E238: Ask a Sex Therapist: Cycle Libido, Rough Sex & How to Sync Up Your O’s

What do you do when you and your partner have very different sex styles? Vanilla versus rough. Is it normal to get swollen down there after sex? Not just the clit, but the labia too. How can me and my partner finish at the same time? Is it normal to feel slightly uninterested after having an orgasm? From a vagina owner. Can men feel with their pain when their female partners oh when they're inside? Hello and welcome to the Pillow Talks podcast. We're your hosts Vanessa and Xander Marin. I'm a sex therapist with over 20 years of experience. And I'm just a regular dude. We share the ups and downs in our relationship while giving you step-by-step techniques for improving yours. Make sure you subscribe for your weekly double date full of totally doable sex tips, practical relationship advice, hilarious and honest stories of what really goes on behind closed bedroom doors and so much more. It's the sex education you wish you'd had. So every week on our Instagram account, Vanessa and Xander, we do ask us anything. And we get thousands and thousands and thousands of questions. It's wild. Obviously we cannot get to all of them. So we decided to start a little series over here where we answer more of those questions. So this is our Ask a Sex Therapist and her husband sidekick. And me. Certified Cool Dude Xander. So we've got a whole bunch of interesting questions directly from you guys. I think it's always interesting to see what kind of questions people are answering. I mean hopefully. Asking? Asking, yes. Hopefully some of these questions are like, oh, I had that question too. But I think even when we don't share that question, it's still really interesting to hear things that other people are struggling with. And sometimes you learn something from the answer, even if you didn't actually have that question yourself originally. We didn't have it yet. Yet, exactly. All right. So let's jump right on into it. Okay, this one was a multiparter, which actually she sent us a DM. So let's address this one part by part. First part of it is, why do women have to learn how to owe with a partner? It seems counterintuitive considering we have a bundle of nerves for that exact purpose. Hmm. So I thought this was really an interesting way of putting it. And I think that she's looking at it as this special thing that only women have to do. But I would say to that that everybody has to learn how to have an orgasm with a partner. Like it's not a completely instinctual process. Like it takes some effort and some work to figure out what you like. And your connection with each individual person can be totally different. So something that one partner did to make you orgasm in the past might not necessarily work with another partner. So I think there's a resetting that happens with each partner you have too. Yeah. And also I think that implicit in this is, oh men don't have to learn how to orgasm. I definitely had to learn how to orgasm. But with a partner specifically. Well, yeah, no, no, let me, I'm getting there. I'm getting there. So like I definitely had to learn how to orgasm when I started going through puberty. I was definitely capable of it. Like I for sure was having wet dreams. I, you know, I could get hard. But it took me a lot of playing around to actually figure out how to actually get there all the way because no one ever told me. Like I knew that in general masturbation was the thing, but no one had ever given me instructions. There was no instruction manual like, oh yeah, do this, like use some lube or some lotion. That's going to be a better experience than doing it dry. You know, keep going until it feels better and better, you know, like all that kind of stuff. I just kind of had to figure around, figure that out through trial and error. Yeah. And once I figured it out, then it was like, oh, okay, yeah, this, this is how you do it. This makes perfect sense. But the thing is, is that what I was doing that pretty well mimics what partnered intercourse is like. And so when I transitioned or graduated or whatever and having having sex, having intercourse with not myself with other people, it was pretty, it wasn't really much of a learning process because I was, I'd already trained my body to respond to masturbating in a way that very closely mimicked penetrative sex. But all that to say that it's not like men are just like boom, born knowing how to orgasm. Like it was, you know, it's a, it's a process of learning what to do. Yeah. And because women, I think we can feel like we're behind or it's harder for us because we typically don't have that same experience of exploring when we're younger. Like female masturbation is much more heavily discouraged than male masturbation. And so a lot of women just never get that experience. So it feels like we're trying to play catch up as adults. But yeah, I mean, I want to normalize that everybody goes through this. And again, it resets with every partner. Yeah. And for me, it was a fumbling, awkward, confusing time. I'm being perfectly honest. I have distinct memories of doing it and being like, like, I feel like I'm supposed to be able to do this, but like what, like, I don't know what to do. And then kind of like, you know, giving up and okay, all right, I guess I'll try again tomorrow. You know, it's just kind of weird, awkward stuff. I think the thing is, is that that's a period of, you know, for me, I was like, I don't know, probably like age 12 or something. And it's like everything at that, that era of my life was weird and awkward and confusing. So it was just like, okay, cool, one more weird, awkward, confusing thing. I can understand how as an adult, it feels different where you're like, oh, I'm supposed to have this shit figured out. Okay. So she continues, in addition, how can I flip my perspective on learning how to owe with a partner? Right now it feels like a whole lot of learning on my own, practicing on my own, and then teaching my partner and praying he can do it. My partner thinks it sounds exciting and hot, but it just feels like yet another thing to add to my to-do list and something that I'll have to consistently relearn as my body ages. For reference, I'm a 25 year old female and he's a 23 year old male. So, okay, like, I think we addressed the first part of that bit already, like it feels like a lot of learning and practicing like, yes, it is. And that is the case for everyone. That's just us having to discover our bodies. So I would try to look at it as a process of discovery and like how freaking cool is it that we can explore our bodies