, and this is not me blowing smoke. I think that regardless of whether I agree with you, that you're probably the most effective communicator I've ever heard. Thank you. I'm behind a microphone and it's really driven me. Crazy. I was really, really, really, really mad. Yeah. But is it, I wanted to talk to you about those things. And anything else you want to talk about? Yeah. I was, I'm most interested in the addiction story. And I was saying to you before we got, before we started rolling that this was sort of something that I noticed when I would cover various topics, whether it was pornography, drugs on my show, drinking, how many men would write and say they were suffering with various things. And yet they don't often speak about like how they're quietly suffering whether it's with addiction to pornography, addiction to drugs. And I don't think there are enough conversations about it. And so when I watched that interview, of you just laying it out there, something that most people try to hide or they're shameful of, I was like, there actually just needs to be more dialogue about it. I grew up with tons of addicts in my family. I have people in my family who are still addicted. And there is, I think, there is a natural anger that people have when they, for some reason, believe, and I think this was part of the anger that I had it toward you before I heard you speak about your addiction is that you sort of think when somebody has money and political connections, that that somehow removes them from going through these sorts of barriers in life. So when I grew up, it's like, okay, like you have uncles, whatever, that are addicted to crack, you have cousins that are doing crack, whatever it is, or experimenting with meth and drugs and those things. And then you see someone that has a life of privilege and for some reason in your mind, you wrongly go, okay, that can't happen. And it did happen. I actually, I'd like to hear how you got addicted, like what was actually the story, your path toward addiction. Yeah, so thank you for letting me talk about that or ask me about it. And I really mean it. It's one of the things that traps people. I can only speak about myself, but I think that people that are in, that are addicts or that are in recovery, also you find out really fast is that you're not as terminally unique as you think you are, is that, and one of the things that is really important about addicts talking to each other and talking about it is that realization. Because one of the things that traps you in your addiction is shame. And you like me are a cat, like and we have learned that guilt is an appropriate emotion. And guilt is an appropriate response to something when you've done something wrong and you're supposed to atone for it and you're supposed to seek forgiveness, whether the forgiveness comes from an individual or not. That's the lesson is that it is in only through seeking that forgiveness, can you release yourself from that guilt? That's appropriate. Shame is not. Shame is just absolutely corrosive. Shame is you telling yourself that you're not worthy, that you're never gonna be worthy, that the things that you've done, you can never be redeemed from. And I've done horrible things in my addiction, in terms of what I did, in terms of my relationships and decisions that I made. And more than anything is just removing myself from being present for the people that love me. And what happened to me, and I really mean this, is that the exposure, not piecemeal, but the total exposure, my entire digital footprint stolen from me, the 20 year digital footprint, every text message, every picture, every all of the things that you would be ashamed of became front page news for four years, five years, beginning in 2019. And it forced me into a choice. And the choice was, do I get out of bed and live, or do I die? And it became that much of an economy. And I chose to live. It wasn't easy. And maintaining sobriety in that kind of pressure cooker is often the thing that triggers you, but something broke me in a good way, which was that I no longer have any fear. Sitting down with you is, to me, an all in opportunity for you to see me as a human being and not Hunter Biden laptop. And the pictures that Congressman Green put up in Congress, or the New York Post, I think I was on the cover of the New York Post in one year, more than anybody in the history of the paper. And none of it was good. None of it was good. But what it's given me is the opportunity to own it all, is to own all of my story without shame or fear, realizing that I have a community of people out there that I wanna be of service to. I really mean that. And so, and part of it is, by me being able to be honest about it, and we were just talking before we started this, is the hardest thing for any addict to do is not only get honest with the people that they love, but to get honest with themselves. And until they can, until they can really see themselves for who they are, all of it, and decide to love themselves, then the cycle is just gonna continue. It's just, at least in my experience, that's the truth. I think one of the things- Did I even answer your question? Yeah, well, I wanna talk about the first time that you got introduced to it, because that's interesting. Oh, I know, I went into all the good stuff. Yeah, actually, start with that. Like, how did you actually get introduced? First off, describe for people who don't know the difference between cocaine and crack, because crack is a lot more addictive. And so, just what is the difference? I know, I got a lot of heat for- No, it was fantastic. It was fantastic. I was like, well, he's actually very educated on this. Well, it was important to me to make the distinction that there's this idea that there's this kind of a secret, kind of special enhancement to powder cocaine that makes it into crack. And you have to have some technical degree in order to be able to do that. And let's start all the way at the beginning. I think that I'm genetically predisposed to be an alcoholic. I do believe that there is a genetic piece of it. I do believe that my brain works differently as an addict in terms of the way in which my synapses fire once they're introduced to the dopamine hit and the serotonin increase that occurs because of an introduction of a substance. I believe that I became acclimated and physiologically dependent upon that when I started to drink in earnest, when I was in college, in which you can control and, you know, I made it through Georgetown and I went to Jesuit Volunteer Corps for a year and it's kind of like domestic peace. Well, you know the JBC. I was JBC for the year after college. And then I went to Yale Law School, you know, was married, had my oldest daughter when I was a first year law student and made it through all of that and made it through my first year's employment, drinking probably more than everybody, than most people do, but completely functional. One day I woke up when I was 33 years old to my brother called me and said, this has got to stop, but he got to stop. And what he meant was, is that, you know, like a whole weekend was missing. And I said, okay. And he drove me to the airport and he put me on a plane in New York and I flew to a place that was started by Eric Clapton called Crossroads in Antigua. And I went to rehab and I came out and I went, directly when I came out, my brother picked me up from the airport, drove me to an AA meeting, walked in with me, Dupont Circle in DC. I met my sponsor at that first meeting that I ever went to and I stayed clean and sober for about seven years. And then I relapsed. And it was just such a mundane, stupid story. I was on a plane by myself, everything was okay, things were looking up, it was, you know, normal life pressures, but it was all good. And that's the real insidious thing about addiction and alcoholism. It never goes away necessarily. There's always the answer that is being presented to you by the thing that you trust the most, which is your brain. And what it says is, if you don't want to feel this way, whatever the way is, or if you want to feel this way even more, I have the answer for you. And I was on a plane by myself and I had a drink. And that drink in 2010, seven years, almost a sobriety, started a cycle of relapse and recovery and relapse and recovery in which it was really hard for me to be honest with the people that love me because I just wanted to hide it. I just wanted it to go away. And I thought, okay, I'll get through this cycle. And I'll sleep it off. That's it, I'm done. And that would last a week and then it would last three months and then I went back to rehab and then it became kind of, then I came back and I started, I mean, talk about, you talk about this all the time, which I love that you do, it was big pharma. You know what I mean? I had shingles and so somebody prescribed me like 52, actually like, I mean, ridiculous. And I started that. And then I started drinking again and the prescription ran out and then this cycle just started to happen. But when my brother died, it all fell apart. Bo and I were, and like, I don't report that our relationship was unique or that his loss was greater than, my loss of him was greater than anybody else's loss of their brother or someone that they deeply, deeply love. But when my mom and sister and my Bo and I were in that car accident in 1972, and we survived, it was the two of us every day, or a year in a day apart. We talked every day. I mean, except when he was in Iraq, I literally probably talked to my brother every day. And when Bo died, my marriage fell apart after 20 years, 22 years, by the way, for reasons that marriages fell apart, but I take a lot of responsibility for. And it just started a really, really dark circle cycle. In the past, when I would have these relapses, there was always someone in such proximity to me that they would like, you know, I couldn't escape. I couldn't escape. In this instance, Bo was gone. I, right after Bo died, ended up separated from my wife, like, within the month. And my dad, for the first time in my life, who was my rock, was stuck in his own grief, like deep, deep grief. And I just went down into a hole. And I checked myself into a rehab that year, and came out and stayed sober for a while, and then relapsed, and then went into an outpatient program in D.C. where I went like, you know, four hours every day from eight to two or six hours every day, stay sober, and then I relapsed. And I came back and they said, well, you have to, I admitted to them that I relapsed, and that in this instance, I also used cocaine. And