and find new and different and unique ways of making ourselves feel good. And don't our bodies deserve that. Don't they? Don't they deserve our attention and our care and our time and loving touch? I think our bodies are totally deserving of that. So again, it's not, I understand that you might feel like you're behind because you haven't started exploring it until now, but it is a process that everybody has to go to. And then when it comes to the partner, like, listen to your partner. He is saying, this sounds exciting and hot. This is fun to me. I am enjoying doing this with you. I think a lot of us women struggle to allow ourselves to receive that kind of energy from our partners. It's like they're trying to give us this gift and we're like, no, I don't want it. And I'm not saying that from a shaming place. Like I have had, you know, similar vibes of struggling with being able to accept that kind of energy to it. It really does all come down to socialization, the ways that we're taught to feel so ashamed and embarrassed and guilty and like something's wrong with us. But truly, like your partner is saying, this is hot. Like this is sex. This is not some like weird extra thing that you have to do because something's wrong with you. This is sex. Yeah. This is what we're all looking for. And yeah, I mean, I just want to jump in and say, like, man, I'm sorry. I'm really sorry to this person that, you know, when you were younger, I'm very likely like it was perceived as not OK to masturbate. I'm sorry that you got that message. I'm sorry that you didn't have an opportunity to explore your body as you were sort of coming of age, you know, at a time when it could have been a little bit more natural because you're discovering a lot of things about yourself at that time. I'm sorry that, you know, from I'm reading between the lines here, but I'm sorry that I'm assuming that you kind of feel like sex isn't really for you. Like it's for your partner. If you're feeling like, oh, sorry, I don't think there's one more thing to learn. Like then, I mean, there's not that much in it for you. If that's the case. And if you are just or if you're at the point where you're just like, OK, with that, an acceptance of, yeah, this just isn't this thing for me. I'm sorry that that's your experience. And yet I understand like the way that we socialize people and our culture society, the way that, you know, the way that certain messages can get perceived. Like, yeah, I totally get why it feels that way. But what I can say is orgasm is fucking worth it. Like it's really great. And I'm a man. I have far fewer nerve endings than you do. From what I understand what women in general are capable of experiencing is far above and beyond what I am capable of experiencing, especially one as a man and two as a circumcised man. Like I can't even begin to imagine what it is a you are capable of. I get to experience it, you know, secondhand. And it looks pretty awesome. And I guarantee you that it is worth it. And that once you do figure this out, like then all this stuff that you're all this toiling around that you're doing right now is going to feel like it's way in the past. And you're going to be like, oh, my God, I cannot believe I cannot believe that I didn't want this. I felt like this was a chore. OK, let's wrap it up with the last part. Last but not least, what's the point of being intimate if I'm the one who has to touch myself to reach an O? I'm solely focusing on pleasure with this question. I'm aware of the connection based benefits, but I'm not sure that this will make me feel connected if I'm the one who has to do the bulk of the work. Oh, the work. I know, right? Like just the words that she chooses in writing this question. Yeah, sounds like you. I mean, I don't mean this in a negative way, like, but it sounds like you have a. It sounds like you have some work, an opportunity to do some work on your mindset around sex. And understandably so, it sounds like you have been socialized with some really negative ideas about sex, especially how, you know, probably sex is for him and is not for you. And I understand where that comes from. I'm sorry that for all the ways we've all contributed to that. But it also like it doesn't need to be that you're the only person who makes yourself reach an organ. Definitely not. Your partner, that's, and I'm kind of confused, honestly, because she was saying earlier, like, I'm teaching my partner how to do it. So your partner can get you off with their hands, with their mouth, with a toy. You might be able to find certain sex position, like intercourse positions. If you guys have intercourse that help you get that really important, clitoral stimulation or he can touch you during intercourse. So yeah, there's so many ways, a lot of different ways to orgasm. It doesn't need to be that you're the only person doing it. But at the same time, I do think that when it comes to sex, each of us is responsible for our own orgasm. So I think it's important to us to be generous and giving partners and to, you know, spend time on each other's bodies to stimulate each other to learn what our partner likes and what works for them. But ultimately, I think your orgasm is your responsibility. And I think that's the case for all of us. And I think that there's something very empowering about that too, about saying, yeah, I'm going to make sure that I have an orgasm. Yeah. And I don't think that that doesn't necessarily mean you have to touch yourself. You have to figure it out. You're the only one. You're the only one that has any responsibility for it. But it's like, it is ultimate, you know, it's an energetic. Yeah. But, you know, let's flip the genders and like, let's look at me for a second. Like what that means for me is like if Vanessa and I are having sex and say like we are in a position, this is a very real example that has come up for us. Let's say that we are in a position sometimes we can get in a certain position where there's something that will feel really, really good to Vanessa. And then, and for me to continue doing that, we'll start to, I will kind of start to lose some sensation. Right. And like, and eventually be like, you know, first we'll be like, okay, this isn't great anymore. Okay, this is kind of neutral. And then I can be like, oh, I might actually start to lose my erection soon. And we've had challenges about before because part of me has been like, oh man, like this is so good for her. I want to like get her all the way there. And then we'll focus on me. But then we've talked about that later and Vanessa is like, hey, if you're not feeling it in that position, then ask to change position. So what if that was really good for me? We'll find something else that is also really good for me. Like we'll get back to where we were. And so it's like, I have to take responsibility for, hey, you know what, like my back hurts a little bit in this position. I'm going to ask that we change or I'm going to move or like, okay, yeah, like this is, you know, whatever this speed or something like I'm not going to get there. So I'm going to suggest that we change something up to put myself in a position for success. It's not. So it's like, that's, that's me taking your responsibility for my orgasm and my needs in that moment rather than just being like, well, this kind of sucks for me, but I think that she's going to come. So I'll just let her, I'll just let her go. But also, like, wouldn't you say during intercourse, am I making you orgasm during intercourse? We both are. Like, I mean, I, but yeah, I mean, I am in, I'm trying to be in as much control as I can of that process. But I mean, there's times sometimes where, where, you know, something happened and you make me come. But yeah, I mean, I think it's a, it's a joint thing for sure. Yeah. Yeah. I just, yeah, I encourage you to think of it in a different way that like, yes, we can both pay attention to each other. Both stimulate each other, but like energetically, it's empowering to think of your orgasm as something that you are creating and you are taking ownership of. The other thing that I want to say is that, you know, this person is, it sounds like to me, they're describing, they are in the process of figuring out maybe even how to have an orgasm for themselves, but definitely how to have an orgasm with their partner. And what they are describing is, is the right way to go about doing that of, hey, you know, I got to figure out how to do it on my own. Then I got to show my partner how that works. And we got to figure out how to kind of integrate that with the sex that we are having. And so I understand that right now, when you are not super comfortable and confident with, here's, I know exactly what I need to do to get myself there. That what I get that it feels like work, because yeah, it is you are working on learning how to orgasm. I think that once you figure it out, one, it is not going to feel like work anymore. Because you're like, oh, yeah, this is this really hot thing that I get to do to get myself to this super pleasurable outcome. So it's not going to feel like work anymore. And I think the other thing is that, yeah, when we are first learning how to make ourselves orgasm and when we are first integrating that. To partnered sex. Yes, there is going to be this element of like, okay, we got to like follow this kind of more strict process to get there. But once you do get there and you start getting there more consistently, you are going to notice that it starts to open up other possibilities. Like you are going to start being like, oh, interesting, like, all right, maybe I am starting to have orgasms in other positions rather than just this one that we were in. Or I'm starting to understand, oh, yeah, I can feel pleasure in a lot of different ways. So I think that you're really focused on what do I have to do to have my first orgasm with a partner and how much work that is. And yeah, that is going to be a bit of work that first time. But once you get there, you're going to start having more possibilities and you're going to it's going to start being quicker and it's going to feel like way less work. Whether it's you touching yourself, your partner touching you or whatever. So I just want to say that like it's sort of like it gets better situation. Like we got to get over the hump. It really is a hump. Like, yeah, it's got to climb up to the top of it and then you're going to come down the other side and it's going to start to be easier. 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This is interesting because first of all, the way that this person is writing in the question is kind of like, my husband stopped because I'm in the wrong. How do I fix the situation? I think that this is a, you have equal responsibility in this situation. We hear from so many men that say this, hey, I got rejected so many times, I just stopped. Whether they tell their partner that or not. And I understand that and I don't think that's cool to just be like, all right, I'm done. I'm not going to, I'm not ever going to do it anymore. Yeah, you can't. Like, sorry, you can't. Well, and this is also why, obviously this is too late for this couple, but this is why we recommend that in all relationships, both partners have to initiate. And it doesn't have to be 50-50, but both partners have to be willing to do it because initiating is so vulnerable. And it's way too much pressure to put on just one partner's shoulders to be doing all of the initiating. Like, not only are you having to take on all that vulnerability of putting yourself out there and initiating, but you're also having to deal with the rejection. And rejection is a normal part of any couple's sex life. We all have to learn how to handle that rejection. But yeah, to have it be just one person doing all that work, it's too much. So going forward, both of you initiating is going to be the key. I shouldn't have said it's too late because you can still do this going forward. Yeah, I mean, I think that is the way that is. That is where to start the repair. Because I think that the, the trigger thing that happens is like your, your husband and you are now in this dynamic, I think where it's sort of like he's put his foot down and said, all right, I'm done. If you want it, you know, you do it. And then it's like, it's like, you know, it's like a seesaw where it's like, okay, well, I was down on the bottom of the sea. Now we're flipping the seesaw. And it's like, you can only have like one, you know, one person doing all the work. What your husband could have done alternatively, it said, hey, this is really tough. I'm initiating sex a lot. And it feels like I'm always getting nose. And that doesn't feel good. I feel, I feel sad that that I'm getting a lot of nose. It feels, you know, it's hard for me to deal with the rejection. I find myself curious if like you want to have sex with me. I don't feel very like loved or wanted because of all of that. So I would love to have a conversation with you about what's going on. I would love for us to figure out, is there a way that maybe, you know, if you do want to be having sex with me, like, is there a way for you to communicate that to me? Is there a way for you to show that