they said, well, you'd have to take a drug test. And I said, I'm not gonna take a drug test. I'm not gonna put something on, you know, it's because it's not protected by HIPAA in a rehab scenario, which is crazy, right? Yeah. Anyway, long story short, they said, you can't come back in unless you take the drug test. And I said, well, I'm not taking the drug test. I'm going through a divorce, and it's not protected by HIPAA. It will become public. I don't wanna do this to my family. Like, I'm telling you, I use cocaine and I drink. Is that not good enough? I'm back. And they said, no, for whatever reason, and I'm not blaming them, this is not their fault. I walked out and I knew Lincoln Park was a kind of open-air drug market. I saw a woman that was kind of famous in the area since I had been in college, literally for 20 years, that I would see in the streets around, you know, DC in that area where I worked for a long time. And I said, I went up to her and I said, can I get some crack? Wow. And I think it was basically, I said, can you help me commit suicide? I mean, I don't think, I know that now, and looking back, it was the coward's way. And I really mean that, I was a coward. I didn't go and just do it. I said, let me do it this way. And really, really, really drag everybody down with me along the way. But let me figure out the way not only to kill myself, but maybe kill my dad, you know, really hurt my family. Particularly my three daughters who like adore me and I adore. Like just the fact. And I smoke crack. And the difference between crack cocaine and powder cocaine is this. And I really, truly do not want to give a roadmap for people to be able to do this because I swear to God, it'll kill you. But it's sodium bicarbonate, which is baking soda, water, eat. That's it. That's all. That is the entire difference of it, which allows it to be ingested through smoking. And the combination of those things makes it so that it affects your physiology much faster than it would be if you just use powder cocaine through your nose or in any other form, other than inner being easily. And it also allows you to ingest more faster than you could possibly ever ingest by sniffing cocaine up your nose. The combination of that, the combination of combustion, ritual, and the ritual meaning the way in which you have to, you know, I mean, I can still feel my hands doing it, is, you know, becomes this ritualistic thing with the combination of combustion, which is, and you learn, I mean, if you really study things about addiction is these kind of key components of oral fixation and things like that, it just becomes the most ungodly addiction that you can possibly imagine. To the point where I was smoking crack, you know, I mean, literally, you know, I was either looking for or smoking or recovering, not even recovering, you don't recover, you just go find more for close to a two year period of time. And it took me to places, you know, I wrote all about it and I got made fun of about it. And, you know, people think that, you know, when I wrote my book, like, you know, calling through the carpet to find crack cocaine and, you know, Parmesan cheese and, you know, and I know it's a real offline, but anybody that's ever been an addict like that, they don't laugh about it. It's devastating. Think that you were that person, you can see yourself doing it. Just devastating. And so what happens in addiction so often is this, is people not only, they can't admit that, they can't even admit it to themselves, just block it out. They go, they get 30 days clean, they come out, they go back into the same exact situation that they were in before. And they think, I'm just not gonna do it again. I'm just gonna stay, you know, like, I'm gonna make it. I'm gonna make it. And what will come up is that, they'll wake up in the morning and they'll remember that time in the motel with the, you know, the person, the prostitute that brought you the drugs and that stole, just stole your wallet and all your, and all your drugs and everything. And you had to, you were calling through carpet to see if there was anything there. And you smoke whatever white that you found on the ground. Like, it's the shame. Just thinking of yourself like that, regardless of who you are, regardless of where you came from, whether your dad's the president of the United States, or it doesn't matter. And they don't admit that to themselves. They don't admit it to anyone around them. Don't ever say it. And you know what happens? You never lose it. And it sits like right here, like the back of your head and it pops up and you just feel so disgusted with yourself that your brain immediately tells you, regardless of how far away for you are from a drink or a drug, like, I know the way not to feel this way. I know exactly how to feel this way. You're gonna die if you keep feeling this way. You need to take a drink. And that's always how it starts. I mean, alcohol is the most dangerous drug in the world, just by virtue of the amount of destruction and devastation that comes personally in time. To the people around people that are alcoholics. And I don't find any difference between being an addict and an alcoholic. And, but that's where it starts. And that's where it started for me. That was my story until I met Melissa and back then in Silver in a bento, you know, almost seven years now. All right, you guys, some moments change everything. 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And I mean, this was actually a great benefit of A&E doing intervention because people could really see these moments where people will choose the drug over their family, they will choose the drug over their kids, they will choose the drug over literally anything. And for people who, and I actually tend to agree with you that I've wondered myself if there's something genetic because I'm not wired that way. Maybe I just haven't found the drug that would do that to me, but like I would say that like I've just never been, never had something in, I was like, oh, I just need to have that again or want it again. And I've seen friends that they have something once and they're like, wanna do this every second. And I go, that's very interesting. Like it's almost like you're made of something different. I'm certain of that. And the science is certain of that. And many ways, we all can, I think that we all can associate with understand addiction at more or less devastating levels. Oh, for instance, where's your phone? I mean, you have a, you basically have a pack of heroin. We all do in the pocket. Constantly giving us that dope. Which by the way, we can get to talking about that because I think that we are not nearly as divided of people as we think that we are. I think that that bag of heroin in everybody's pocket is feeding them a lot of that division. But it is, so we can all kind of understand the compulsion to do things that clearly aren't benefiting us. Like staying up until three o'clock in the morning and going through your, for you page on TikTok. Every mother, father can watch their teenager do that and go, God, this is awful. And I'm gonna take his phone away and then they turn back to their phone and they start going through their phone. Like, and I'm, I am not any better. So we can kind of all understand that compulsion. It's when the compulsion becomes just so the blast radius continues to grow. So the difference between being a, addicted to your phone and being addicted to crack cocaine, I'm not saying are the same, but at least we can kind of get a little bit of an understanding of the physiology of that, of the way in which the brain actually works. But. It's like the micro versus the macro. Yeah, and everybody has the micro. So you can see the micro impact of it. And, but I think that one of the reasons that why people are so like shocked by my story. And by the way, and we're able to conflate. So if the New York Post every day for six years runs a picture on, you know, online. I mean, I think they literally at one point did like 1.5 stories of me a day for an entire 18 month period. Okay. And in each, it didn't matter what the subject was. It was a picture of me naked. The prostitute. With whatever and with the crack pipe in my lips. So I don't get mad at people when they go, like was that your cocaine? Like, well, number one, you know the White House. It's like, it just doesn't make any sense. I had seven secret agents with me at any given time everywhere I went. The idea that I was in the situation room and would decide to drop off. I mean that, but beyond beyond that silliness is the, is I don't blame people for not realizing that I have worked my epine ass off. I mean, in this environment, the proudest thing that I've ever done is stay clean and sober. Through all of that, every piece of it, both the trials, through the accusations, through the Alexander Smirnoffs and Gal Luffs and Constantine Coolix and lead Parnises and Rooties and Steve Bannon's and all of that. Is that purely because of the love of the people around me and my willingness to own it all. I'm sitting in front of you. And you're not taking that away from me. And by the way, that's the beauty of it. The realization at one point is that you can try. I have no fear, no fear. And that doesn't, and that's why I'm here. More than anything is because I, like, I don't, I probably, you know, I'm certain that we disagree on a lot of stuff, but there used to be a time, Candace, where you and I could sit down together and disagree about tax policy and disagree about, you know, the Catholic Church's view on abortion or disagree with, I mean, whatever the subject may be, and still be able to go have a meal together. Right. I talk about that often on my show. Back when I was left leaning in college, my best friend was Republican conservative. It wasn't so at each other's throats and hating each other and wanting to destroy one another. And, you know, you can kind of see the good and the bad and go, well, you know, this is why I have this perspective and perspectives could change and that was allowed too. You know, I think about what it was that just revisiting what made a lot of people, including myself, so angry about you, or I guess it wasn't really about you. It was the gaslighting. It was the letter that came from people saying it was Russian propaganda. That is what is driving us crazy about the Epstein files right now. It's what's actually leading ironically to the collapse of the MAGA support, is we don't want to be gaslit. And to be fair, it wasn't you, that's why it was so refreshing when you were like, yes, I had a crack addition. This is me, I did this, I was with Hookers, but you weren't speaking for you. And they were literally a bunch of people that were coming out and saying, this is not real. And that is the most infuriating thing because everyone's average, everyone can connect with addiction, everyone could have this conversation. Actually, if you had come out, and I probably in that environment, obviously, it may be that there would have been different results because we were at each other's roads. But that is what made people so angry. It was like, nope, he never smoked crack. It wasn't real. The laptop is Russian propaganda. But guys, what is this? By the way, is it, here's the problem, is that Steve Bannon saved, and Rudy Giuliani saved the quote unquote laptop, which by the way is bullshit. That if we can agree on that gaslighting, I will agree on the gaslighting of this, is that it was never a quote unquote laptop. There was a hard drive of stolen and hacked material, wherever it came from, whether it came from a Delaware repair shop, or whether it came like Lev Parnas says from Dmitri Fertas, who was trying to sell a hard drive under Bidens in Ukraine, that they were looking for before the laptop repair shop guy was ever the twinkle in the eye. Just go back and look at the record. So here's the thing, is you're absolutely right. And this is like the freedom of being able to say this. It's like, yeah, they should have let me go out and talk. But it was two weeks before the campaign. And then the election was over, Steve Bannon, it goes on, and with his buddy Gao, the Chinese billionaire that's now in prison, and that is like a Chinese spy or whatever, where he got arrested on his boat and all that crap. Is it, I mean, there is a, go listen to it. Go listen to the recorded conversation in which they say like the laptop, like we got them. We like, you know, so we put all, we collected all the salacious pictures and we put them out there. And then Rudy went out and stood on the steps of the Newcastle County Courthouse with Bernie Carrick and said, this contains child exploitation, like pure, you know, I mean, pure bullshit, just bullshit. So on both sides, you have this reaction, you know, which I don't think was necessarily a coordinated reaction in the sense that, what do you do in two weeks? And so they come up with this and they say, and I don't get to go out and say, you know, no, I was. But you know what I did? Is it come April, I write a book and I tell everybody, I was addicted to crack. Here's my story and here's what happened. And here is the all of the rooms that no one would ever want to admit to being in that I was in and it was like a blip on the radar because everybody was now fighting about whether there was kind of a suppressed story on Twitter and whether there was a, this gaslighting from, you know, and by the way, I am not here to defend any of this people. But then it's part of like the political machine, whether like we have two weeks to go to the election, we're gonna do this denial, you know, because we can't afford this right now, essentially. And so, and then we're gonna table this, we make it past these two weeks. And then by that time, first and foremost, your father won, right? So, you know, and so people are angry, they feel like the election's been stolen and that there was this entire collusion to cover a laptop, which if it was on the other side, they may have done too. This is what DC is, it's politics, but that is where I think the anger came from. And it was just like, how dare you gas at us? And then people then start making you this focal point of. I didn't have anything to do with me. Right, it was kind of bigger than you at that point. You know what the laptop proved? That you were crack head. There you go. That you were deep in the throes of crack addiction. All this other bullshit, you know, bribery and all these other things, that they investigated up and down. During the Trump administration, with a Trump appointed US attorney, with the Trump appointed US attorney, it's the only US attorney in the country to stay on and continue to prosecute me, who then became special counsel after I got a plea deal, because I paid my taxes late, I paid them with penalties and interest, and I owned a gun for 11 days, while they say I was addicted and checked that box. That's it. Everybody has all the information. It's not like the Department of Justice has my digital footprint, every text message, every email. And there's not a single one in which you find that would in any way supports the really serious accusations of enriching my father, enriching himself somehow, or none of it, none of it's there. So I own whatever you wanna call it. I own the laptop. Come, you know what? We can go through it together. If you're willing to like avert your eyes to the tragedy of addiction, I mean, just the absolute tragedy of it. But man, oh man, we have not, there is no space for that. In discourse anymore. There's no space for the nuance of, well, that was addiction, that wasn't corruption. You know, I did not do any business through entire four years. I became a painter. You know why I became a painter? Because it literally saved my life. I painted my whole life. And Melissa instinctively knew that I literally needed to like occupy my hands in early recovery, like 12 hours a day. Like just, you know, like to be able to focus on the not the crushing weight of the consequences of years of addiction. And so I just sat and I painted and I painted and I painted. And I decided to have a show in the gallery and you know, and offer my paintings for sale. And the New York Post comes out and says, Hunter Biden's selling his paintings for a half a million dollars. I've never sold a painting nor offered a painting for a half a million dollars in my frigging life. And by the way, everybody knows this because every painting that I sold, everybody that bought a painting had to pay about a quarter million dollars to defend themselves before an impeachment hearing. Go read the transcripts of people under oath. But regardless is this, is the laptop absolutely proved nothing, but it became this cultural touchstone. It was like it embodied the Biden crime family. And if you wanted to be able to believe that, not wanted to be able to believe that, if you believe that because you're being told that by people that you trust that have told you that your election was stolen, your democracy was sort of thwarted, that the process was unfair, is that all you had to do, and I get this, is look at the pictures. It doesn't look like a good guy to me. Right. Because you weren't a good guy in the pictures. No, smoke and crack in a motel room with prostitutes. Right. Like, you know what I mean? Like they come out and they're saying, oh, like this, like I admit it all, not only admit it all, I own it all. I will own everything, the worst of it, all of it. And then being like, I mean now in retrospect, and things have changed, I mean times have changed. Like I said, I was one of the chief people that was really angry about it. And it did fit. That was the exact reason why when I reexamined it, it was the gaslighting. It's the same reason why I'm angry with Trump over the Epstein thing. It's like, I can't come back from me be a gaslighting. The Trump thing is worse because it came from his own mouth. The gaslighting, so it wasn't like people trying to cover it up. It was like Trump being like, what Epstein files? Are we still talking about the Epstein files? And so, but then things kind of changed, I think with time also because I was very, definitely I was close with Don Jr. Traveled a lot with him through the Hunter Biden laptop scandal, we talked about it, this corruption, can't believe they denied it, all these photos coming out. And then we get whatever this Trump family is now, and it's like, man, I think it was a historian that wrote on X exactly how I feel, which is I wish I could go back to the days where I thought like Hunter Biden's art was the most corrupt deal that was done in politics. And now we're going, okay, we stood behind Trump, we fought, we shared the photos of Hunter Biden to the extent that we could, and now we have their family engaged in so many corrupt deals, the meme coins, they taking advantage of people and you go, okay, well, what we actually have is DC is corrupt, politics is corrupt, and I think it is kind of a unifying point not to excuse the gas lighting of people for two weeks, which made people super angry, but I do think it's just a different time where people are kind of going back and examining, and I feel actually terrible realizing that you were finally clean, and then it's just this humiliation ritual over and over and over again of people putting everything out there and not realizing also your kids are facing this consequence as well, which people do not think about a lot of times when they publish stories, like I even was reticent and didn't cover the Kristi Noem thing, because the first thing that came to my mind was their kids, like I'm like, these are kids that are about to go to college, like and so, and why are they doing this? Because she's in politics, right? And so this becomes, they don't think about the children. And yeah, I mean, I think I now, now that I have kids too, I think there's just like, wow, they don't sign up for what I do for podcasting, kids don't sign up for that kind of stuff. Yeah, you know, number one though, kids are way more resilient than you think, so much tougher. And I know, my girls, got there, and they love me and deeply, and I can 100% accept that love now and return it with everything that I have to offer. But you're, part of what you're describing is politics and memoriam, part of it, but something's changed in this. There is a meanness, a willingness to adopt some very, very un-American tactics against our opponents because it become a zero sum game. It's not just that I disagree with you, it's you need to be punished. You need to be punished for what you believe. You know, there's this incredible show. I really wanna meet them one day. You've probably, I don't know if you've listened to it, it's called the necessary conversation. Have you listened to that? Incredible. It's a brother and a sister who are progressives. One lives in LA and like one lives in Austin, or something like that, and she runs a bakery, this sister and a mom and dad, and they are ultra maga. And I think they were like in, you know, Missouri somewhere. And I mean like, don't take their caps off. Trump literally can do no wrong. He's playing 4D chess on the Epstein thing. I know he said