to me? Perhaps by initiating sex sometimes versus just, I'm over this, I'm done. Now, you prove it to me. Yeah. Yeah, I agree with you. Like it's, I understand the husband getting to the point of like, I'm feeling, you know, I've been so rejected that now I don't want to do it anymore. Like, of course, we all are going to get to that point. If we feel like, you know, we're trying, trying, trying and not getting the result that we want. Like, of course, we're all going to get fed up. But again, like you can't just say, I'm never going to, and I don't know exactly what he said. But we can't just say like, I'm never going to do it again. So if you're, you know, to the partner in this situation, I think that a couple of things need to happen. You need to be willing to start initiating on a consistent basis. And you need to acknowledge and apologize for the dynamics that, you know, that he's been doing all of the initiating and having to carry all that load. So I would say to him, hey, I, you know, I've been reflecting a lot on our sex life. I'm realizing that you have done all, you know, the vast majority, whatever it is, of the initiation. And I'm sorry I didn't realize this before, but I'm realizing now that that must have been really hard for you. And that wasn't fair for me to put you in that situation. I'm sorry for that. And I want you to know that going forward, I am really going to work on trying to initiate and share with him whatever, you know, vulnerabilities or challenges come up. Maybe it's like, I feel so embarrassed, you know, I've never done this before. This is a brand new skill for me to learn. I'm so shy. I'm having to overcome all of this shame and embarrassment I was taught to have, you know, whatever it is, like, you can share that with him and say, but despite all of that, like, I'm still going to try. And I would love for this to be a process for both of us, you know, ultimately, I want, I would love for both of us to feel comfortable initiating with each other and to feel like we can talk about how we initiate openly so we can feel like a team in this. Yeah, I think it's really important, like you were just saying, to share what your outcome, your desired outcome or desired goal is. I would love for us to get to a future state where we are both doing this in some amount and, you know, say, hey, maybe it's up for discussion. What that, what we want that breakdown to look like. I know now that just having you do it is not smart. It's not effective. It's, you know, gotten us into this situation. I don't ever want to be in that situation again. So, you know, we can talk more later or whatever about like what that looks like once we start feeling like we're in a better place. You know, I'm not trying to tell you that you need to start initiating with me right now. I'm going to, I'm going to take responsibility for my side of the street right now and put a good faith effort into starting to initiate sex with you. I hope that when you see that, then, you know, you're open to start doing this so that we can share that vulnerability and share that load. And I would make the space for, again, we don't, you know, we're just getting the tiniest little peek at what the story is here. So I don't know how long has this been going on for, but if this is something that's like been going on for years, I would make the space for it just being you initiating for a little while. That your husband might be just like really withdrawn, really trying to protect himself, maybe suspicious that you're actually going to initiate on a consistent basis going forward. So I mean, obviously, ideally, we'd love if he could, you know, hear that, what I just rehearsed if he could hear that and be like, great, I love that I'm going to initiate. Yeah, let's both start doing it. Yeah, but I want to be realistic, like likely he's not going to be on board right away. So I think that a way that you can prove to him like, look, I really am serious about this is to allow yourself to be the one who's doing the, you know, all of the initiating for a little while. Maybe it's like a month or something like that, not forever, but for a brief period of time. Yeah, I think building on that, it's like understanding that he very well may have developed a good deal of resentment around this. And resentment is a tricky one, because while it's very understandable where that resentment came from, when we have developed a lot of resentment, ultimately, the person who's doing it, the person feeling the resentment, ultimately, and it's a hard one for a lot of people to hear, ultimately, you are responsible. It is your problem that you are feeling resentment is not the person that you are feeling resentment towards, because what resentment is, is feeling a certain way about something and holding it in and holding it in and holding it in. So resentment is never a presenting emotion. It's never like, oh, you did this and I immediately feel resent. Resent is, oh, you said you said no to sex and I felt hurt. I felt sad, but I'm not going to say anything because that's not cool. And then a week goes by and I initiate sex again and you say no. And oh, man, now I feel like confused and not sure if you're into me or whatever, but I'm not going to say anything. And it's that over and over and over suppressing the same emotion or suppressing multiple emotions. And eventually when we do not allow ourselves to actually feel those things or express those things, they build and build and build and they turn into resentment. So that's why I say if you're feeling resentment, no one else can fix that for you, but you, you have to be able to let out what all those things were that were bothering you. And so if that's a, if this is a situation where he does have a big pile of resentment towards you about that, you could also offer like, hey, you know, could, you know, might we like talk to a therapist about this to try to unpack some of all this? Because I can see now that it wasn't cool that I was saying no all the time or that I was not participating in the initiation at all. I didn't really show you that I was into you sexually at all over this period of time. I imagine that you're feeling a lot of things about that. And I would love to, you know, have a container in therapy to be able to talk about this and unwind this because I know that just me starting to initiate sex might not be enough to solve that. Okay, let's move on to the next one. What do you do when you and your partner have very different sex styles of vanilla versus rough? Okay, so many thoughts about this one. I will say, I think sometimes putting labels