no war in Iran, but he must have a reason for it, and you can't convince, like literally, but they have this conversation. And they have real issues with each other. Like the daughter gets really mad at dad. Like dad, you were a jerk to us when we were kids. You made me, but then she has this conversation with her mom who loves animals and like taught her about empathy. And they would adopt all these animals. And they would, and you find out like her dad taught, or coached all of their little league games, and she was a softball player. And if a kid couldn't afford the uniform, dad would quietly go out and buy the uniform. And he's awful on this thing, by the way. Like he's, in terms of the way that he speaks, and he speaks to them and he's like tough and I don't give a shit and you know, drop a bomb on them kind of, you know. But it's so informative is that before, that's a normal family. That's a thing. Before you and I could meet at a restaurant in Georgetown, and your husband and my wife, and we could have dinner together. And like with Tucker, I knew Tucker, you know what I mean? And like you could have dinner together. And think that what Tucker was saying was crazy. And I don't agree with, and I don't agree with, you know, half the stuff. But you know what it didn't mean? It didn't mean that I thought that he should be tried for treason and executed. And that's what happened to me. And I mean that not figuratively. I mean it literally. That's what people were saying. And that's what people of real importance were saying. Those were the words that were coming out the mouse and I'm paraphrasing of people like Steve Bannon. And people like Rudy Giuliani. People of authority. And it changes everything. Is how can you even have a discussion for instance, how could I go out and talk about, how could I respond was that cocaine mine? Like what do you want me to take a drug test? Because I'm taking a drug test almost weekly for the Department of Corrections and probation. You know, I have a probation officer. I'm on release until trial. But what do you do? Is that the statement that you make to the New York Post? It's impossible. Becomes impossible. But what do you do to realize this? And I don't know if you feel this way in your own life. Is that you know what the real problem is? It's not out there. It's not that person. If I could just get Steve Bannon to tell the truth. If I could just get Rudy Giuliani to stop lying about me. If I could just get Constantine Kulak to say that he wrote the written, if I, like it's not there. You realize in order to survive it is all inside. Every single piece of it is about figuring out how to love yourself and not live in that shame. And in order for you to be able to be of service to Melissa, like return the beautiful thing that she gave me, which was a chance that to be of service to my dad, to return the unconditional love, which is not love without consequences, not love without accountability. It's just knowing that no matter what, even through the consequences and being held accountable, that that person still loves me. All right, you guys, when I think about the future, I picture of a little moments that matter most, family dinners, bedtime stories, lazy Sundays at home. 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So if you want stronger nails, healthier looking skin, less joint discomfort and even improved DEXA scans, go to getnativepath.com slash Candace right now. There's a special discount plus free shipping from our listeners today. Again, that's getnativepath.com slash Candace. I think that was also what came across in your interview with Andrew Callaghan where after I watched it, I think it sort of edited my opinion about that relationship between your dad because I think since the laptop scandal in my mind, it was, I guess a bit cartoonish where it was like, well, you can do whatever you want. You'll have to smoke crack. We know we were just powerful. We'll cover it. Like whatever, we've had so much power. We've acquired so much power. And then when I sort of saw you really defending your dad over this George Clooney thing, I was like, okay, this is just a normal father-son relationship. Like people can't apply that for some reason when you're talking about a president or somebody that has access to power, but he just loves his dad. And this is the way any normal person would defend their dad if they said something about your father, they said something about your son. Like this is so normal that I think that's what was a bit resting for me. I was like, this is very normal dynamic. He doesn't care if Jake Tapper's on his side. He doesn't care if George Clooney is on his side. That's his dad that you're talking about. And he's having a natural reaction that I would have if someone was talking about my dad, my grandparents, my sister, my cousin, even when they do something wrong, by the way, like it's like, okay, no, but like that's my family member who did something wrong. And your kids. And so you have no right. And I will breathe fire on someone. And that's kind of, and you're right. And now it's getting dirtier. The games people are playing are dirtier. And it is about wanting you to feel unsafe. And I think that is something that is so new. When you have people posting your address, posting where you are, knowing that you have children. And yeah, I really do, and it is over perspective. Like for me, it was me changing my mind on Israel. And suddenly I'm getting the New York post-treatment. And I'm getting all of these people coming after me. And I'm going, this is my perspective. You're welcome to try to debate me on why I feel the way I feel about, which is cause I have two eyes, about what's happening in Gaza. But to do these tactics where you're trying to destroy people is that feels very, very new to me. Yeah. And let's be honest, I hate that phrase. Okay. I got it from my perspective, it was this. I know where that started. And that started when Donald Trump from rally stages started the Weir's Hunter. Or GL Weir's Hunter, call and response, browse. And then they printed T-shirts, and then they made hats. And then they made mugs of Weir's Hunter. And then they showed up my door. I didn't have any security, I didn't have anybody. I can't afford that in my life, particularly at that time. And they literally showed up my door with bullhorns and mega hats on the direct. And the way that they got there is, the New York post published on the front page, on its cover, an aerial view of my home with the address. And then in the thing, if you stand here on this part of the street, you can see, and there are four ceiling windows. And so they showed up. Wow. And Melissa was six months pregnant at the time. She got in the car, she was as long as the time, and she sped off, and they followed her, and they ran her off the road. She panicked, and then she did it again, and they surrounded her. And that's new, man. That is new. And similarly, before I sat down, I heard where you live, what the level of security that you have or didn't have, and what your perimeter of your property is like. How the hell do I know that? And how is that even remotely safe? Because you have people who now, you basically spoke your truth, and they decided that you cannot exist. And so therefore, I don't know if it's gonna happen, but for some reason, I think it's appropriate for me to say, tell you what Candace's address is, who lives there, and the level of security she has. Tim Pool doing that was one of the most, it was so obvious what he was doing. By the way, my dad said to me, is I have to stop saying the F word. But seriously, that to me was like, it's a declaration of war. Like they know I homeschool my kids, they know and he's describing the security apparatus, and he's doing it in this rant, trying to be impassioned about the fact that I don't support Israel, or I don't support, whatever his motivation was, there was zero reason that you would be describing the perimeter of my house, outside of wanting someone to get harmed. And first of all, I'm not like Tucker Carlson, and I save people all the time. That's why I get so worried, because when Tucker gets accosted in public, he just has this like total happy warrior demeanor. I will claw someone's eyes out for my kids. Like I am not the property to try, we will shoot you. Like I will shoot you and I will kill you, and I will happily go to prison, before you have one opportunity to even make me, and I'm not even gonna think about whether you're gonna hurt my kids. You sound exactly like a police officer. And that's just me, that's just me. By the way. And I've said over and over in my podcast, I will smile in my mugshot, okay? Because I did the right thing, and I have no qualms about that. So when he did that, I was like, okay, this little beanie boy, okay, little beanie boy. I see exactly what you're doing, the whole world sees what you're doing, and you are doing something that, because you want my children to get harmed. And then if something happens to them, you're gonna go, well, I don't know how that happened, as I was describing the perimeter of her home, and talking about what her security is, which was inaccurate. Can't understand, but that's, like what are we even talking about? That's exactly why they do it. Is that even if the chance is this small, the reason that they do it is exactly that, is to make you really afraid, not for yourself, for your four kids, for your family, for the people that work around you. It's like, and by the way, I'll tell you, is that I have the same approach that I think Tarker has to it, which is, and I don't know, which is basically like, I can defuse this situation, I can do it. Melissa? People kill you. Yeah, I'll kill you, and I'll ask questions later. And she did exactly the same. And you know what really worries me? Is that, is that, is all of a sudden, we're all talking about violence. Like you're talking about violence, violence is defense, but now you're talking about the violence. And then they kind of like go, oh, you're gaslighting us, this is bullshit, you're fine, you're really rich, and you this and that, you can take care of yourself. It's like, bullshit. Did you see what just happened to my best friend? Yeah, like, I mean, we just watched Charlie get, and he had a full security apparatus. We still don't know what happened to Charlie Kirk. There's zero interest, and that's another thing that just completely, for me, was like, done with Trump. What's, like, I mean, there's just no way, for someone who came from the inside and watched the work that Charlie did to get the people elected, Don Jr. was like a brother to Charlie, literally like a brother to him. And to see the Trump brothers, to see Donald Trump himself, Kash Patel, who Charlie pushed for him to lead the FBI, had him on his podcast, J.D. Vance, like, you know, came out of nowhere, Charlie was like not sleeping to make that happen. And to see all of these people have zero interest in the obvious holes in the story. Even if, ultimately, the holes get filled, and there's a picture that makes sense, which I put that at a 0% chance. But let's just, you know, the fact that they have zero interest and they're just accepting the narrative, like what this has done to me, and I've said this, I'm just done with politics. I'm just done with politics because I can't even begin to comprehend it. And again, that element of gaslighting that's happening here, where they're pretending that the people who are noticing that none of this is making sense are the crazy ones, and everyone else who's like, no, turn the chapter a week later, it's all solved. And this is how it went down, and none of it makes sense, but just accept this slop. It is the most infuriating thing, and it's just fully removed the scales of my eyes, and I've stopped with this left versus right, Democrat versus Republican. I'm like, this is sheer evil versus good. And this is like sheer evil. But by the way, for real, exactly. Like I'm like- Exactly. It is good versus evil. Yeah. They have torn the mask off of this. I said to you before, is that I pray to God that by the end of this, that you think of me as a friend, because if anything ever happened to me, I want you. You and Melissa team up, you'd fit. Like, oh my God. You're at the bottom of it. It's not happening with Charlie Kirk. And the criticism of you for asking the questions for someone who was like a brother to you, it's like, what the eff are you talking about? That's the gaslight. What are you talking about? And by the way, she's coming from someone who you've attacked, and politically, you've had all of your criticism, which I have no problem with, and we disagree on so many things. But I listen to you and I go, right on. Like Epstein, like you want to figure out why they don't want to let the release all the Epstein files? All you got to do is literally look at a picture of Trump standing on his stage at his inauguration and look behind him. Yeah. I mean, it's like every single person. He's protecting his donors without question. I mean, it's crazy. Like, Paulos and Pauli and this and that and the other thing and all of these things. It's like, okay. And by the way, like, anyway, my point is, is it, yeah, it's like, when are people going to kind of wake up to the fact? And it's not left or right. It is a really, really horrible group of people that are pulling strings, that impact us all. And they make us think that because you and I disagree on the graduated tax rate or some social issue, is that we are sworn enemies. I mean, not just like sworn enemies, that I deserve violence. And I could see them and it does seem like both sides have woken up without question. My audience is now split and I still say what I believe. I haven't changed my position on abortion. I'm Catholic. I have, you know, there's nothing that has changed. I think they're just hearing me for the first time. And I do think there was something about the Charlie Kirk assassination that everyone just sort of looked up. You know, we just sort of all looked up at the machine and was like, wait a second, what is this? Because they expected Trump to be right or die. They expected cash. I mean, wow, this is going to be solved in the clearest way possible because the entire political apparatus that has the power and the Department of Justice is in the hands of Charlie Kirk's friends. Like that was how I felt, right? This is it. No, whoever did this is never going to get away with it because these are Charlie's friends. And what did we get? They're the people that Charlie Kirk made. He Charlie Kirk made these people. That's exactly right. You let a youth revolution to get these people elected in power, he was ride or die to- The level of disloyalty or fear. I don't know what it is. Disloyalty is- Disloyalty may be guided by fear, but it's disloyalty. So disturbing. It's disturbing. And I cannot forgive Trump, the Trump family, what they have done or what they have not done for Charlie. Can I keep one of these? Yeah. Who's first? Yeah. And I'm full on. I'm like you where I'm like, what is the shame tactic of the day? You're calling me a conspiracy, that's great. I'm like, you'd be a fool to believe a stuff that they're telling us today. The stories are telling us. I mean, it is something that is just so disturbing. And I think that the Charlie assassination has just so crazy, like as he was so Republican conservative, but I think it's brought people together in a productive way. Yeah. Look, I'm here and you're here. And the, I really think that we're not unique. I think I'm very, very kind of emblematic is that like, like let's put the past, you know, not behind us. Like I'll explain anything you want. I'll talk about anything that you want to talk about that you still have questions about or that anybody is. But like, this isn't right. This, we're witnessing right now is not right. The level of corruption, the obfuscation, I mean, whether it's Butler or Charlie or Butler knows that. It's just not right. And I mean, it's so glaringly not right. It's almost as if they're just saying F you. F you. They're not even trying. I don't care. We don't even get good psyops anymore. And that's why I keep saying, I'm like, it's so disrespectful that we're not even getting good psyops anymore. Like we're supposed to believe he survived four, what do we have, four assassination attempts, the first president that's ever survived four assassination attempts. They quietly, they lied to us about things. They make a big deal and then they make it wanna, you know, it's gonna go away. They're gonna keep pretending and telling us that this is a totally normal grieving widow. Okay. No one's buying that. Like something's just not right here. Everyone can see that. This is not how you would react to your husband being shot. And this sort of just, I'm fine. And I feel like two weeks later, I fully accept the narrative. I have no interest in anything else. It's over. Let's close it. I forgive him. Let's move on. You're asking us to abandon our common sense and our humanity is what you're asking us to do. And that kind of seems like where we're at. Like they're insisting on this. And I'm going, where is this gonna go? Because we're not doing the thing they want us to do. Like they are just constantly giving us slop all the time. I mean, even the recent White House Correspondents' Dinner, there was so much theater to it after, so much theater. And now it's kind of, okay, secret service maybe shot at each other. And we're just kind of kind of quietly move on. But Trump needs a ballroom. Like that's a normal reaction. Hey, there's a shooting duck. Hey, well, we better get that ballroom. By the way, it's gonna cost a billion dollars now. And by the way, it's not from donors. And by the way, we're gonna do it. Like it's just like, it's just the constant, like talk about gaslighting. It's been, this has been just this, we're not even, are we even a year into Trump's second term? Yeah, we're a little over a year. A little over a year and a second. And I don't think there's just been, I'm like, how are we gonna deal with four years of just being gaslit every five seconds and told that, but MAGA, literally MAGA is not MAGA anymore. And what was actually never Trump, which was actually pro Hillary Clinton, if you think about it, that's now MAGA. It's literally people who have been against Trump the entire time who are lecturing us about this stuff. Like the Mark Levin's and the Ben Shapiro's and like we're MAGA and the Laura Loomers. Like, you know, we're MAGA now. Okay, great, then I'm not MAGA. Like I am, I've never agreed with these people. I am opposed to these people's ideas. I am opposed to unleashing an actual lunatic who has had to be Baker acted and put on psych 5150 holds by her own parents who fear her. I'm opposed to that actually being unleashed upon the population. Melissa always says that 5150. I had to, she's gonna, that person's gonna get 5150. I go, what are you talking about? What's 5150? Yeah, it's like, you're telling us this is MAGA now. Like this is what we do. And so it's been a challenging time because you do have to have like the humility to admit that I'm quite embarrassed about it. The president of the United States of America has posted images of himself as a king, I think half a dozen times now. Like when are people gonna wake up and go, okay, like if that's what you want. And by the way, if that's what you want, then you know what, I know that there is a, that there is a vast majority of Americans, but some that are really gonna really, really have a problem. Yeah. Really have a problem. I am MAGA. And I, God forbid. And this whole thing is, is it, we all need allies now because they do have an enormous amount of power. You know, one of the things that I always think about is that it's so easy to silence people, but it would be particularly easy for instance to go. Like if someone, like the whole cocaine in the White House thing. And by the way, I look at your image, is it like, you can believe whatever you wanna believe, but I know my truth and that's all I can do. And you'd prefer crack anyways. 