like this can actually be pretty harmful and can make it feel like you guys are on very different pages. Like when I, when I read this, like vanilla versus rough, my brain went to how different if we take all the different like sexual acts that you guys are each into, I bet that there's a lot more overlap than you might, than it might seem like. Because when you hear vanilla versus rough, that sounds like a black or white, like, you know, on total different ends of the spectrum. Well, it sounds like possibly because they've just said rough rather than some kind of like specific kink or some specific act. I'm guessing you are probably into most or if not all of the same acts and or positions is just about the pace, like the speed. The pace of the vibe, the energy. Yeah. So I think I would, I would try to look at, you know, what are the similarities that we have rather than focusing so much on the differences. Then I would take a look at the specific behaviors or like desires that are outside of the bounds of comfort. So it, it sounds like in this specific case, we've got someone who's more vanilla versus somebody who likes things a little bit rougher. So I think the vanilla person probably is going to need to examine the specific rough acts that their partner likes. And I would try to see if there's any nuance or gray area to that. So again, rather than just like lumping it all into, oh, you like it too rough for me. Are there certain things that you could be into? So maybe it's, hey, I'm not into being slapped across the face, but actually a little ass spanking. I'm okay with that. Or it's, you know, I don't want my partner choking me, but I'm okay with them talking dirty and maybe calling me some names. Or like tying my hands up. Yeah. Or, or maybe it's, I don't want to be tied up, but I'm okay with my partner having like a more like faster animalistic pace. You know, something like that. So I'd really try to look at this, get more into the specifics of what are you open to and are there certain, yeah, the gray areas in there. So maybe it's again, like, I don't want to be slapped hard, but if it's like a little, you know, a little thing, just a little flap, I'm okay with that. So I would look at it more on like a behavior by behavior basis. I also think. What if you're the person, what if you're, because you just said, if you're the more vanilla person, here's what you need to do. But what about the more rough person? I mean, I'm guessing that the rough person, there's not anything that's outside of their comfort zone that the vanilla person wants to have, but it's just, you know, maybe for the rough person, it's not like as exciting. Yeah. So you could still look at, again, like look at the similarities between the two of you, of, hey, we both like this, we both want to do this. So what about also for the rough person, like my first question would probably be, you know, okay, so like tell me about your preferences for roughness, like, I would want to know, okay, well, what is it, like what constitutes kind of like your ideal sexual experience in terms of pace or energy or acts. Yeah. And then also, like I would then want to understand, okay, is this feel like for you, the sex has to be like that in order for you to get satisfaction out of it or to get to orgasm or whatever. Or is this like, is this more of a like a scene that I like to play out. I could be fulfilled doing that every month or every week, you know, occasionally, because I think that a lot of people see, oh my God, my partner wants to do it really rough. They must want it rough all the fucking time. And if you talk to them, it's like, no, actually, it's actually kind of exactly, you know, that's actually kind of exhausting. I don't want to do that every time. I just want to do that sometimes. Yeah. I definitely want to know what is this, is this approaching more of almost like a kink territory where it's like, I can't really, I don't get the full enjoyment out of this act unless we are doing specific things a specific way. Yeah. Or is this a preference or fantasy where it's like, oh yeah, no, like I love vanilla sex. I also just want to occasionally have some rougher sex. Yeah. And I think that's really important to get to. I think a lot of us when we don't talk really clearly like that, we start to make these assumptions that, oh, my partner said they wanted to do it rough this one time. That's not that must be what they all that. Oh my God, that sounds crazy. That must be what they always want. Uh huh. Yeah. So it's yeah, it's definitely an issue of like the frequency here. How frequently do you actually want to do this? I also want to normalize that every couple is going to have mismatches in their desires. We're so afraid of sexual incompatibility. I think a lot of us kind of go to this extreme of, oh my God, well, I'm not into that, but he is or she wants to do this, but I don't want to. And the reality is that's just going to happen. And it's the same with things outside of the bedroom too. You might not like the same hobbies. You might not like the same foods. You might not want to travel to the same places. Like that's just being human is that we're not going to find somebody who's this perfect 100% match for us. Now, of course, the issue is the degree of it. So if in some situations it might be something like, hey, yeah, you know, my ideal would be to have rough sex every single time. But you know what, even though I'm a little sad about that and it's not my ideal, like I'm okay with it being once a month or I'm okay with doing these acts, but not these ones. Or I'm okay with my partner kind of, you know, playing along with it, but not really being that into the it themselves. So there might be some couples who fall into that group. And then I do also want to be realistic and say there are going to be couples where the degree is just too big. Like there are definitely couples where, you know, if one person just want, I just want quiet missionary couple of minutes in and out and we're done versus somebody who wants like, you know, really rough intense playing with pain and sensation and all that like you genuinely might not be compatible. So if the degree is really intense and it just feels like neither one of you can have a satisfying sexual experience with each other, then, you know, I do think that ultimately like having extreme incompatibilities is something worth breaking up over. Like sex is not just a physical act. It's a way that we express ourselves. It's a way that we play. It's, you know, it's so much more than just putting body parts in body parts. So if both or even just