100%. Okay. And I would not, The evidence is overwhelming. He preferred crack. And by the way, I would not have forgotten it in a cubby. Not if you're crawling on the floor. To go into the situation room, which I've never been in before. Okay. Exactly. I mean, Jesus Christ. Anyway, but my point is, is it, what if they, you know, what if I'm flying back to LA and, you know, or when I go through security and they find drugs in my bag, who would believe me that I'm clean and sober? Who would possibly believe me? No one. No one. No one. And I could take drug tests and I could prove it. And I could, you know, I mean, literally, I pack my bag in front of a witness everywhere I go. So that at least I would be able to say that. Here's the crazy part. Is the idea that I would think that there is a government in power capable of doing that. Says everything anyone needs to know about where we are. The idea that you feel unsafe in the United States of America, because you disagree with the current administration on a issue that 70% of Americans agree with you on. Like, you know, I think we all can agree is that we need to stop the wholesale murder of a population in Gaza. Whatever you think about my father's policy as it relates, I always say to people, do you know one thing he didn't do? He didn't green light to turn Gaza into a Trump golf course with the matriot D being Jared Kushner with $4 billion in Saudi money. It's despicable. Despicable. It's just like they did the deal before. I mean, when he posted that, I'll never forget that, posted the Trump, like here's what Gaza could be and like I could have my name in a building. But literally that's what they're doing. This is dead children. Like you're literally saying this is all gonna be fine because we're gonna get up a Trump resort or something. Positively despicable. I mean, just positively despicable, tasteless, indefensible. And yes, it wasn't a joke and that is the deal. And that's what they're doing. Literally doing. And by the way, they're doing it out in the open. I mean, it's not as if they're hiding it in any way. I mean, they are making deals as they go through. Like I always say to people, it's like you had such a problem with me. I didn't do any business. I'll take the paintings. I didn't do a single business. Every single person that bought a painting from me during the time my dad was there in office. I had two shows and probably sold a total of 20 paintings and 13 of them to my best friend. And that's it. That's it. And you had a problem, not you. Well, you too, but they had a problem with me as being this emblem of corruption. These guys, okay. Don Jr. got the single largest loan guarantee from the Department of Defense ever handed out of over $600 million for an energy company, a fusion energy company, of which he has zero, zero experience in. They have gotten, Jared Kushner, who's never run a private equity fund, has now a $4 billion private equity fund with 80% of the money coming from the Middle East, of which he continues to raise as he is the ambassador at large on behalf of the Trump administration, not as a political pointee, but simply as a son-in-law of the president to come to a peace deal of a war in Iran that they started that has cost the economy billions and billions of dollars for war, nobody wanted that every president before them, before him was pressured by the Israelis to get into and every single one, regardless what you think of them, from Jimmy Carter, through President Reagan, through both of the Bushes, through Clinton, through my dad, who said, you're out of your damn minds, and here's the reason why, this is what's gonna happen. So who benefits right now? You know who benefits? The people that are making trades of billions of dollars on market manipulation that occurred. And we all know that it's literally out and open, but who's gonna, you know? Who's gonna, who's gonna, who's gonna, You will not get a disagreement out of me. Like I am so far off the Trump chain, he's posting me. No, no, by the way, and I'm not even saying it. It's embarrassing, but it is embarrassing. Because we got behind him as the answer to corruption. We thought he was gonna be this outsider. You know, he's gonna go to DC, he's gonna drain the swamp, and then he became a Loch Ness monster, you know? And so it's like, I don't know what it is about that swamp, but you get swimming in it, and it's like people do this. And yes, it has been for Israel, not to say that Trump wasn't pro-Israel, most presidents actually are pro-Israel. When they go in there and they go anti-Israel, they kind of end up dead. But it's, or they sort of get kicked out. If you wanna talk about Nixon and the scandal of Watergate, which I've revisited and did think that that had a lot more to do with his shifting viewpoints, but that wasn't the issue. Like I was pro-Israel, generally speaking, not very educated about the topic. It's this level of corruption that you're talking about when you are willing to let real Americans be harmed, their day-to-day lives be harmed, they're suffering at the gas pump, their groceries are expensive, all at the, so that you could further enrich, how much more money does just Trump family need? I was just like, literally, how much more money do you need? Like that you're going to allow this to happen. Don't you just wanna have now the legacy of being a good president? I mean, this is- Yeah, what I'm saying to you about like the cryptocurrency, I think there's incredible promise in cryptocurrency. I believe in the meme token. I wanna, I'll do something one day to create a community and there's really good reasons to do it. There's really interesting ways. And I know people disagree. I just happen to be kind of like a- Crypto bag? I mean, just because of my understanding, I think it is incredible freedom in world in which we've been controlled by banks. So if you have the same problem that I have with big pharma banks and the Fed and these like, where does money come from kind of thing? Is it like, I truly believe in what Satoshi, kind of the manifesto of Bitcoin, but that's just me, regardless. My point is, is that they had such an opportunity. It had such an opportunity. I'll give you this. I want you to look at the conspiracy. Go look up, Gal Luft and Alexander Smirnov. They're the two principal individuals that made the only claim that people hung their hat in in Congress and elsewhere as it relates to my dad in corruption, bribery and stuff like that. One of them is a fugitive from justice, wanted by Interpol in the United States government, Gal Luft, who is a former IDF officer who is believed to be living in Israel as a fugitive, which the Israelis will not help us locate. And the other one is Alexander Smirnov, who is a known Israeli intelligence agent. Those are the two people who was in a prison in the United States, serving six years, and they can't find him. Your prison can't find him in his prison, in the prison. He is on furlough, but no one knows where he's been furloughed to. Within the only passport that he has is an Israeli passport. There are forces that I used to take, oh, this is bullshit. Have you ever read the Devil's Chestboard? Yes, I read this book Chaos, that then led me to the Devil's Chestboard. It's actually on our list for books to read for the book club. Yeah. Yeah, it'll knock you, Chaos, CIA, the Manson stuff, that was the one that knocked me, and I was like, what the heck is our government? What is going on? You read the Devil's Chestboard, and you realize that anyway. What the CIA is capable of, and you think it's all a conspiracy, and I think that's what they're fearful of, is that people will have a wake into that. And so when they're kind of trying to throw red meat now, which you see them doing, the left, the right, it's just not landing the same anymore, because we just realized that there is a Devil's Chestboard. That's why I have in terms of the left, like you think I'm gonna defend the DC elite of the left? They crushed my dad. They, when they saw their chance, they did everything in their power to push them. Push them out. You know why? Because he was never part of that club. He was never part of the Epstein class. He lived in Delaware. Everybody, the thing that you can think whatever you want about my dad, is that literally my dad never bought a stock or a bond, because he made a commitment in 1972 when he was 30 years old after Watergate, never to own a stock or a bond. And he did. My dad was the poorest person ever to enter the presidency, and the poorest person, not poorest, I mean, he had money, he had written a book, and he'd done well, but he had the least amount of wealth entering the presidency in modern years, and since 1900, then anybody. And when he was in the United States Senate, he was not only the poorest man in the Senate, not poor again, he made over $170,000 an average over the course of 45 years, but not just the Senate, but 535 members of Congress. He was never a part of that club. And that's what I wish you knew, that's what I wish they knew, and I am not here in any way to defend the DC elites of my own party. I think that they're just as complicit in all this bullshit. No, without question, like the Nancy Pelosi's, what's your opinion on Kamala then? Did you like her? Look, I- Like you didn't, you definitely didn't. No, you know what? I didn't wanna say anything. I didn't know the vice president that well. Okay. You know? I mean, and she was always nice to me personally. And so that was my, you know, but I didn't have, the other thing that people think that I was like living at the White House, I literally didn't leave my home because it was really hard to leave. I stayed in the hill that I lived on until the fires came. You know, that's where I was. I was with Bo and Melissa and trying to make it through and not trying to make it through, thriving making it through, would otherwise have seemed like a horrible, horrible life from any outsider's perspective. So I'm not judging the question, but I don't wanna shit on the vice president because I have no reason to necessarily- She did nothing personal to you. She was nice to you. Never did anything personal to me. I didn't think that she is, you know, so. Kind of machine stuff. Yeah, exactly. You know, I don't, in terms of all of that stuff, I'm, you know, I think I'm tough enough to realize that, you know, that's part of like, when you get to politics at that level, people couldn't, I think, have this misperception of me is that for 50 years I was a crack addict. And I was that picture, you know? I mean, I went to Yale Law School, you know, I served in the Clinton administration. I was chairman of the board of the USUN World Food Program, which is the largest humanitarian organization in the world. I served on 16 boards before I ever joined the board of Burisma or anything. I taught at Georgetown for, I was, you know, taught at the master's program of the school and first service for four years. I actually didn't know that. Yeah, yeah. And that was something that surprised me to not to be rude, but I thought you were dumb. Yeah. Because I don't know, because Megan McCain was on the view for too long or something and I was like, here we go, just like rich political kids. Like, I mean, she is just, she's just so dumb. And yet she's just always here, like they're just giving her stuff. And so I think there's also that perception where it's their kids don't work, aren't smart. And so I was kind of expecting you to be sort of a Megan McCain. And then when I watched it, I was like, oh wait, he actually has brain cells, which is by the way, remarkable that you didn't kill him all off when you were