one of you feels like I can't have like my full sexual expression in this relationship, I do think that is worth ending a relationship over. Yeah, I mean, this is this is exactly why we recommend starting to talk about sex very early on in a relationship. I think this is the unfortunate mistake that so many couples make whether it's like, I mean, there's like not really talking about the sex that you are having. Then there's the added element of talking very honestly and openly about these are the types of things that, you know, sexually that are really important to me, like things that I want to try or experiences that I know I want to have or kinks that I have or whatever. And I think a lot of us were really scared. I understand why, but we're really scared to raise these things, especially if it is approaching more of a kink territory. We can feel like really ashamed that we have this thing that maybe makes sex feel more complicated for us or we feel like we're a bit extra. And I think that, you know, we unfortunately are disincentivized to talk about that from early on. So, oh my God, I don't want to get rejected. So if I wait longer to work closer and closer or more committed, then like my partner can't reject me. But then you get into a situation where it's like you then you reach the stalemate later on where it's like, hey, well, we've been having sex a certain way and it seemed like everything is cool. And now you're telling me that actually you want all this other stuff. So, I mean, ideally talking about it early, the what is the worst thing that can happen? Well, the worst thing that can happen is the person that you're starting to date says, you know what, that's just not for me. Like let's go our separate ways. And then you've gone your separate ways before things got too serious. It's way worse to get into this much more serious situation and you think things are a certain way and then all of a sudden you discover, oh, that's not going to work for my partner and you have to break up at that point. That's so much worse. So at this point, I think it is, you know, you got to kind of have a getting down to it conversation about what does this really look like? 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Right now, save $10 or more during their holiday sale when you go to storyworth.com slash pillow. That's storyworth.com slash pillow to save $10 or more on your order. Alright, Vanessa, is there a correlation with desire and menstrual phase? Okay, so there can be because throughout our menstrual cycle, our hormone levels dip and shift. But if you've heard me talk about libido before, you know that I think hormones play a relatively small role in libido for the average person. There are definitely some people who have straight up have a hormonal issue and once you resolve that, like your libido can come back. But I do think we have this tendency to blame all libido issues on hormones. So I just, yeah, I like to always give that caveat that yes, of course, like our hormones are important. They affect everything going on in our body libido included, but libido is so much more complex than just our hormones. So walking through the stages of the menstrual cycle. So the first, you know, one to five, six, seven days, that's our actual menstrual phase. That's when you're having our period. For some women, you can have low libido at this time. Like you might be, you know, a lot of us are experiencing PMS symptoms. Being on your period itself can be unpleasant. That being said, though, and also I have to give the caveat that everybody's different. So like, you know, you might be in one stage that typically your libido is lower for the average woman, but you're like, mine's way higher. So everybody's everybody's unique and different. So menstrual phase can be lower libido overall for some people. That being said, though, I will say there are tremendous benefits to having sex during your period. I think so many people think of it as like, oh, I'm just on my period, sex is completely off the table. And you get to decide what you want to do with your own body. But there are great benefits to having sex on your period. Sex can improve your mood. It can decrease the side effects that you might have from your period. So if you have a headache, it can relieve your headache. They can relieve menstrual cramps. It can help you get to sleep faster and sleep better. So there are a lot of reasons to have sex on your period. And also there are ways to make period sex easier too. You can have it in the shower. You can put down a dark towel. You can use a menstrual disc so your partner wouldn't even know that you're on your period. So I'm a big fan of period sex. We both are. So even even if you don't have the highest libido, you still might have some great reasons to have some period sex. Okay, the next phase that we go into is the follicular phase. And that can be like around days six to 13 ish. It tends to be about a week. You might experience an increase in desire around this time. Most women tend to feel pretty good. We feel maybe a little bit more confident, a little flirtier, higher energy. So that can be a higher libido time. And then we get into the ovulatory phase, which typically just lasts a couple of days. And this tends to be peak libido. So this is when you're most likely to get pregnant. So our system is like, let's go. Let's make a baby. You know, we're trying to go for that reproduction. So a lot of women will say that this phase is when they feel the most excited, the most easily aroused. And then the luteal phase is our fourth and final phase. And this can be a long one like days 16 to 28 or, you know, however long your cycle is. So it can be like a couple weeks. Oh, that's interesting. Actually, I never, I just assumed when I've, whenever I've seen all this like men's cycle, I've seen all this like menstrual phase content on social. I kind of assumed it was like phases of the moon where it's like equal. Oh, that's cute. Equal parts. One week each. But like, wait a second. That is literally 50% of it is like we're talking about the menstrual phase is yeah, five days, then seven days, then two days for ovulatory. Like. I mean, it really can depend from woman to woman. Luteal phase can be quite long for sure. Okay. So during the luteal phase, you can start to feel desire tapering off and, you know, closer to the end of it, it might feel like your libido is pretty low again. So up, peaks up, goes back down, back up, back down. But again, just one small part of the overall picture. All right. Well, let's move on. Is it normal to get swollen down there after sex? Not just the clit, but the labia too. Yes. Why? The whole area. It's normal for it to get swollen. Is that like blood flow? I mean, a couple of reasons. Yeah. Blood flow, when you get aroused and turned on like blood flows to the area, same with people with penises, that's what makes an erection is increased blood flow. So, but you're literally getting like swollen. Yeah, it does go away. Just like the swelling can go away, but like right afterwards, you know, you might notice more swelling. But also, if you're having any sort of intercourse or penetration, like you're thumping against those tissues. Whether it's rough or not, there is some amount of roughness happening to tissue. And you can, you know, a lot of intercourse can cause like tiny micro tears in the, you know, the tissues of the vagina, the labia are pretty delicate and can be susceptible to that. So that can naturally cause some swelling as well. Okay. Yeah, that's not, that sounds scary, but I'm guessing micro tears are really nothing serious. Little teeny tiny ones. At all. It's just, it's, but it's just that sends your body's like healing, all the healing stuff there, which causes like inflammation because inflammation happens when you work. The vagina does a good job of taking care of itself. Yeah. It does. So of course, like if you are in pain, if you're bleeding, if it's like an extreme swelling, of course always see a doctor if you're worried, but if you're just like looking down there like whoa, looks a little bigger than that. Little half chub. Female half chub. Yeah. That's very normal. Okay. Xander, how can me and my partner finish at the same time? With a lot of practice. I, a lot of practice and a lot of reps on this is generally something that we do not recommend that you go for unless it feels really, really important to you. Or at the very least, it's not something that you go for until or unless you are really committed to first figuring out her orgasmic timing for the most part, unless, unless, unless, or sorry, let me put it this way. Typically I say her orgasmic timing because typically in most male-female relationships, the guy can come a lot faster than the woman can. Typically if you know, if you were just to say have at it. But if it's the other way around, I guess what I would say is unless you're really committed to, to kind of allowing the person that takes the longest to reach orgasm, to let them get to orgasm first. Because basically that is going to set the bar for what it is that you are shooting for. For the other person needing to be like, okay, I need to be able to, I need to be able to get myself, to make myself last as long as it takes to get this other partner there. And so you have to get really, really comfortable with, okay, what, what specific activities, what specific positions, what specific vibe or, you know, pressure, speed, whatever, what is it going to take to get them to that point reliably? Can we get to a point where we are able to, okay, cool, like once we kind of reach past this point, it's like usually it takes about 30 seconds or a minute here so that I can catch up or whatever. So I think that it requires some, some real commitment to we're really going to, we're really going to kind of have one partner hold themselves off to allow the other partner to catch up. Cause I think that this is something that people think, oh, this sounds really sexy. And this is how it is supposed to be. Um, and it's not something that just happens naturally. It's not something where it's just like, oh, okay. Yeah. If you do this one technique, then all of a sudden you're going to come together. Yeah. It's like, no, it takes, it takes a lot of work and especially it gets tricky if you're saying I wanted to happen during intercourse because the problem with intercourse is the partner with the penis, once they come, they can't really continue the intercourse where most men can't, right? Like you get into the refractory period, your penis goes soft. Like you're not going to be able to, you're physically not going to be able to keep going and also like, um, like psychologically you're not really going to want to keep going. So it's basically like if we are okay with one partner, maybe kind of needing to like think about other things so that they are not getting overly stimulated and knowing, okay, there's going to be a period where maybe it's actually not that enjoyable for one person for a while or it's maybe a little torturous for one person for a while. And you're really committed to that. Then how about it? For sure. Yeah. I mean, I think it's important to recognize we, most of us want the simultaneous orgasm because that's what we see on TV in the movies. Like everybody always comes at the exact same time and it looks so effortless and easy. And we're led to believe that's like the peak experience and I'm not denying. Like it definitely is fun to have an orgasm at the same time, but it can also be distracting. You know, like sometimes it's nicer to be able to just purely focus on your orgasm than purely focus on your partners. And you know, having an orgasm at the same time, like it's not inherently better than having them at separate times. So I encourage people to recognize like it's an orgasm is an orgasm. But if this is something that you want to experience, yes, it definitely can be fun. It just takes a lot of communication and figuring out, you know, exactly what each other needs, how to line that up. And even in the moment itself, a lot of, you know, you're going to slow down a little bit, you're going to speed up a little bit. So it can be challenging, but communication, communication, communication. Yep. It's like, I guarantee you it will not happen if you are not willing to talk about it. All right, Vanessa, is it normal to feel slightly uninterested after having an orgasm from a vagina owner? Yes, it is. And that is the case for people of all genders for us to feel that disinterest. So typically a couple of things are happening and a lot of this can actually come down to hormones. So after orgasm, our bodies release prolactin and that suppresses sexual desire. So it just naturally kind of sends us into a state of relaxation, kind of cooling down, not as interested. Oxytocin and serotonin can both increase, which are great for feeling like calm, bonding with each other. Again, it's just a kind of like post-sex cuddly types of vibes. And also dopamine can dip right after orgasm too, which it can be tied to like our motivations to have sex. It's like, oh, I already had the reward. Yeah, I had the reward. I'm done. I'm good. So that's very normal