on crack. I told you before, I think they got pickled all the vodka. Something like that. So I was like, this is interesting. He's not a total idiot. So there is, there are the stereotypes of rich kids who just keep getting handed all of these awards in life. I say to everybody, is that if there's any ever anybody in the history of America that benefits from low expectations, it's me. Is it? People are like, oh my God, like you aren't a complete moron. You haven't pulled out your crack pipe yet. Which is really crazy. But that gives you an idea by the way of the level to which I was muted because they didn't want, you have to subvert yourself to a machine to a certain degree. And like it wasn't up to me if I wanted to go out and like rail at the machine or rail at, go on and argue with Jake Tapper. Is it what harm your dad? Yeah, because then I become even more of the story. But you give up your voice in that way. And it's incredibly emasculating. And particularly when the portrait that is being painted of you as a near-dwell that never did anything in their life. Like, you wanna talk about experience? But look at my goddamn resume. I have 10 times more experience in 10 times more things. And I know I am 10 times more well-read than either one of the Trump boys regardless of what you think about them. Now, you know what I can't do? Is that I'm not a great shot. And I don't know anything about real estate. And I don't know anything about making money. And that's why I'm about a few million dollars in debt. And I don't. And I need to change that one around in some way at the age of 56. But the portrait that was painted on me has given me this incredible gift. So I can walk into your house, into your studio. And I guarantee the people afterwards are gonna go, I still think he's a ****, but my God, he's not. You know what? Can you believe it? He didn't go to do lines in the bathroom. That was my reaction when I watched Andrew Callan. And I was like, wow, he's actually thought through his addiction. He's talking about the ritual. Like, this guy's not an idiot. And you're right. I guess you do benefit from having exceedingly low expectations. But it was sort of like you said the first time you spoke and of course you did sort of have to be quiet because otherwise you would have definitely hurt your father and there's a machine that's kind of bigger than you that you have to submit yourself to. By the way, the rage was there. You could tell that I even went back. My dad just said, honey, that was really beautiful parts of it. Dude, you have to use it to effort that much. I was like, coming from you. The thing about my dad though is he, he, at least from the different gender, he would, he never talked to us that way, ever. Like around, or around my mom or, you know. But anyway, so I'm trying to curb the F word for my mom and dad. All right, you guys, summertime expenses in 2026 are stacking up faster than ever, leaving Americans feeling like the only option is swiping their credit cards. This keeps you trapped in a cycle of high interest debt. American financing has a way out. This is not about shortcuts. 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My sister, Gaspie, was about 18 months. And two of my oldest daughters named after Naomi. And yeah. Do you have any memory of her? Yeah, you know, it's a... I don't know for certain whether the things that I have, which I believe are memories, are memory. Because it would be very rare at that age. I have distinct memories of my mom carrying us around in picnic past. And I even have a distinct memory of the car, not the accident of the car. But I don't know if it's because I've been, so steeped in stories. The beautiful part, like everything, have you ever read any of the Gnostic hospitals? No. You really should, because I know you're... I've listened to you talk about your Catholicism and your faith. And I'm like a toddler in the faith and there's so much, it's like so rich. So it's really cool. One of the things that I've always been a student of, because when I first went to Georgetown, the two closest people after I graduated Georgetown were two Jesuit priests. One was named Ted Deziak and the other one was Bill Watson. And both Father Watson and Father Deziak led me into this idea of service. I started, I think, all the Jesuit international volunteers with Father Watson. I mean, excuse me, Father Deziak. And then I went to the JBC because of Father Watson, which is like domestic Peace Corps. And I did that for a year. And then when I opened up my own law firm, all my clients were Jesuit universities because I was friends with presidents of universities that were just like five or six years older than me. They were now becoming presidents of St. Joe's and Granton and Loyola and all these Jesuit universities, Detroit Mercy. But anyway, the Gnostic Gospels. The Gnostic Gospels were, they were found in Najhomani and they were written in the period between Christ death and the first two centuries. And there's the Gospel of Thomas, Gospel of Philip. And Constantine, I'm not gonna, this is boring to have. No, I'm very interested in this. Constantine, and for Constantine, converted to Christianity. Yep, the end. But what he did, and really what it was about, was not a true transformation of faith. It was a way to consolidate power. So he made the Christian bishops who were 200 years into the very, very early church. He made the Christian bishops, his lieutenants and enforcers as it related to the religion so that he can control the more radical elements of it. And so that is when they came to an adoption of just for gospel. And there's all of these other writings that became, that you could get excommunicated for running. That is really beautiful, really beautiful portraits of like the Gospel of Mary Magdalene and Jesus' relationship with Mary Magdalene. But anyway, it's not a gospel, but it is one of the texts. I think it's called the Acts of John. There is a thing that Christ says, and he says, I'm paraphrasing, you must learn to suffer as I do in order to be able not to suffer. And that is the greatest lesson of everything, is not having gratitude for all the good things in my life, for having immense gratitude for all of my life. Like I wouldn't be here. We couldn't have this honest conversation. I couldn't get to know you as a human being if every single thing didn't occur behind it. I would not feel this gift of being alive on a daily basis the way that I do if I hadn't overcome committing suicide dozens of times in motel rooms and places that I could never afford to be found dead. You know, and it's that piece of life that like the only way I got it is when they just tore off all my clothes, tart and feathered me and put me in the center of town and said, look at him. And I survived. And when you survive that, you kind of go, what am I gonna do with my life? Well, the number one thing I wanna do with my life is number one, take care of me. Yeah. You take care of me. I feel like I have to say, like I'm really sorry that I contributed to that. Like I just feel really shitty. Like I feel guilty because like hearing you talk about, I mean, basically having the worst moments of your life. Like I always speak about on my show how a lot of these kids growing up aren't gonna even know what it was like before social media where you could just make a mistake and like have that be over and you got to grow up. And now it's like they're digging and they're finding people's tweets from when they're 17. They're an idiot. They wrote the N word once and they like wanna hang them when they're 40. And I just saw you as a caricature. And it was definitely, like I said, like feeling gas lit by the political machine convinced that it was just the left that Park took in this political machine. And I just like really wanna say like genuinely, like I'm so sorry that I just didn't even consider he's a crackhead and like, you know, that's actually a very relatable thing. And he shouldn't be, you know, like to have that is just unbelievable to consider every worst thing that you've ever done. I am like, I told you before we started, I cry very easily. But I do, I just feel like I, it's not who I wanna be. And I think I've come a long way from that in general. And like, but I did partake in just the inhumanity of just look at this guy at the worst moment of his life, like with prostitutes, he's on crack, he's on drugs. And we should make fun of him because it makes us feel good or it makes us feel like we're somehow beating the machine. And that it was, I think a really warped viewpoint and hearing you speak about it today. I'm just like, wow, it is so gross that I partake in. You have so much, and I mean this in a good way, so much power because I think that your audience absolutely trust you. And the reason that they trust you is because you've shown an enormous amount of courage of speaking your mind, particularly as it related to someone that you love like a brother. And everything that has transpired since then, which is a immediate rejection of power and immediate rejection of, and knowing that you were just gonna get the shit beat out of you. And for you to say that to me, I truly mean it, just from a purely selfish point of view, it means the world. And that, and I didn't, I truly didn't come here for that. I came here because you know what? I has forgiveness every day without any expectation that I will be forgiven. But I know the people that I hurt, and I still do, and I'm not even remotely perfect, and I still screw up, and you know, but God, if we could have this conversation and genuinely authentically believe that, like, I think just opens the door for a few other people without being, you know, with all humility, like maybe a few other people. And there was a freedom in it too, like there's a freedom that your worst moments have just like there's nothing else. What are you gonna say? Yeah, you got me butt naked up with the crack pipes. So I mean, I survived it, and so you have it, it allows you to kind of return to who you are because it's, you know, addiction is, I wouldn't, what should I always say, like, you know, people have grown up and seen when it's time to families and seeing a lot of stuff when I was younger, like really made me like, again, I'm like, wow, I can't even imagine. Imagine if you could talk about it. Imagine if you could have openly talked about it, and the person that you were confronting or doing it is like, we're able to say like, this is, you know, like we gotta do something about this. Come on everybody, let's do something about it. I wanna start an