for, again, people of all genders can experience that. So if you're somebody who that happens to, sometimes we get asked this question because it's like, well, my partner comes and then he's like, well, I'm done. So we do have to be thoughtful, of course, about our partners and make sure that everybody gets to have a good experience. So if you know, if you're naturally somebody who has, it does tend to be that men feel this more strongly than women do. Yes, because there's also a physical component of it to men of like, oh, I've lost the erection. I cannot. Like I can't keep going. It won't stay inside of you anymore. Yeah. So if you are, regardless of gender, if you tend to have a stronger response than your partner does, of course, just like make sure your partner has an orgasm before you do so that it's okay for you to be not in the mood afterwards. But also I think addressing the other side of this is I think that it is normal for women to wonder if something is wrong with them, if they are finding themselves uninterested after orgasm. Because I think that we hear a lot about, oh, how women can be multi-argasmic. And I think you hear a lot of men see this in porn and are like, oh, I want to give you like five orgasms. And while that is, while it is much more possible for women to do that than men, because of, you know, women don't necessarily have that physical response afterwards of like, oh, but you know, it's not like, oh, your vagina doesn't disappear after you've had an orgasm, right? Like it's still there and it's still physically capable of continuing. Your clit is still capable of being stimulated. Um, I think that, yes, many women do find that they also lose some amount of interest. They're not like super motivated to go for more. I know you also have had the experience of like, you know, I've been there. I've pushed Vanessa early on in our relationship to have multiple orgasms. She can. And eventually she finally told me, hey, my experience is that the first one you give me is really, really good. And then they get smaller and smaller after that. And I actually end up feeling better if we end on a high note than ending on a kind of like, oh, like I thought that was gonna be better than it was, right? Like that ends up kind of feeling a bit disappointing versus, you know, it's like, I'd rather that we just both have as big of an orgasm as possible. And then we lie there and enjoy each other rather than like pushing for something that is has diminishing returns. Absolutely. Okay. Xander, take us home with this last question. Can men feel with their peen? I don't know. I don't know. I don't have a peen. So I'm not sure I can answer that question. The word peen cracks me up so much. I do love that. Your peen. Can men feel with their peen when their female partners owe when they're inside? First of all, actually, since Instagram, we got in so much trouble whenever we use certain sexual words. I wonder if we can start using the word peen instead. Or we do like PAE at, or there's like some other kind of like old English word, I feel like that is similar to that. Peen? No, not that one. But yeah. So how sensitive can your peen tell when I'm having an orgasm? You know what? I can't really. I know a lot of men say that they can. They feel muscle contractions. I think that that is when women are faking orgasm, they are very often wanting to try to make it as convincing as possible. And yes, every now and then I do feel some muscle contraction. Honestly, it's more afterward. So it's like if we have a simultaneous orgasm and then we have, and then we're, you know, stopped and I'm still inside of you and I'm still a bit hard. Yes. Then sometimes I will feel a little bit of muscle contraction, but honestly, it's not always. It's actually not very often that I feel that. And if I was still pumping away, I would definitely not be able to feel that. Pumping away. Now, what I do know is that I do know that you can squeeze. You can do like a kegel. I can certainly feel that. But the thing is, is that you don't involuntarily do that when you orgasm. Do other women, is that like just you or like do some women? I'm having involuntary muscle contractions when I orgasm. Yeah, but it's not like you can do a kegel. You can squeeze me pretty hard if you want to. It's the same mechanism. It's a muscle contraction. A kegel is you're doing it purposefully versus involuntarily when you're orgasming. But for you, you can do it, you can voluntarily do it much harder than what you involuntarily do during an orgasm, I think. Yes. Because if you, if we're having sex and I say to squeeze, I can really feel you squeeze me. I've never had that experience when you're orgasming. Yeah. Yeah, that's true. Or you're just doing a really bad job taking. I think that a lot of people get this idea from the spicy novels. There's been a lot of, on either ends of it in a male-female relationship of like, oh, I could, you know, she could feel him pulsing within her and like, oh, he could feel her pulsing, whatever. So like, yeah, sometimes you can feel it, but it's pretty subtle in general. Like sometimes I can feel you pulsing, but typically not. And also we do hear from a lot of men of like, oh yeah, I was totally silt dead, you know, and it's like, you can fake it. I feel a lot of men are search, are like desperately searching for it. And they're like, oh yeah, yeah, that was it, that was it. I hate your creepy, your guy voice could be so creepy sometimes. But yeah, no, like when I was faking orgasms earlier in my sex life, like that was a part of the whole show is like doing the contractions. Yeah. And he was like, oh, I was so strong. I'm like, yeah, I was so good. So yeah, so you were contributing. Yeah. So you were contributing to the misinformation out there that it's so obvious. I mean, so literally like this is where that idea comes from. I'm not trying to blame you, but just like, yeah, no, that most women can squeeze a lot harder than they normally involuntarily squeeze when they are orgasming. And so a lot of people have had the experience of, oh yeah, when she comes, you can tell because she's going to squeeze real hard. Yeah. So yeah, and maybe you do, maybe if maybe you really do. And so I'm sure some people do. I personally, in my sexual experience, have not ever had the experience of someone where like I can like wildly, oh my God, I can feel that something is happening. All right. Well, that brings us to the end of our questions for today. That is all for today's episode of Pillow Talks. Thank you so much for listening and join us again next week. We release new episodes every Thursday.