aftercare program for people for free because the biggest thing that happens is people go to detox and they go to recovery center or rehab, and they get out after 30 days and they got nowhere to go. And so one of the things that I'm trying to do is start a free aftercare program. And there's a couple, there's one in Kentucky that is a really beautiful model, but if I could do that, you know, I've worked with an organization called Basta Universal, I'm the development director there, and they do tenants rights and homeless prevention. Like I know what we all can agree on. We can all agree on that, you know, that people can't afford to pay the rent and they'd be able to figure out a way to stay in their houses before it becomes a mother with three kids that are homeless. We know where that leads. But these kinds of things is what I wanna use, what I'm doing, like I wanna do that. I also wanna make a living. I also wanna do, I also wanna be able to pay my debt. I also wanna be able to do the things that, you know, I have, you know, you know, I also still wanna make art, you know. You know, I started, finally, and like, you know what, I'm gonna put all my art on my website and people can come look at it. If they wanna buy it, they can buy it. And like, because I don't really believe art becomes art until you share it with somebody. I mean, like, until there's an observer of it. So I can, you know, I can sit in my studio, which is my garage. But I wanna do all of those things and I wanna be able to do it and I wanna be able to talk to you. You know what I mean? I wanna be able to talk to the people. I wanna talk to that family, necessary conversation and say to the mom, like, the story your daughter tells you about the way that you adopted animals, it really moves me. The fact that you think I'm the spawn of the devil. We maybe have a discussion about it, you know. Yeah, it's a caricature. And I have a caricature of me that's been built up for a year. So I should have been more empathetic to it, honestly, but it's when you're in it, you kinda don't really know that you're in it, I think. Well, not only in it, it is that you're in it to win it. And when everything is put into political lens and life or death, and you know, if we lose this election, you know, this is over now, I'll tell you this, is that we've never had somebody that is, you know, opposed staying longer than they're supposed to. But regardless, is that I think that we all have a tendency to look at the time that we live in and say that it's worse than ever, absolutely worse. And the fact of the matter is, is if you, like you, you know your history, is that like, this is a cycle. There will always be really bad people. We will always be disappointed in the end with leadership. We will always have corruption. It doesn't mean that we need to accept it. It doesn't mean that we don't need to fight against it. It doesn't mean that sometimes really good people make the wrong choice. But what it does mean is that I have absolute hope. I've really truly still believe in America, even with all of the incons, all of its faults. I mean, even after reading the devil chess board, like, you know, you read that and you go like, and that's not about Democrats, and that's not about Republicans. And if you go back and you go back to Reconstruction, you go back to Andrew Johnson, you go back to like the, you know, the fact that the United States of America has not had, it's not been truly the United States of America until, you know, 1964 at best. And this whole thing, but I still really believe in the illusion and the thing that makes me so mad is they have completely torn away that illusion and people feel hopeless. They feel like there's no chance of changing it. Okay, they gave this guy the brains to do it. And he was the one who was gonna blow everything up and make it better for everybody. And they're kind of like, wait a second, what happened to Charlie? Wait a second, why are we at war again? Yeah. You know. I think this is actually the most important question and I will make this my final question I wanna ask you, but I'm really interested about your faith life, your Catholic, your race Catholic, you went to Catholic school and like is you're talking to me about the Gnostic hospital. Okay, let's you and I go see the Pope together. Love to do that. Seriously. I think he's a little mad at America right now. No, but you and I can go see him. I was tweeted the same day as the Pope, by the way, by Trump when he said bad things about me. For real, let's go to the Vatican. I would love to. I would love to. It's just the coolest place in the world. I love the Vatican. I just got back from Italy. Oh, were you? Yeah. I did my confirmation. Well, oh, you did? I did. It was just the most beautiful. Oh, that's so cool. Unbelievable. It was literally the same day that Trump posted the time most vile person of the year. So I felt like there was even in that there was something divine because it was like looking at fake power and then the real power of like having a cardinal, getting confirmed, being in Italy, the deep history, like what outlasts that. Like there was something so fickle about it, like posting this photo of me when I was sick. Okay, great. Wait, hold on. Talk about humiliating people for sport. Somebody literally sent this to me right before I came into you. They knew that I was going to talk to you. And I promise you, I did not plan to do this. No, you're so fine. It was a prayer. If you are wise and understand God's ways, prove it by living an honorable life, do good works with the humility that comes from wisdom. But if you are bitterly jealous and there's selfish ambition in your heart, don't cover up the truth with boasting and lying. Your jealousy and selfishness are not God's kind of wisdom. Such things are earthly, un-spiritual and demonic. Or wherever there's jealousy and selfish ambition, there you will find disorder and evil of every kind. The whole first piece of that, when you were just talking is what's my faith? If you are wise and understand God's ways, prove it by living an honorable life. And the thing that I recognized is that, well, from other Teresa, I don't go to Mass as much as I used to. I go to Mass every Sunday. I would never have missed a Mass. I went to Georgetown, Catholic. But what I realized is that my real faith is in that belief. Is that just do the next right thing. That's the, whether it's the golden rule. And that doesn't mean you have to be weak in your empathy, but always be compassionate. I believe in the perennial philosophy. I believe that same exact message from the Apunishads to the Gospels of Jesus Christ are all at base in terms of the red letter words of each of them, are saying the same thing, love your neighbor. Like you would want to be loved. And it's the hardest thing in the world to do. So hard, but that's my faith. And I think that there are certain people that arrive at certain times that are messengers of that. And for instance, I certainly don't agree with the Catholic Church on a lot of stuff. I certainly have a, but I'll tell you what, I really am so proud of Pope Francis and now Pope Leo in terms of just the notion of social justice. And I think that there can be a practical application of that in terms of our leadership. I really do. I think that faith that is used as a cudgel is really, really dangerous. I think that I know a lot of people that I personally love and very close to that are part of an evangelical church, just clearly in the African American community, but that are horrified by the complicity of a certain section of the evangelical church and what's happening in the world today. So to me, my faith is very personal, it's rooted in Catholicism, and it's rooted in the Society of Jesus, the Jesuit church in particular, which they used to always call the Black Pope until we finally got a Jesuit Pope. And with eyes wide open too, is that the church as an institution is incredibly flawed and had been, but it's given me an enormous sense of community and belonging, just from a cultural perspective. Well, what I'm gonna say is I really think you should go to confession. Yeah. You should do that. Don't worry, I've been to confession. Yeah, you should go to confession and get, and just, you know, just. 100%, yeah, don't worry. Go back to the root, go back to the root, and there's so much there, and it's like you're not, you're just not enough, your brain's not enough. I mean, hearing you describe that, I can do this, there's just something about for me, like the submission of every mass and just remembering like. The beautiful thing. Yeah. The beautiful thing is this. The beautiful thing is that I have been going to confession for six years. Wow. Right here, that's me. You know, like that freedom, you know, what you feel like the only person that you could say this to, you know, and I'm not saying that there is not like, my impure thoughts that I'm, you know, that's between me and God, but I am saying is that that feeling of release that the confessional is there for, is the feeling that when I was finally able to see beyond all of the noise that I received by just existing and getting up every day and looking, turning over and seeing that my wife who saved me and Boi and my dad as a dad, not as president, but just as a dad. And my mom and my sister and my aunts and uncles and everybody else and then the wider circle, my friend George, you know, my friend Franny, my, you know, I mean, my friend Bobby, I like people that have came into my life and it never left and despite it all, and there was nothing in it for them, but just grief and ridicule, pretty cool. It's everything. Yeah. Ladies and gentlemen, Hunter Biden, never thought this conversation would happen and it's just stranger things have happened. And I'm just, this has truly been one of the most powerful discussions that we've ever had. And I think it's because of your journey. You know, you've lived through a lot. You lost your mother, your sister in a tragic accident. You lost your brother to cancer. Maybe for a while, lost your dad to politics, political machine, lost yourself to crack cocaine and somehow gained everything. Yeah, gained it all back. Yeah, I really did. I can't tell you how much it means to me that you wouldn't invite me here into your home to be able to have this discussion. And I really, really mean it. I'm really, really honored. And I'm grateful that you took it and that you've accepted my apology because I just feel really shitty about it. But guilt is good, like we said earlier. Thank you so much for joining us. Amazing.